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crazysnor1ax · 4 months

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I am so normal. I am so normal. I am so normal. I am so normal. I am so normal. I am so normal. I am s

#AHDJSBFKSBDISBRIABDKSDBSIDBDIDHSIDBSJDBDIDBDISBAKABDIDNFKDNDJ #💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥#GUYS. GUYS LOOK AT THE FUCKIN THANG. LOOK AT ITTTTT 😭😭😭#I have never seen a plushie before and just IMMEDIATELY went ‘I need to own this. this would solve all of my problems. where do I get it t’#I should not be spending my money on plushies rn but like. God. this fucking thing is genuinely a contender for the cutest plushie I’ve #ever seen #Erm. friendly reminder that my commissions are open guys LMAOOOOOOOOOOO #speaklax #plushblr #build a bear #leaf sheep #build a bear leaf sheep #plushies

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kaiserouo · 21 days

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who the hell are they and can i smooch them without dying

#what? a new game again???#fuck i just got into wf 3 months ago i can't do this #somehow fortunately that bl3 is expensive asf and i'm not gonna spend that money for one character #...their voice sounds good tho #and they are a nonbinary hunter #hmmmmmm #makes me think of one special puppy #which im not gonna draw their interaction of rn because i don't really wanna draw fl4k's pet for now but i need them in it #maybe i should watch some bl3 speedrun or something #borderlands #borderlands 3 #borderlands fl4k #my art

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hella1975 · 1 year

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i need to read more books and annotate in the margins i need to write more i need to buy jeans that fit me i need to eat more fruit i need to buy good quality headphones i need to get a skincare routine i need to talk to my friends more i need to wash my hair i need to stop treating this inhabitation as a curse. i am tired of punishing the body that has fought me for survival every day for years. i deserve little treats as regularly as possible !!

#more money would also be good but! we are working on it <3 this is a team effort im bored of being in a perpetual bar fight with myself #like sorry i havent answered my texts in months or barely sustain personal hygeine but that bitch (points at mirror) chucked a drink at me #it's okay tho we are in our enemies to lovers arc #just had a really vivid sudden 'i am in this body' moment and let me TELL you when you spend 90% of the time feeling a very #set seperation between your emotional self and physical self that is INCREDIBLY fucking jarring lmao. like oh this is me #the freckles on my fingers are just as much me as my years long loyalty to specifically prawn cocktail pringles. okay #that's cool. cool cool cool that's so cool so everything that's happened to me physically is still me okay cool #coooool cool cool. super cool btw. very angry for myself rn which never happens i normally just get angry at myself #LIKE THIS IS MY BODY! WHY DO I HAVE TO DRINK IT INTO BED AND HURT IT FOR NO REASON! WHY DO I LET PEOPLE GET AWAY WITH SO MUCH!#'i'll take care of you it's rotten work especially to me especially if it's you i'll do it but christ alive' except it's me and my body #like yeah im not happy about it bossman but we're stuck together. let's get you some nice clothes

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absolutelyzoned · 1 month

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shits way too complicated i just wanna shoot people and look at hot men. it doesn't need to be this hard

#what fucking cod game should i start with #im doing so much research and everyone is saying something different #i dont have tooo much money to spend on games rn. (like 60 bucks)#so i gotta decide on one or two #I NEED HELP #PLEASE #CHAT PLEADE

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autumn-applepie · 5 months

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Doing the most irresponsible thing and using my scholarship to buy Kinito because if I don't I will explode <3

#I already have like 3 euros on my other credit card I missed the other three #So I yoinked them from my bank account where the scholarship is #I ended up yoinking 60 bucks as of now because 1) the bank steals a useless monthly tax and 2) goddamn groceries #god fuck groceries jesus Christ every time I have to buy groceries is always more than I can spend so I gotta yoink from the scholarship #but meh it's 60 bucks I can refound them in case I lose the scholarship #which I really hope I don't because jesus fuck I need this money goddamn #praying for my life rn actually cuz I have 5 exams and I can't bring myself to study and I'm shitting my pants <3 /neg #Kinito save me.. save me Kinito

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words-after-midnight · 3 months

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Going to visit a rare books store in Ottawa today! 👀 Excite.

