#fm_05

[littlelieshq]

hey my loyal readers, ALISE here, your one and only source of gosan’s finest. aren’t you curious about what i have in store for you today? don’t lie, of course you are! well, today’s highlight happens to be the one and only YOON SUNHEE. the yoon sunhee? yes, that’s right, her. you know her, don’t you? TWENTY-THREE, JUNIOR AT GOSAN U? no? well—i don’t blame you if you don’t, if you’ve seen one gosaner, you’ve seen them all. but this one, she’s a little special—not everyone took part in a prank that killed a classmate, after all.

                                     interested? well why wouldn’t you be?

                                        lucky for you i always deliver.

               ( TW DEATH, SUICIDE, HOMOPHOBIA, HOMOPHOBIC SLURS )

i.

Flowers loitered the school hallways, various pastel colors echoing a sense of mourn. Everything deemed itself too much; from the view of an endless black void cloaking every student, nothing but dim fairy lights aluminizing their last hopes; to the silence that filled every inch of her— forcing the teenager to gently quake. It’s.. too much.

“The problem is, Sunhee— If I kissed you,”

               “I don’t think I’d be able to stop.”

Images flickered through her mind at a dizzying rate, flashing freckles that dotted the other’s cheeks, and how they must have turned to stardust.. The glow of the deceased’s smile forced her hand to shake. Her fingers dug into crushed flowers over frustration. That — that person — their existence alone filled Sunhee’s veins up with liquid silver. The stings made the idea turn into a disease she could no longer cure. The only thing that.. person, has ever done was permit uncomfortable situations. Situations of flirting and touching, too much, too far. The whole point was to give her a lesson, a lesson that was well delivered.

Even so, something towards the back of her head encouraged a belief that she— she had no right to mourn. She had no right to comfort her fellow peers as they fall to their knees in loud sobs, tears staining their cheeks. So, only anger and hatred filled her to a leaking brim.

“Sunhee. You can’t seriously be feeling sorry for her, right? She fell. It wasn’t our fault. Now go before someone sees.”

But, was she mad at the photo framed with delicates before her? Or was she furious with herself?

The past several weeks, law enforcement officials have made the school their newly established home. Just, that their only purpose was to consistently question students on an ongoing missing persons case. The case was over Jeju High’s beloved— lesbian— Park Jiah. Although, it seemed that the police peaked an interest on Sunhee. After all, Sunhee was the local gossip queen.. and the deceased’s biggest crush.

“Keep your mouth fucking shut. This could destroy all of our lives.” “We did this for you, Sunhee, why are you backing out now? You wanted that faggot off your ass.”

The case went cold.

It went cold until the discovery of Jiah’s body at the bottom of a lake, skull ripped to shreds and fish feeding off of flesh. They classified the autopsy as a suicide which closed the case permanently after two months.

Yet, You don’t get to die and be reborn the same. You come back, yet you come back wrong.

ii.

Maybe being handed life from two famous celebrities made it so simple. As if an all out pass to society’s perfect face was nothing but a gift from absent loving parents. Everything from that point on continued to be handed to her with ease, she began to believe it was a basic right. A right that those who were made to stand had, and those who didn’t receive, were just stepping stones.

Even fame was something to be groomed for, the public eye always kept a close look towards her actions anyways. Cameras consistently monitored every movement, trend, place, vacation— anything. Paparazzis couldn’t get enough of Korea’s new perfect little sunshine.

But, she thrived in it, breathed it, demanded it. It’s all she’s ever known.

Sunhee continued to desire more— yes, more than that high school popularity or the rapid growth of social media accounts.. More, more, more. She wanted the public to bow down to her like a princess. She threaded unadulterated beauty to her core, flexed it. Every smile thrown a direction always caused a beautiful headline photo. Just what more could she receive? Displeasure began to seep towards darkened corners. It wasn’t enough, it was never enough.

