#get to know hannji

[itsseohannbin]

thank you for the tag Pookie!! @feelbokkie

Get To Know Me!

❣ Who is your favorite Kpop group?

Stray Kids is my main group, but I'm also dabbling in some others, like Ateez, Big Bang, iKon, Enhypen, Astro, The Boyz, NewJeans, BlackPink, BTS/Jungkook. (One OK Rock & The Rose are also heavily loved but idk if they qualify as Kpop or not?)

❣ Which member sparked your interest first?

I think my answer is the same as nearly every other Stay out there.... Lee Felix Yongbok.

he's just such a sweet lil cinnamon roll with the voice of a devil. his smile got me first, cause hello? look at it and tell me you aren't melting!!?? (being considered the embodiment of sunshine by all my close friends/family of course only heightened the adoration I had for him). I truly and utterly adore him sm 😊

❣ Who was your first bias?

Han Jisung, obviously 🙄🙄 smooth lil bitch that he is..

I mean, look at this smol bean :(

He is absolutely adorable, and he held my heart for such a long period of time before Binnie came along out of nowhere and shut that shit down LOL

it's almost like I convinced myself Han was my bias and Changbin was my number 1 bias wrecker, when in reality, it was the complete opposite. Bin has always been #1 with Han fighting for his chance in #2.

❣ Who is your current bias?

I think I've made it abundantly clear over the last few days 6 months lmao help who my heart truly belongs to, and it's this fucking dude right here omg.

juST LOOK AT HIM!! Boba eyes, curly hair, plushy lips 🥺🥺

I just wanna hold him😭😭

I denied it for so so SO LONGGGGG and I'm so ashamed that I did because the moment I was like "fuck, yeah, this is the one," I felt like I could breathe properly for the first time since becoming a STAY LOL.

I had a little dramatic moment with a Chan Bias Friend of mine about the whole ordeal (thank you again for Syd for holding me through that crisis bc lord it was a big one!), and told her that I feel like I've been wearing beer goggles for my entire journey as a STAY and I just now took them off, and the world seems so much clearer now.. everything makes so much more sense LOL. We always talk about how your bias is most like you and your wrecker is what you look for most in a partner, but it's the complete opposite for me. Changbin truly has my entire heart and I could not be happier knowing it's him that's protecting it

❣ What makes them your bias?

This is a loaded question, but I'll try to explain it as clear and concise as possible.

I fucking adore this man.

So so fucking much.

It's so true that you don't find Stray Kids in your time of need, they find you. Changbin found me. 6 months or so ago, I had an "oh shit" moment where I kind of realized that it's been Binnie all along, but I wanted to deny it and stay loyal to Han because he was my first and I was determined to keep him as my #1.. but after my Binnie moment, I started going HARD. I watched everything. interviews, skz-codes, live performances, tiktoks, vlogs, skz-talkers, the entirety of Kingdom LW then all the way back to music videos and the bts for the mv's. I became obsessed, not just with all of the members, but with Binnie. His personality is so so sweet and so genuine and so raw that I couldn't help but gravitate towards him. His duality, his personality, his stage presence. It was overwhelming in the best way possible. He's become such a safe space for me over the course of the last year and a half that I've been apart of the STAY community and been a fan of the group. His encouraging words, his gentle and loving presence, his loud and confident personality. All of it.

He's unknowingly helped me come to terms with my eating disorder and helped me stay on a healthy and positive path in my journey to self-love. He taught me the importance of our bodies and how to properly take care of the body you were born with. He taught me how to stick to my principles and never stray from my own beliefs, no matter what people around me have to say/do about it. He taught me how to appreciate the family I was blessed with, and that yes, sometimes it is nice to just dance with them in snow. He taught me confidence and self-acceptance in ways no trainer or therapist ever could. He's helped me accept myself, helped me realize that life is not about the journey, but who you spend the journey with. He's taught me to Never let the fear of being myself, stop me from being myself (this one is so fucking huge and so fucking important to me, you'll never understand). He is such a huge inspiration for me. I can't get over how much I love him and how much I owe to him and his existence. I see posts and tiktoks all the time about how Changbin is like everyones own personal happy pill, and he truly is.

I could go into very specific details with video timestamps, specific lyrics, tiktoks and moments where my love for him was solidified more and more, but I feel like we would be here all day and I want to keep this post short and sweet.

So yes, I adore Changbin and his presence in my life. He is truly an inspiration in so many aspects and I just cannot imagine a life without him, or the rest of SKZ, in it.

❣ Who is your bias wrecker?

For the longest time possible, it was a Seungmin. The little menace he is. It was him, and then I had a moment where I slowly starting veering off towards Minho, cause he's like, the king of menaces and Seungmin is just his little menace-in-training. Then it went back to Seungmin after watching most of Kingdom: Legendary War and seeing his performance in I'll Be Your Man and Love Poem.

THEN as of the most recent two comebacks, Hyunjin shows up and is like "hello I'm here too. I also require your attention". But truthfully, I think I've come to accept the fact that I'm a Changbin bias, but OT7 wrecked on the daily, because each and every member wrecks me in different ways.