#pers #reading tag #my toxic trait is that i do Not have money to spend on books rn and yet i'm still like 'fuck yeah dude let's go shopping'

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alienaiver · 21 days

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not me realizing what caused my flare up and why it hasnt gotten better 😭😭

#its my SHOES #the insoles r completely trodden down now and causing pain 😭😭😭💀#as if i can afford new ones this late in the sneakers season #i use skechers arch fit bcos theyre literally the only shoes ive tried that doesnt cause me massive pain from feet up to shoulders #and the insoles r done for now (which i feel is silly that i didnt realize sooner)#im looking @ alternative insoles for a lower price since the shoe itself is technically fine. but u cant buy the skechers insoles seperatel #(fuck u capitalism) but spending that kind of money on insoles that might not even work is also p terrifying tbh #ill see what i can do but for now im basically cuffed to the bed whenever i Dont have obligatory engagements with the irl outside world #my brain is sooooo fried i might as well be put in a medically induced coma 😭😭😭#arfids still rly bad too but tbh its easier now that i dont move a bunch? require less sustenance energy 🙃🙃😭#abyways sry for my rant. im holding out nd miss u all so so so much !!!!!!#these r the longest words ive written for a while. im surprised im so coherent rn #nohr.txt

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therewillbenoromance · 2 months

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i need the book of bill now

#i only found out that it was out today #fucking today #i need it in my possession. now. please.#ethan's yapping again #I THINK I HAVE THE MONEY FOR IT #i have roughly $40 in allowance #i was already going to spend some on cattails wildwood story because steam is having a sale for it [IT'S FUCKING $11 RN]#the book of bill is $18 in target near me #so i have the money. i just need to ask my parents #i'm fucking set

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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Hello! As you guys have seen, I’ve been figuring out the dip pens recently for a project, and I’d love to draw a guy of your choice as practice!

Head Over Here (Or Input The Link In The Picture Above) To Get A Slot

Three slots will be available every time I open for this! Please read and follow the instruction for sending references upon purchase; if references are not sent after 24 hours since the purchase is made, I’ll assume you’ve cancelled the commission and refund. If you need an extension on that, please leave me a word in Tumblr message or email!

UPDATE 20/06/2023: 3/3 slots filled. Thank you so much for your support, and please stay tuned for the next round!

#bakuspeech #commission info #b4kuch1n #big thank you to rudeboimonster for pointing me towards the ko-fi commission function!! and for helping me test the format!#what I make of this will probably go towards ink and more nibs and necessities while I work on the comic #(it will take a bit! so having a sum to spare while doing it would be nice)#obvious disclaimers here is: I am also doing this to practice the dip pens (which I am not yet super familiar with)#so if you expect like. mike mignola level of ink. youre not getting it lol #best to go off of the examples I posted! thats where Im at rn #and I will be experimenting a bit with anything I draw rn. in my fuck around era!#please keep that in mind as well as the instruction stuff. spend money wisely! thank u for ur support no matter what!#and now. I take a got dang shower #it is SO damp here. I am made of like 70% mushroom at this point. I need to Submerge #have a good nite! take care! deep breath!#edit: I fucking forgot its international day of clown. this is fully serious btw lol #I do not celebrate it I am ambivalent to it. its business as usual here. this is real #GREAT timing baku. good job!

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idsb · 3 months

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#I just got hired for a tour in the fall and like #holy fuck it’s a HUGE tour #it’s 6 weeks long and my offer is like #literally #it’ll be almost $20k #for SIX weeks of work #holy FUCK #and so I took it oBVIOUSLY #but like #idk bro I’m on a shitty easy tour with my bfs band rn and #I’m just so over it #I wanna be at home working on my store #and I’m SO frustrated that I’m not home and the only thing I like is driving and staring out the window and doing nothing #like I just don’t want this life anymore #and so I told myself that like #I’m not seeking them out I’ll let them come to me and if it’s a crazy offer or a and I like I’ll take it #*or a band I like #(enter this)#and I’m OBVIOUSLY going to do it for the money but #I think my personality has just changed a lot in the last year and a half #and I don’t have much in common with people who tour anymore #this band in particular #so I’m just freaking out over the prospect of basically spending g 6 weeks in isolation #away from the job I’ve carved out for myself which I actually like #unable to get a job bartending which if I have to have supplementary income is what I’d rather have it be #bc I’m just gonna leave for this tour #and I UGHHHHH #like I could practically put a down payment on a fucking house with what I’m getting paid for this tour it’s not an option #but I’m just SO preemptively 😵‍💫 about having to go do this it’s like 5 months away and I feel like I am having anger issues #UGH

