#from: inez 🧊

[sweetkeiji]

i am indeed proposing

it's official now

[sweetkeiji]

UM IS THAT A JAEMIN THEME THAT I SEE OMG IT'S SO PRETTY im loving the colours <33

YES IT IS HEHE, THANK YOU SM 'NEZ!!

[sweetkeiji]

hello im back again w the ramble sdkjjd OKAY SO READING YOURS AND IWA KINDA BROKE MY HEART idk i think falling out of love is a lot more hurtful than any mcd or sm ??? just a personal opinion. also you said you were going to write this ??? aND I'D LOVE TO READ IT LIKE i love angst and when it comes w long distance relationship angst is chef's kiss <333

kjHJHDF ALSO THAT TURNING OFF THE VENTILATOR THING yes girl boss moment OK BUT MY GRANDMOTHER HAD THE SAME ISSUE YK ? I MEAN THE 'NOT RECOVERING PART' so the doctors told us it'll be better to stop the treatment and when everyone agreed, they turned it off so maybe that :))) aLSO i have another hc where oiks fall in love w someone else like yess i love me some angst :)

I TOTALLY AGREE i feel like mcd and others give closure (since there's nothing we can do about it) while falling out of love doesn't really, which makes it somewhat unsatisfying to just end there. at least that's how i see it! AND YES I DEFINITELY WANT TO WRITE LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP ANGST, BUT I'M ALSO DEBATING WRITING ABOUT A POST-BREAKUP REUNION OF SOME SORT TOO.. PERHAPS A MINI SERIES!? IDK, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK

ohh i see, i get where you're coming from now! (i'm so sorry about your grandmother, ty for feeling comfortable enough to share that with me) OML I'D LOVE TO HEAR ABOUT THE OIKAWA FALLING IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE HC IF YOU WANT!! SELFSHIP TALK IS SO FUN, FEEL FREE TO RAMBLE WHENEVER BECAUSE I ENJOY IT SM

[sweetkeiji]

skdjhfs hi pls ignore me rambling but anyway ANGST AHEAD 😩 actually i have this hc that me and oiks gets into an accident which is completely because my brain decided to go with angst, and then he stays unconscious for like, 2 - 4 months, his family, friends, my friends, me, we all taking arounds at the hospital until i hear the doc talk to his mother abt how he doesnt seem to recover bcz <3 cerebral damage we love <3 and even if he does then it's highly possible that he wouldn't make it long bcz of life complications ( and memory issues ) and day by day his condition is deteriorating, my guy's literally living on mechanical support <333 and it breaks my heart to hear it bcz it's not only hard on us but all of us. so my smart ass goes and turn off the ventilator 💃💃( also break down next to his bed and spend like 2 hrs talking to him bcz make it angsty :)))) but that's for the other day ig )

iM SO HEARTLESS HELP tell me abt ur angst selfship hc ( if u want to ofc )

long reply ahead, click "read more" at your own risk <3

THAT... THAT BROKE MY HEART. I LOVE IT THOUGH?? EVEN THOUGH I'M KINDA CONFUSED ON WHY YOU TURNED?? OFF?? THE?? VENTILATOR?? GIRLBOSS MOMENT I GUESS 🤩 ALSO PLS I LOVE TALKING TO SOMEONE DURING THEIR LAST MOMENTS (or was he already gone then.. maybe i read this wrong), THE EMOTIONS ARE UNBELIEVABLE

okok so, after our third year, haji and i went to different schools (he went to irvine, i went to some university in japan idk). our time together in high school was really amazing, and we thought we would be ok in university, despite the 5.5k miles that would be between us. the distance and the horrifying time difference took a toll on both of us. as someone who adores being present with the people i love (my love languages are quality time and physical touch, neither of which are possible when one of us is in california and the other in japan), i became a bit distant. my wanting to study medicine didn’t help either—i was swamped with work 24/7, which made me practically unreachable. he was distant too, super busy with schoolwork and all of the other things on his agenda. around early january, he called me during his evening aka my afternoon aka the only time we're usually both free. i had midterms coming up though, so i told him “i can’t talk right now, studying for midterms, sorry.” and he snapped. said things like “we never talk anymore, jin” and "i feel like i don’t know you anymore”. i was confused because it's never been a secret that i've always dreamed of going into medicine, and i thought he understood that. told him "we both know med school is intense, but it's all i've ever wanted and you know that" and he replied with "i support you, but we didn't even call on new years because you were studying!!" as push came to shove, it eventually escalated to the point where “maybe we’re just not right for each other” came out of his mouth. it was so out of character for him yknow, so i waited for him to say something about it, something like "that's not what i meant" or "i take it back" but he said nothing. "fine, maybe we're not," i said, and hung up.

[sweetkeiji]

your theme is so pretty omg

AWW THANK YOU (yours is super cute too, i love the colours)