#forgive me for typos mom is nagging constantly to get up and start cleaning

[avocodas]

2023 was a wild year, to the point i wished of it could ends before it starts on December 31 ‘22 haha

In 2023 I got to do my dream senior project, went through hell due to financial stress and tangible financial difficulties. I identified who are those that were by my side and will always be.

In 2023 I had the worst graduation look ever, thanks to the mentality to let my aunt do the makeup to safe some pennies.

Never safe pennies on the only one time occasion.

In 2023, i might’ve grew out of demon slayer, my only comfort show but i’ve been pushing myself to get my hype back but it wasn’t the case. I lost my hype for many things as well as I further stepped in the adults world… and lord it is very weird one..

In 2023, I landed a good paying job, not my dream job nor a post I want to stick to, but it definitely grew my dull skills in organization and leadership. Through this job I learned and dived into terms I never heard of, yet i have to apply. I learned how people could be jerks for no reason and make my life miserable because they themselves have stress that chose to unleash on new employees. Great decision i made to contact the HR.

In 2023, i joined an ongoing dream project, can’t tell much for NDA reasons but I may say i am learning 3D modeling(Blender) which I hope it’ll help land my dream job .

PS: it’s killing me :D it’s like a part time job over my full time. But am i having fun? ABSOLUTELY

In 2023 I didn’t drew much, but i identified the roadmap i want to be the famous digital artist where the world will spell her weird family name

But will i live to be?

In 2023, the terrorist country glued to my country boundaries have been slaughtering my sisters and brothers left and right, bombing hospitals, disconnecting babies from life support, and leaving them behind to rot, targeting schools, children, even digging up graves of those who just killed. Not leaving them rest in peace.

How I ever believed that I live in a safe country? The terrorist country has been bombing the south of Lebanon and killing civilians and the whole world is silent, surprisingly even the local news been quiet too, celebrating the holidays instead…

Which definitely increased my questions about the real politics my country is applying…

In 2024 i wish for further development in my career, and in my wellbeing