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exopelagic · 2 months

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WHY DID NOBODY TELL ME BURROWS END WASNT FREE

#I DIDNT TALK TO ANYONE ABOUT IT BUT STILL. SOMEONE SHOULDVE WARNED ME BEFORE I GOT COMPLETELY INVESTED #I know next to nothing abt dimension 20 I’m pretty sure I just saw a post abt burrows end specifically MONTHS ago and was like 👀👀👀#opened a tab with the first episode to watch later and promptly forgot about it #until last night! having a bad night and was like hrm what if I just watch smth #and I’ve been reading watership down recently!! finally got my own copy bc it was my favourite book when I was like NINE #so I am fully primed to fall in love with a story abt little animals rn and man #I am OBSESSED with this and also realising yeah I’m at a point where I could get very into tabletop rpgs now #what if. what if I just get dropout. what if I just do that. would that not be fun. I would like to see the stoats do stuff #i am so in love with Ava and her player and I understand so much more about brennan lee mulligan now. and VIOLA #viola may be my favourite character I’m obsessed with how she interacts with other characters.m #i NEED to know what’s up with thorn’s cult thing. and also thorn. what is going on there #hrrgrhehh the thing that’s holding me back is I’m allergic to subscriptions #impermanence. even though I know it’s fairly unlikely I’ll wanna watch it again any time soon I don’t like the idea that I’d have to like #in a couple years pay for it again or not be able to bc I can’t afford it even though I already paid for it once #I’m a books + cartridge games guy and it shows.#okay. I will chew on this. the price is not unreasonable and I have coincidentally also been looking at make some noise clips #it does not help that I basically never watch things but my favourite podcast is also ending within the next month (2 episodes left)#and this IS primarily audio so I could cook + watch mayhaps. and I’ve heard good things abt all other d20.#they have a 20% off first year deal on. annual would make me less stressed long term if I end up liking this bc cheaper + choice premade #and would also mean I can do it now and not feel bad abt wasting the first month bc I won’t be able to watch much for a few weeks #fuck it I’m allowed to make frivolous purchases sometimes I will simply swallow the subscription distaste #more stoats >:)#that aside all the players are incredible I’m pretty sure when this is done I’ll wanna watch other seasons just to see what else they do #okay go do the thing I believe in you you can spend money sometimes #luke.txt #update I downloaded the app. I am putting off the decision for another day now bc it’s 1:21am and I have not been thinking clearly <3

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commonpleasantries · 8 months

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Anyone know artists doing commissions that do smth like medieval fantasy portraits? Dont have to be full on oil paintings but smth that communicates that energy if that makes any sense at all.

Im also looking for character designer types to help me bring my steampunk fishman to life, I've been tryna draw him myself bit its not quite communicating the level of 'dear god what is that thing' that I want.

#should I be spending money on this rn? no #but i wanna see these images in my head so fuckin bad #elliotspeaks #ive been looking at tumblr art commission tags but cant find the styles i want #ai shit cant pull off what i want even if i was that kind of shithead #family portraits that communicate generational tragedy #and a fucked up freaky fish guy #art commissions #fantasy art #high fantasy

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princessmuk · 5 months

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Hey google how do I friendzone a guy so hard that he stops seeing me as female easy steps can be done while at the movies (he thinks it’s a date. it’s not.) doesn’t result in a lost friendship also maybe gets him to respect women more

#my post #I am so fucked #he asked if I wanted to go and I said I didn’t want to spend money rn #so he offered to pay 😭😭😭#and then he spent all day texting me #and asked what I ATE 😭 and said I need to eat more bro shut up #this man is actually in love with me how tf did this happen #my feelings for him lie on a scale of nothing to kinda disturbed #like boo you don’t even like me you just want a relationship #I’m gonna dress as ugly as possible #and talk constantly about how I’m moving away soon #also maybe gayer than usual?#it’s extra hard bc I work with him #ughhhhh

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saevus-brutalis · 2 years

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freak Alpha (Avatar AU)

