#even tho u dont need to go to uni ect ect i just. idk insee all my friends going and some of them getting fucking married (!?!) and its just
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i think the fact that if i could have afforded uni i would be getting a classics degree and studying languages rn will forever haunt me…….. i actively mourn what could be so fucking bad.
#its just 😭😭 ik most ppl cant afgord it upfront#but i rlly dont have confidence in making enough after#wards to pay it off…..#specially with disability ect ect its just. idk it’s a scary thought putting myself out there soending so much and just failing#and i dont think i’ll ever get over the fact that i’m not formally studying classics or languages rn.#it makes me feel… like rlly sad and like im behind ect ect#even tho u dont need to go to uni ect ect i just. idk insee all my friends going and some of them getting fucking married (!?!) and its just#i feel like i let myself be left behind and like i’m going nowhere#ugh ugh sorry for little rant there i’m just….. kinda missing what i never had rn ig#oh that said tho im not jealous of the married thing. i think theyre crazy ajshsjsjsj we are far too young to be doing that rn but w/e its#none of my business ahsjhsjs#happy for them and hope it lasts and is good ect ect but#i do think theyre nuts. a little.
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