So, the young adult inserted herself into different communities to stretch the name. Makeup, SFX, fashion, modeling— what else couldn’t she pull off or turn into her own trend? It was a sense of feminine art that etched into her creativity, something she grew to adore rather quickly with makeup being her largest focus. Such a focus that college permitted her into a business major in hopes to develop her own company.

Sunhee must have saved an entire nation from a previous life to be rewarded with an easy access life. Or, at least.. the public believes her day-to-day is that simple.

Don’t know the name? Now you do.

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/29, 11:59PM PST

do kyungsoo, exo, fm_04, (0719) *ext

kim minjeong (winter), aespa, fm_02, (0303) *ext

UNTIL 11/30, 11:59PM PST

hirai momo, twice, (2349)

mark lee, nct, fm_10, (0020) *ext

minatozaki sana, twice, (1309) *ext

UNTIL 12/1, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, (6423)

im nayeon, twice, co2020_15, (3434)

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

jeon heejin, loona — yoon sunhee, fm_05, reviewing

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/27, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, (9978) *ext

ha sooyoung (yves), loona, (0330)

minatozaki sana, twice, (1309)

UNTIL 11/28, 11:59PM PST

kim mingyu, seventeen, (7590)

myoui mina, twice, fm_05, (1211) *ext

UNTIL 11/29, 11:59PM PST

do kyungsoo, exo, fm_04, (0719) *ext

kim minjeong (winter), aespa, fm_02, (0303) *ext

UNTIL 11/30, 11:59PM PST

hirai momo, twice, (2349)

mark lee, nct, fm_10, (0020) *ext

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

choi san, ateez — choi miko, fm_08, reviewing

park junhee, a.c.e — kwon minwoo, co2020_05, reviewing

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/26, 11:59PM PST

do kyungsoo, exo, fm_04, (0719)

han sohee, actress, co2020_06, (0123)

im nayeon, twice, co2020_15, (1118)

UNTIL 11/27, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, (9978) *ext

ha sooyoung (yves), loona, (0330)

minatozaki sana, twice, (1309)

mark lee, nct, fm_10, (0020)

UNTIL 11/28, 11:59PM PST

kim mingyu, seventeen, (7590)

myoui mina, twice, fm_05, (1211) *ext

UNTIL 11/29, 11:59PM PST

do kyungsoo, exo, fm_04, (0719) *ext

kim minjeong (winter), aespa, fm_02, (0303) *ext

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

choi san, ateez — choi miko, fm_08, reviewing

park junhee, a.c.e — kwon minwoo, co2020_05, reviewing

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/25, 11:59PM PST

kim minjeong (winter), aespa, fm_02, (0303)

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, (1210)

UNTIL 11/26, 11:59PM PST

do kyungsoo, exo, fm_04, (0719)

han sohee, actress, co2020_06, (0123)

im nayeon, twice, co2020_15, (1118)

UNTIL 11/27, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, (9978) *ext

ha sooyoung (yves), loona, (0330)

minatozaki sana, twice, (1309)

mark lee, nct, fm_10, (0020)

UNTIL 11/28, 11:59PM PST

kim mingyu, seventeen, (7590)

myoui mina, twice, fm_05, (1211) *ext

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

choi san, ateez — choi miko, fm_08, reviewing

park junhee, a.c.e — kwon minwoo, co2020_05, reviewing

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/24, 11:59PM PST

myoui mina, twice, fm_05, (1211)

UNTIL 11/25, 11:59PM PST

kim minjeong (winter), aespa, fm_02, (0303)

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, (1210)

UNTIL 11/26, 11:59PM PST

do kyungsoo, exo, fm_04, (0719)

han sohee, actress, co2020_06, (0123)

im nayeon, twice, co2020_15, (1118)

UNTIL 11/27, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, (9978) *ext

ha sooyoung (yves), loona, (0330)

minatozaki sana, twice, (1309)

mark lee, nct, fm_10, (0020)

