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What scares you the most? And if it really happened... how would you deal with it?

⌘ 𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄 𝐂𝐀𝐍 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑. || ( not accepting. )

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 - 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐄𝐍𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐏𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐆𝐎𝐋𝐃𝐄𝐍 𝐇𝐀𝐙𝐄. flashes of copper sparkle on the sleek surfaces of cars. he leans against one of them gently, keeping both pale hands sunk in pockets & dark eyes wondering amid the shadows dancing at their feet, so seemingly lost in thought; the very conflict takumi's question just conjured. ❝ i..... ❞ envy struggles to find the words, unable to look up from the ground. ❝ i am scared of.... myself, ❞ he eventually mutters, ❝ of the things i do.... of the things i am willing to do.... whenever my heart starts to beat... ❞

a moment of silence passes as envy shifts in place & slowly, with hesitation, mutters in a low, quiet tone, ❝ i.... feel like i'm becoming worse.... takumi.... like i am.... not really me.... ❞ glancing back up, the young serial killer stares at the other with those dark, empty eyes. ❝ i.... cannot remember my mother's face, my dreams are stuck in a endless loop & i've killed people on a mere whim. people who once knew & loved me, people i thought i genuinely liked... but.... why? why would i? how could i.... possibly.... ? ❞ he pauses, slowing down. ❝ i am scared of what will happen if i lose myself again.... becoming overwhelmed by.... these.... thoughts.... these.... fleeting.... disgusting emotions.... & you happen to be the first thing i see. ❞ but i just can't let you go.

#// it's funny how everyone thinks that envy is just a flat-out villain.. but he just hardly ever opens up.#the severe lack of empathy and ever-fleeting feelings #as well as the labyrinth of his twisting thoughts #they make it nearly impossible for envy to look inwards #especially since he was set-up from birth to become a vile monster by the only person he trusts.#faklgjlkjgsag #i adore what little threads i have that managed to make him open up like this hc... even if it's only for a moment.#thank you for sending this in ♡#🔪 ❝ ᵀʰᵉ ᶫᶦᵗᵗᶫᵉ ᵏᶦᶫᶫᵉʳ⋅⋅ ❞ {{ ;; ‘𝓔𝓷𝓿𝔂’ }}#headcanon ( envy )#{{ ;; ‘ 𝓠𝓾𝓮𝓾𝓮𝓭 ’ }}

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