#file 5 「 𝘎𝘈𝘔𝘌𝘚 」

[vvraithful]

WHY DO YOU HURT?

because you have made mistakes you cannot swallow — mistakes come back to you like echoes in an empty cave. you have been trying since you started but does trying count? is trying good enough? every night it visits you, the pain that you have caused with your clumsy hands and venom-tongue. life careens onward, onward, with the moon hung in the sky and the sun the day after, but you walk backwards on this path so you can keep sight of what you did. the destruction still feels fresh. it still feels like fire, where you burned them. fire is supposed to be warm. it burned them, and it will swallow you. blow out the candle. let it rest. some things are better left behind in the dark.

[inverdade]

GOTHIC LITERATURE — ELIZABETH GREENE ( bold what applies. italicize what sometimes applies. repost, don’t reblog. )

DRACULA. — cold to the touch. flickering light. cold breath upon your neck. billowing white gowns. midnight strolls. pearl trimmed bands. the fall from grace. indulging in your deepest desires. the fear of outsiders. dark imaginations. bloodstained sheets. something lurking in the shadows. the urge to run away. glowing eyes in the darkness. the scent of garlic. preying on the weak. the power to both bring and take life.

THE PICTURE OF DORIAN GREY. ー old bookshelves. kisses on the hand. a drug-induced stupor. the pursuit of pleasure. devotion to the finer things in life. prizing youth and beauty above all. paying the ultimate price. blood red errors painted over in white snow. breaking the heart of the one you love. losing what’s left of your humanity.

FRANKESTEIN. ー frantic sketches. the stench of something rotten. a scream from the woods. unorthodox beliefs. candles burning out. the crunch of leaves. dangerous knowledge. contemplating existence. the chill of winter in your bones. dark ambitions. prometheus reborn. the contrast between life and death.

THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO. ー false accusations. taking justice into your own hands. justice. elaborate schemes. playing upon others’ weaknesses. the solitude of the ocean. an ever-changing identity. an alienation from humanity. dissatisfaction in your life. escaping from prison.

Tagged: @pseudodead Tagging: @eternalbane / @enshijou / @backwaterheroics / @celestrahl ( V ) / @jetblackknight

[vvraithful]

WHAT TYPE OF GHOST ARE YOU?

WRAITH — It wasn't fair, how you died. Everyone knows it wasn't fair. Maybe it was abrupt, or unjust, or just some freak occurrence with one-in-a-million odds. Either way, you weren't ready to go, and you're understandably hurt. So now you linger in a place of comfort. Your childhood home, your bedroom, the park you walked your dog in, the church you went to; somewhere of personal importance to you. The problem is, you lash out at anyone who invades your comfort area. You chase away people who encroach on your territory before you even know why they're there, and you get angry if they come back. What happened to you was terrible, but not everyone wants to hurt you. Remember that people who come into your comfort area may be trying to help you, and try not to immediately respond by isolating yourself.

[vvraithful]

AT THE MOMENT, YOU WANT...

to be loved — it's lonely, despite people constantly reassuring you. platonic or romantic, you crave to feel warm, to feel held, to feel worthwhile and to feel cared for. you yearn for that feeling, like a spot of sun hitting your skin on a breezy day. you want validation, love, from those who surround you. you aren't sure how to ask, or if you can. there's fear there, you can't figure out if they care, if this is love, if they're sincere. perhaps your shoes were muddied, during a long walk in the rain, and you fell, and you were muddied as well. you got home, finally, and washed off, but part of you still feels muddied. your past is not the present. someone loves you. reach out, and express that you need that love, and surely, someone will reciprocate.

[inverdade]

Get to know me a little!

Last Song: according to youtube it is infected mushroom's "change the formality" Favorite Color: mauve and its varieties Last Book: i havent read a book in a while, the last one i remember trying was the art of war, but i immediately lost it. rip. Last Movie: fast and furious tokyo drift Last TV Show: im rewatching house md right now, close to season 4 Sweet / Spicy / Savory: can it be sweet spicy? The last thing I searched for online: debt consolidation walking pads! Current Obsession: shadow the hedgehog........... Looking Forward To: i bought a walking pad / home treadmill on amazon!

taken from: @thesilverfullcr >:)

[vvraithful]

SIMS 4 TRAITS!

bold any trait that does fit your muse, italic any trait that fits your muse in some verses but not in others.

basic traits

active. cheerful. creative. genius. gloomy. goofball. hot-headed. romantic. self-assured. unflirty. art lover. bookworm. foodie. geek. music lover. perfectionist. ambitious. cat lover. dog lover. childish. clumsy. dance machine. erratic. glutton. kleptomaniac. lazy. loves the outdoors. materialistic. neat. slob. snob. squeamish. vegetarian. good. evil. bro. family-orientated. hates children. insider. loner. jealous. mean. non-committal. outgoing. paranoid. self-absorbed.

bonus traits

animal affection. high metabolism. muser. dastardly. domestic. essence of flavour. business savvy. quick learner. home turf. alluring. collector. gregarious. career-minded.

reward traits

animal whisperer. long-lived. kindness ambassador. expressionistic. poetic. piper. world-renowned actor. mastermind. tormentor. vicarious. matriarch/patriarch. i am the master. role model. fresh chef. potion master. (cheese) melt master. shrewd. thrifty. a true master. professional. webmaster. handy. museum patron. in the know. player. companion. survivalist. naturalist. angler’s tranquility.  appraiser. treasure hunter. natural leader. hilarious. beloved. perfect host. regained humanity. unstoppable fame. over-achiever.

character value traits

responsible. irresponsible. good manners. bad manners. emotional control. uncontrolled emotions. mediator. argumentative. compassionate. insensitive.

satisfaction reward traits

always welcome (in other people’s homes). gym rat. observant. speed cleaner. great storyteller. heat acclimation. cold acclimation. waterproof. mentor. morning person. night owl. speed reader. storm chaser. stoves and grills master. creative visionary. entrepreneurial. frugal. independent. shameless. steel bladder. incredibly friendly. beguiling. antiseptic. carefree. (has) connections. fertile. great kisser. hardly hungry. professional slacker. savant. seldom sleepy. super green thumb. needs no one. sincere. memorable.

[inverdade]

WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU ?

— CREDO : THE HERMIT

It’s a skill, to look inside yourself, one you have mastered. The endless corridors and shifting thoughts are mapped to very carefully. This all takes time, of course. And those twisting hallways are so very difficult to map. It would be so easy to get lost. You know this space so well. Wouldn’t it be a lovely place to stay? So well-known and comforting. Why go back? How nice, how easy, to dissolve, to hide from the rest of the world and all the people in it. Why bother, when you are so good at looking inside yourself. Like enlightenment, the self. Retreating this far inwards is like retreating just as far out, into the vast ether. So comforting. The thing that was you looks at the thing that was the old woman. There is no you anymore. Goodbye.

— KYRIE : THE LOVERS

Your lover’s back does not look quite the same this morning. No one else would notice the difference, if there even is a difference, but you could swear they have more vertebrae than usual. Something in the breathing, as you stare at them in the morning light. The light in the kitchen is just as warm as it always is, the coffee just as hot, but you cannot meet your lover’s eyes. They kiss you on the forehead, go off to work, shake their keys on the way out as they always do. Did they eat anything this morning? Did they speak? Of course they did. You’re probably losing your mind. You would call your friends to ask, if you had any friends left. You don’t, of course, haven’t for months. You only need each other. You only need them. You haven’t spoken to anyone in months. You count the notches on their back. You watch them breathe. You pray they don’t turn around.

TAGGED BY: @vtriol :3 TAGGING: steal it >:)