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

choi san, ateez — choi miko, fm_08, received

park junhee, a.c.e — kwon minwoo, co2020_05, received

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/23, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, (9978)

UNTIL 11/24, 11:59PM PST

myoui mina, twice, fm_05, (1211)

UNTIL 11/25, 11:59PM PST

kim minjeong (winter), aespa, fm_02, (0303)

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, (1210)

UNTIL 11/26, 11:59PM PST

choi san, ateez, fm_08, (1904)

do kyungsoo, exo, fm_04, (0719)

han sohee, actress, co2020_06, (0123)

kim seokjin, bts, co2020_05, (0603)

im nayeon, twice, co2020_15, (1118)

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

park jihyo, twice — noh sieun, received

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/22, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, co2020_05, (5550) *ext

UNTIL 11/23, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, (9978)

UNTIL 11/24, 11:59PM PST

myoui mina, twice, fm_05, (1211)

oh sehun, exo, co2020_03, (0298) *ext

UNTIL 11/25, 11:59PM PST

kim minjeong (winter), aespa, fm_02, (0303)

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, (1210)

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

choi soobin, txt — daniel yang, received

kim donghee, actor — yun eunsang, fm_03, received

kim wooseok, up10tion — ahn kyungmin, co2020_08, received

lee luda, wjsn — chae sora, received 

oh sehun, exo — julien moon, co2020_03, received

park seonghwa, ateez — ahn yejun, fm_12, received

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/20, 11:59PM PST

chae hyungwon, monsta x, (0926)

jung soojung (krystal), actress, (1027)

ki huihyeon, dia, co2020_06 (0126)

UNTIL 11/21, 11:59PM PST

choi soobin, txt, (9999)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (4567) *ext

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (8724) *ext

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet (1201)

lee minho (lee know), stray kids, (1119)

oh sehun, exo, co2020_03, (0298)

UNTIL 11/22, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, co2020_05, (5550) *ext

lee luda, wjsn (1119)

UNTIL 11/23, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq (9978) 

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

apply today!

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/19, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, co2020_11, (1341) *ext

park sooyoung (joy), red velvet, fm_09, (1412) *ext

UNTIL 11/20, 11:59PM PST

chae hyungwon, monsta x, (0926)

jung soojung (krystal), actress, (1027)

ki huihyeon, dia, co2020_06 (0126)

UNTIL 11/21, 11:59PM PST

choi soobin, txt, (9999)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (4567) *ext

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (8724) *ext

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet (1201)

lee minho (lee know), stray kids, (1119)

oh sehun, exo, co2020_03, (0298)

UNTIL 11/22, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, co2020_05, (5550) *ext

lee luda, wjsn (1119) 

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

han jisung, stray kids — kang sihyun, received

jung jaehyun, nct — jung sejin, fm_15, received

kim jongin (kai), exo — kang taek, messaged

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/18, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, co2020_05, (5550)

UNTIL 11/19, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, co2020_11, (1341) *ext

park sooyoung (joy), red velvet, fm_09, (1412) *ext

UNTIL 11/20, 11:59PM PST

chae hyungwon, monsta x, (0926)

jung soojung (krystal), actress, (1027)

ki huihyeon, dia, co2020_06 (0126)

UNTIL 11/21, 11:59PM PST

choi soobin, txt, (9999)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (4567) *ext

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (8724) *ext

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet (1201)

lee minho (lee know), stray kids, (1119)

oh sehun, exo, co2020_03, (0298)

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

han jisung, stray kids — kang sihyun, received

jung jaehyun, nct — jung sejin, fm_15, received

kim jongin (kai), exo — kang taek, messaged

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/17, 11:59PM PST

han jisung, stray kids, (1020) *ext

kim dasom, actress, co2020_02, (3905)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (4567)

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (8724)

son naeun, apink, co2020_03, (0330) *ext

yoon jeonghan, seventeen, co2020_01, (0916)

UNTIL 11/18, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, co2020_05, (5550)

UNTIL 11/19, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, co2020_11, (1341) *ext

jung jaehyun, nct, fm_15, (1443) *ext

park sooyoung (joy), red velvet, fm_09, (1412) *ext

UNTIL 11/19, 11:59PM PST

chae hyungwon, monsta x, (0926)

jung soojung (krystal), actress, (1027)

ki huihyeon, dia, co2020_06 (0126)

kim jongin (kai), exo, (8698) *ext

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

none! apply today!