#nobody asked everyone needed #oc: vincent elijah vahn #avatar AU #oKAY sooooooo AU where Vince is for forcibly sent on Pandora #and it is THE Vince:tm: coz the timeline *kinda* matches my cyberpunk timeline with the Pandora being discovered between 2050 and 2077 #sure age would be altered a bit and shit unless he'd be over 100 when he first got there #but hes THE traumatized ex-military Vince roped back into army :]#and he's given an Avatar based on his DNA and something else coz whitecoats like to experiment right :]]#so his Avatar is a bit mutated - has more melanin/black pigment in his body and is bigger than average na'vi #and it grows patches of dark fur in certain places (like a lion almost idk idk)#labcoats making a fucking experimental HYBRID #the scarily fit merc x big alien = ultimate soldier am i right :]#its safe to say he goes feral and is extremally aggressive #he hates whats going on with the natives so he kills his entire unit and runs off #either takes his body somehow or his body isnt even there to begin with idk but they dont simply unplug him like Sully in the first movie #maybe coz its experimental it would kill off the Avatar hybrid if its cut off its human host and they spend ass ton of money on it already #and aint done studying it #but but no important rn he befriends one of those big black scawwy doggos #Thanators right #he starts living in the forest like a feral little guy; aside from being a freakish hybrid he basically looks and behaves like a native #hides from natives and lives a secluded life :]#thank you for coming to my ted talk #saevus brutalis art #saevus brutalis #saevus-brutalis art #original character #oc #na'vi oc #na'vi #avatar oc

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ink-asunder · 8 months

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I'm dying over the fact that the royal family is so adamantly denying that King C has prostate cancer and is instead refusing to state what kind of cancer he has. Like. We weren't born yesterday, he Obviously has prostate cancer. And my problem isn't that they're denying it. My problem is that they should not have been sharing such personal medical information (several days ago when they said he'd been admitted to hospital over prostate issues) to begin with. Like, period, actually.

#british royal family #king charles iii #king charles lll #tw medical #and dont get me wrong. get the crabs ready etc. i am a crab rave abiding party.#i think it Would be bad for uk citizens to endure another period of mourning because i remember ppl complaining abt things shutting down?#also its nauseating to see them spend so much money on funerals and coronation. so im lukewarm abt him dying rn.#but like regardless of how scummy he is i really think ppl need to make up their minds abt how we talk abt sensitive medical issues.#like either we're spilling everything to destigmatize or we're allowing privacy for the sake of dignity in front of the whole world.#like fucking make up your mind royal family.#anyway we can still have fun with this because its kc3 and he sucks so crab wave away my dudes 😘#🦌

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cerealmonster15 · 2 hours

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ive been watching sooo many vids of people doing doll restorations and doll customizations... making me both fight off the desperate urge to attempt New Hobby just because it Looks Fun and also resisting the urge to repurchase the fave barbie i had as a kid on ebay,,,,

#i dont have a job rn i dont need to be spending money on this kind of nostalgia for the latter lol #my fave was a SPECIFIC doll #well actually i had 2 faves but i think the other was like a generic one #but i specifically remember i had the 2001 nutcracker barbie + ken #who i guess were named clara and eric lol #idr if i had the kellys.... i did have a few kellys i just dunno if they were part of that set #i think i literally only had one ken doll. MAYBE two ? and one was the nutcracker guy #but his nutcracker head creeped me out so i never used it #i also think i fucked up his slicked back hair bc. well i was a child LOL #but i remember specifically those two bc of the creepy nutcracker head and bc clara had that special jointed body #since her whole thing was like the nutcracker ballet movie or w/e #and i loved the way her joints moved and clicked and her swooshy curly hair #but also when i was a kid i liked smearing makeup on my dolls LOL #so like. watching restoration and custom vids and seeing how people Actually pull that off in a more professional way #it awakens that inner childhood interest lol #and like i HAVE a lot of the supplies already for that. i have paints and pastels and a billion craft supplies ive accumulated over years #which makes it all the more tempting to buy a used doll off like ebay or a thrift store or something for funsies #that would be more affordable than trying to win a bid war for clara 😑 LOL #but i mean. if i do end up employed with a comfortable salary again someday #and if i have money to spare. perhaps i'd consider trying to get clara lol i know shes out there #but also im not willing to spend THAT much so i probs still wouldnt #tho maybe i can find one thats kinda fucked up and try to clean her idk . IDK IM JUST DAYDREAMING FOR NOW #ugh who wants to reminisce with me tho LOL #i can vaguely see the plastic bin of barbies i had as a kid in my mind...#there was this other barbie i had that i liked... idr anything special about her tho i just liked her hair #it was like a specific type of blonde that was like a warm blond and was soft i think. maybe a lil dirty blonde color idk #maybe i liked her face too idk i just know there was one that stood out to me #despite like nothing of significance about her LOL #she was another white blonde bitch in my collection

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