Bangchan with his astounding hardwork and adoring personality. Lee Know as the king of menaces/ultimate butt hunter. Hyunjinnie with his passion and love for all the art and beauty in the world. Han with his dedication and lyrics that always hit so close to home. Felix for his rays of sunshine, demonic voice and heart of gold. Seungmin for his shy and guarded personality but the prince following in the King's foot steps. and INNIE?? BABY BREAD??? No baby bread ain't a baby bread anymore, he's a freakin' Daddy Toast and I'm uNWELL

Hannie definitely holds the top spot for bias wrecker (hello he was demoted from #1 so it only makes sense for him to fall to #2), but the remaining 6 are fighting for the title on a daily basis. It's very concerning LOL

❣ Which member(s) are you currently obsessing over that aren't your bias/bias wrecker?

As of right now, I cannot for the life of me get Channie out of my fucking head. Idk what it is lately, but there's just something about Chan that takes up all my attention. Maybe it's the excessive amounts of fics I've been reading and writing for him, but he's just someone who captivates your attention and absolutely requires you to keep it on him. It's frustrating but I'm also not complaining.

❣ When did you first discover this group?

I first heard of SKZ by the boyfies little sister who is a die hard kpop fan. When I first met her when she was 11 or 12, she was a big fan of BTS, and I tried to bond with her over Kpop, although it was something I never thought I'd ever get into, and she was like "well, BTS isn't for everyone. Have you listened to SKZ?" and she showed me Gods Menu and like one of their early SKZ Codes, and I was like "alright, they're pretty cool. Demonic voice sunshine boi, fast rapper #1, fast rapper #2, maniacal little puppy, ethearal fairie who likes to touch butts, best leader, tiny baby with large hands and pretty artist." but after that I didn't really give them a second thought.

Then, in January of 2023, I started a new job with my lifelong best friend who I hadn't caught up with in a long time, and she was obsessed.. she had already been apart of Stayville since maxident, and she got our other friend into them as well, so when we spent every break and lunch hour together scrolling through tiktoks and listening to her gush about how amazing these men were, I was like, alright. I'll give them a shot. If my best friend adored something so much, who am I to not give them a shot and see what all the fuss was about.

She showed me the MAMA 2022 performance and from there, I was hooked.

Thank you Kennie for bringing these losers into my life.

❣ Have you ever been to one of their concerts?

I have not. I've seen so many concert videos and tiktoks of others living out the ultimate dream and I am so so jealous. I really hope they come to Canada on their next tour. I will be absolutely devastated if they don't, but I am fully willing to road trip down to any state at any time to see them live. I will not miss another concert. I will not.

❣ What are some of your favorite songs by the group?

oh fuck.

okay uhm, lets see...

DLMLU

Case 143

Scars

Doodle

Alien

Chill

Give Me Your TMI

3Racha

Taste

Circus

Thunderous (definitely getting a Thunderous tattoo)

Volcano

Sorry, I love you

Venom/Maniac (First performance I watched)

Charmer

Waiting For Us

Gods Menu (first song I heard)

EASY ??!!!!??

TOP (holy fuck incredible song 10/10)

Back Door (first choreo I learned)

Miroh

SuperBowl

Get Lit

Butterflies

Hello STRANGER

Comflex

LOL it's really hard to pick favorites when their entire discography is played on repeat 24/7. There is not one song I skip while listening to my SKZ playlist. Not one!

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Masterlist

♡ Hannji's Taglist ♡

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; 💕 Fluff ; ⚡️ Angst ; 💋 Smut ; 💥 Crack ;

Mini Series:

♢ Bang Chan - Connected 💕⚡️💋💥

♢ Bang Chan - Sweetest Sound 💕⚡️

♢ Lee Minho - Waiting For Us 💕⚡️💋💥

♢ Seo Changbin -

♢ Hwang Hyunjin -

♢ Han Jisung - Like A Volcano 💕⚡️💋💥

♢ Han Jisung - The Blackened Heart ⚡️💋 ☠️

♢ Lee Felix -

♢ Kim Seungmin -

♢ Yang Jeongin -

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OT8 Drabbles:

The L Word:

✧ Bang Chan 💕

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Drabbles:

☼ Seo Changbin - Romance On The Rocks 💕💋

☼ Han Jisung - Get On My Level, Bitch 💕💥

☼ Kim Seungmin - Manuka Honey 💕💋

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Fake Text Posts:

❀ OT8! Confessions w/ SKZ; Hyung Line | Maknae Line

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Bang Chan

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Lee Know

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Changbin

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Hyunjin

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Jisung

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Felix 💕💥

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Seungmin

❀ Random Texts w/ Bff!Jeongin

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Hard/Soft Boi Hours:

☾ soft changbin thoughts || cuddling 💕

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Misc:

↪ SKZ x The Sims 4 - Hyung Line + Hyunjin

↪ SKZ x The Sims 4 - Maknae Line

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[itsseohannbin]

→ Hannji Update! ←

Hello everyone!!!!

