#every decoration every book every dvd every plushie is mine but it's in someone else's room that i have to live it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

souhiyaoi · 5 months

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#.txt #im just sitting and reading in my room #i don't want to leave here #i don't want to leave here and never come back #i feel like i will get home sick and have no more home #home is where the heart is but what if i leave it here #what if i cant take it with me #my prints and wallscrolls will be on a stanger's wall #it's uncanny #every decoration every book every dvd every plushie is mine but it's in someone else's room that i have to live it #im so scared #i will not be able to come back like i could before #i will lose the way the light bounces around my room and reminds me of being 14 #i will lose the feeling of laying in bed at 19 and thinking about danganronpa #my room will never come back #i can decide right now to make my room feel like it did when i was 12 and looking at deviantart by candlelight at 3 am #i can do it right now if i want to but if i leave it will never be the same #everything will feel different and i worry i will never be comfortable again #what if i get so upset i start to forget #what if i cant even come back in my memories #what can i even do #i don't want to leave

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