#fucking disgusted with the way i'm back to bein his obedient pet the moment he gets his hands on me
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Jesus christ was he always this fucking mean
#short answer: no. he's pissed cause technically it's my fault he's locked up#plus can't do much physical dmg so he's rampin up the emotional warfare#& i'm not as numb to it as i used to be#i thought i'd managed to kill the reflex to fix everythin he's not happy with but nah here we are again#i don't need to it's done i don't need to go back this should cushion it enough for doll if he does#feels like i never fucking left i'm right back where i started#rly rly need to get smart enough to not go back again cause he's not playin around anymore he says he's gonna break me#i don't think he was even tryin yet he's just. perpetually unhappy with everythin i do it's never good enough just#i'm 'out of practice' or 'we need to work on that' when i'm tryin my goddamn hardest to please him#fucking disgusted with the way i'm back to bein his obedient pet the moment he gets his hands on me#at least he didn't make me sleep on the floor like he threatened to i guess :)#spdrvent
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