I think I can feel him close (to me, to the front)
But it's not anger that's bleedin through it's. Somethin else. Unless I'm imagining it. God what the hell
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I really don't know if I'm strong enough
I know lettin him do the shit he does just makes me worse n that effects everyone
I don't know if the system even has a way to keep me away from him if it's not a choice I make n I just can't force myself to make that decision
I tried but it scares me so fucking much I'm just. Frozen.
I'm sorry I really really am. I hate that the things I do effect others. I also know apologizing doesn't mean shit n at some point it becomes just another burden. I don't know how to do anything different.
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is all fine n good bein on the freaky side of tumblr, it was mostly stuff some of us are into anyway, til Val pops up cause he saw smth that interested him
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