#feel bare) how many times do i have to re-remember these things. hsjdjdjd
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βΊοΈ my name is logan
its not an announcement (we know this) im just so happy with my name its very much my own
#talks#and like yes it technically was taken from a character that i relate heavily to#but ive never felt that i Was a name before#ive had lots of characters ive deeply related to but ive Never wanted their names#for a while i was worried that my gender crisis just so Happening to overlap with my second tss hyperfixation would lead to later#embarassment. but the way that it occurred to me that i was using the name for Myself in my head felt so natural and just Correct#and now im out of that hyperfixation completely but my name is Still my own#not in a way thats purposely detatched from the character either!#its just my own. but its also others. but this one is mine specifically#i was also kinda worried that it would be weird to read posts about the character afterwards bc we would have the same name#but its. not? like its the same name but my brain never crosses those wires at all!#'logan' is his name and 'logan' is my name and its the same but its different! like. the letters and sounds are the same but the#hidden encoding beneath is each of us separately#and ive been anxious about my name before but ive Never regretted it. and i still dont! its mine and its perfect and i adore it#just. feelin very π₯° about it today!#in other news. i was havin a dysphoria crisis in the shower and then i remembered Oh Yes I Own A Binder!#(i havent been wearing it much bc i havent been doing Things? just grocery shopping and blurry zoom cameras)#and i was like oh yeah. let me wear that for the first time in like two months#AND LO AND BEHOLD. its the perfect line between my gender presentations (flat but not utterly and a strap so my chest and shoulders dont#feel bare) how many times do i have to re-remember these things. hsjdjdjd#like HELLO ive alreay solved this issue. please just remember it this time#ANYWAY!!!!!! yes i took a different type of adhd meds today and i really like these ones a Lot#if its not clear. its really helping me so much. god#if u read this far. thanks for listening. i love u π₯°π have a nice day!!!!!! ππππππ
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