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/16, 11:59PM PST

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, fm_08, (1470)

UNTIL 11/17, 11:59PM PST

han jisung, stray kids, (1020) *ext

kim dasom, actress, co2020_02, (3905)

kim jongin (kai), exo, (8698)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (4567)

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (8724)

son naeun, apink, co2020_03, (0330) *ext

yoon jeonghan, seventeen, co2020_01, (0916)

UNTIL 11/18, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, co2020_05, (5550)

UNTIL 11/19, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, co2020_11, (1341) *ext

jung chaeyeon, dia, co2020_10, (2954)

jung jaehyun, nct, fm_15, (1443) *ext

park sooyoung (joy), red velvet, fm_09, (1412) *ext

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

park jimin, bts — han soseol, messaged

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/15, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, co2020_11, (1341)

jung jaehyun, nct, fm_15, (1443)

kim yongji, actress, (0152)

park chaeyoung (rose), blackpink, fm_14, (8992)

park sooyoung (joy), red velvet, fm_09, (1412)

son chaeyoung, twice, (1114)

UNTIL 11/16, 11:59PM PST

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, fm_08, (1470)

UNTIL 11/17, 11:59PM PST

han jisung, stray kids, (1020) *ext

kim dasom, actress, co2020_02, (3905)

kim jongin (kai), exo, (8698)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (4567)

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (8724)

son naeun, apink, co2020_03, (0330) *ext

yoon jeonghan, seventeen, co2020_01, (0916)

UNTIL 11/18, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, co2020_05, (5550)

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

choi yeonjun, txt — kwon siyool, accepted

hwang hyunjin, stray kids — ryu seongmin, accepted

hwang yeji, itzy — ryu somin, accepted

im jaebeom (jb), got7 — mae il, co2020_07, accepted

im jinah, actress — han bitna, dhog_08, accepted

jang yeeun, clc — ko kyungmi, accepted

jennie kim, blackpink — ahn miyeon, co2020_12, accepted

jeon jeongguk, bts — seok moonbin, fm_07, accepted

kang minah, actress — kwon siyeon, fm_06, accepted

kang younghyun (youngk), day6 — noel park, accepted

kim chungha, soloist — won aeri, co2020_14, accepted

kim dongyoung (doyoung), nct — moon yohan, accepted

kim myungjun (mj), astro — jeon minhwan, accepted

kim taehyung, bts — yang doyoon, accepted

lee saerom, fromis_9 — kim kyungah, fm_01, accepted

lee seungah (mijoo), lovelyz — lee hanbyul, co2020_04, accepted

moon bin, astro — bae hajoon, fm_11, accepted

park jimin, bts — han soseol, accepted

song hyeongeun, model — kang jiho, accepted

ueda daisuke, model — mastubara issei, accepted

wang kayee (jackson), got7 — jiao jian, co2020_13, accepted

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/14, 11:59PM PST

kim jisoo, blackpink, (1024) *ext

lee naeun, april, fm_10, (1996)

UNTIL 11/15, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, co2020_11, (1341)

jung jaehyun, nct, fm_15, (1443)

kim yongji, actress, (0152)

park chaeyoung (rose), blackpink, fm_14, (8992)

park sooyoung (joy), red velvet, fm_09, (1412)

son chaeyoung, twice, (1114)

