#genuinely wonder what my brain would be like if i wasnt introduced to social media since i was 9 years old
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going on a heavy restriction of the use of my phone because its ruining my life and genuinely not letting me do things that i want to do consistently bc they feel too hard. i wont live my best life and evolve if i check my phone first thing in the morning if i dont let myself be in silence for the most part of the day and have my hands free if instead of journaling before sleep i go on tumblr and ruin my sleep schedule due to procrastination of that and so and so. like yeah i get things done but i dont like the pacing and the fact that even an hour of my day is being wasted on this stupid device in a mindless way i really want to put my whole attention into this ive already been asking myself a lot of the times what is it that i wanna do so ive been using my phone way less compared to previous years but i need to be more concentrated more focused and serious about it its genuinely a problem like what sense does it make to want to do something and then do it half assed and lazily. feel/think -> action -> result i will put my heart into things because its what i deserve to give to myself
#ive literally had notifications off for 2 months now i listen to very few hours of music compared to my entire life#but i still struggle because i am in fact on autopilot and until i vigilate myself every single time i log somewhere on my phone its#not going away. im already putting a lot of effort since i realized whats been going on but i just wanted to let it out again#and remind myself and give this kick in the butt that this is whats right and truly healthy#genuinely wonder what my brain would be like if i wasnt introduced to social media since i was 9 years old#📝
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