UNTIL 11/16, 11:59PM PST

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, fm_08, (1470)

UNTIL 11/17, 11:59PM PST

han jisung, stray kids, (1020) *ext

kim dasom, actress, co2020_02, (3905)

kim jongin (kai), exo, (8698)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (4567) 

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (8724)

son naeun, apink, co2020_03, (0330) *ext

yoon jeonghan, seventeen, co2020_01, (0916) 

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

hwang hyunjin, stray kids — ryu seongmin, reviewing

hwang yeji, itzy — ryu somin, reviewing

im jaebeom (jb), got7 — mae il, co2020_07, received

im jinah, actress — han bitna, dhog_08, accepted

jang yeeun, clc — ko kyungmi, reviewing

jennie kim, blackpink — ahn miyeon, co2020_12, accepted

jeon jeongguk, bts — seok moonbin, fm_07, accepted

kang minah, actress — kwon siyeon, fm_06, accepted

kang younghyun (youngk), day6 — noel park, accepted

kim chungha, soloist — won aeri, co2020_14, reviewing

kim dongyoung (doyoung), nct — moon yohan, accepted

kim myungjun (mj), astro — jeon minhwan, accepted

kim taehyung, bts — yang doyoon, accepted

lee saerom, fromis_9 — kim kyungah, fm_01, accepted

lee seungah (mijoo), lovelyz — lee hanbyul, co2020_04, accepted

moon bin, astro — bae hajoon, fm_11, accepted

park jimin, bts — sunwoo solim, accepted

song hyeongeun, model — kang jiho, accepted

ueda daisuke, model — mastubara issei, reviewing

wang kayee (jackson), got7 — jiao jian, co2020_13, accepted

[littlelieshq]

UNTIL 11/13, 11:59PM PST

hwang hyunjin, stray kids, (4321) *ext

kim jongin (kai), exo, co2020_01, (1426)

kim seokwoo (rowoon), sf9, fm_05, (0000) *ext

kim wooseok, up10tion, co2020_08, (1111) *ext

UNTIL 11/14, 11:59PM PST

han jisung, stray kids, (1020)

kim chungha, soloist, co2020_14, (0902)

kim jisoo, blackpink, (1024) *ext

lee naeun, april, fm_10, (1996)

son naeun, apink, co2020_03, (0330)

UNTIL 11/15, 11:59PM PST

cho seungyoun (woodz), soloist/uniq, co2020_11, (1341)

jang yeeun, clc, (2002)

jung jaehyun, nct, fm_15, (1443)

kang minah, actress, fm_06, (0801)

kim yongji, actress, (0152)

park chaeyoung (rose), blackpink, fm_14, (8992)

park sooyoung (joy), red velvet, fm_09, (1412)

son chaeyoung, twice, (1114)

UNTIL 11/16, 11:59PM PST

im jaebeom (jb), got7, co2020_07, (0967)

kim yerim (yeri), red velvet, fm_08, (1470)

RECEIVED APPLICATIONS

hwang yeji, itzy — ryu somin, received

im jinah, actress — han bitna, dhog_08, accepted

jennie kim, blackpink — ahn miyeon, co2020_12, received

jeon jeongguk, bts — seok moonbin, fm_07, received

kang minah, actress — kwon siyeon, fm_06, received

kang younghyun (youngk), day6 — noel park, accepted

kim dongyoung (doyoung), nct — moon yohan, accepted

kim myungjun (mj), astro — jeon minhwan, accepted

kim taehyung, bts — yang doyoon, accepted

lee saerom, fromis_9 — kim kyungah, fm_01, reviewing

lee seungah (mijoo), lovelyz — lee hanbyul, co2020_04, received

moon bin, astro — bae hajoon, fm_11, accepted

park jimin, bts — sunwoo solim, accepted

song hyeongeun, model — kang jiho, reviewing

wang kayee (jackson), got7 — jiao jian, co2020_13, received