I hope everyone is doing well, staying safe, and taking care of themselves!

I'm just popping in to say hello and to let you all know I'm still here, so...

hello, I'm here!!!!

Quick update on my injury situation...

⋗ The finger I sliced and nearly needed stitches for is in the final stages of healing, thank god, and I no longer need to wrap it in 24 layers of gauze and adhesive to keep it protected, so that's good.

⋗ My thumb sprain is healing nicely, and even though I slipped on a patch of ice last weekend and sprained my wrist on the same side, that is also healing well. It's safe to say I can (finally) type/use my keyboard without a wrist brace and without having to ice my hand every 5 minutes from the pain.

Soooooo, with that being said, I am slowly hopping back into writing and getting fics done and posted for you all, though it still may be slow while I push through these next few days of the healing process (I do not want to suddenly make the sprain worse from using it too much, so I'm writing in short increments).

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In addition to getting back into writing the fics/drabbles I've previously mentioned in earlier posts, I am excited to announce that I'm working on a brand-new novel that I've conjured up and been planning/plotting for a month or so now...

The last novel I was writing I ended up scrapping most of as the target audience wasn't of interest to me anymore, so finally finding the inspiration and ideas for something new and exciting in a whole new genre has re-sparked something in me and I'll be putting a lot of my efforts into writing that alongside all the drabbles/fics I have planned, so please be patient. it's going to be a busy spring :D

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As usual, my requests are closed until further notice, so I will not be taking any suggestions or requests any time soon, but please, feel free to continue sending me your hard/soft thoughts, as I do absolutely love diving into Delulu-ville with you guys <3

I appreciate and adore all of you so so much, and I can't wait for you all to see what's in store!!

Hope everyone has a fantastic start to their week!

All my love,

Hannji ♡

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Hannji's Pookie Wookie Bears ♡: @channieandhisgoonsquad @moonlightndaydreams @noellllslut @newhope8 @queenmea604 @bethanysnow 🐻

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Hannji Rambles / Another Life Update

hiiii Pookies!!

Hope everyone is doing well and taking care of themselves!!!

I'm just popping in with a quick life update (cause apparently I'm having a lot of those lately) to kind of let everyone know what's been going on lately.

I know I said a couple weeks ago that I was ready to come back to tumblr and begin posting again, and I am, however, there's been a bit of a change of plans in regards to me starting up my writing/posting fics again.

Because I have been put on a temporary stress leave by my family doctor for the next couple weeks, I'm trying to reduce the amount of stress/triggers in my life until my next appointment, where I will be reassessed to determine if I'm fit to go back to work or not. I want to continue writing and posting because writing has always been a strong outlet for me to relieve stress and clear my brain when the noise gets too much, however, I need to make changes to what I will posting in order to help keep my stress levels under control.

SO,

that being said, I will be posting the remaining few parts/chapters of Like A Volcano (for all my Hannie stans out there who are ever so patiently waiting), BUT at this time, I will not be writing/posting a Jisung POV for this fic. I wanted to, and I was super excited to write a part in his pov, but I've been struggling with writing it for the last few months and it's really put a damper on my already not-so-good mental state. Maybe in the future, I will upload a snippet, but since the idea of creating a Jisung POV for LAV is causing more stress than it's worth, it will be put on the backburner for the time being. I AM SORRY FOR THOSE WHO WERE WANTING IT I JUST CANNOT WORK WITH IT RN!

However, the last few parts will be edited/revised and posted in the coming week-ish so I can finally put that fic to rest and start up The Blackened Heart again bc I am so so excited to start writing that again!

In addition to the Jisung POV being scraped (for the time being), I am also putting a halt on the LAV spinoffs I had in the works (Connected, which is the Chan x Jo spin off, and Waiting For Us, which is the Minho x Ash spin off) simply because both of them are causing more tension and stress than necessary.. I don't like it when writing feels like it's becoming a chore, I'd rather write stuff that I'm excited to write and post, and that entire AU series has quickly become the opposite of what I want to do... I will be coming back to them eventually, but as of right now, I need to do what I can to alleviate the amount of distress in my life, and that means putting LAV/Connected/WFU on hold.

I am happy to say I will be continuing my commission for the lovely @bethanysnow that I've been slowly working on while I get back into the swing of things, ((beth baby i am so sorry its taking so long im just really struggling right now so please bear with me :( )) and I'm of course still writing drabbles, fake!text posts, and my OT8 "The L Word" series.

Thank you all for the never-ending support and love I'm still receiving from a lot of you despite my inactiveness. Just know I read every single one of your comments, reblogs, and things that you all tag me in. I am still very much here in spirit, just slowly working my way back up to being a fully functional human being

In the meantime, as some of you may already know, I am starting a small business where I make beaded keychains, rings, lanyards, bracelets and more. Beading has very quickly become a safe haven for me and its very therapeutic to just sit for hours watching tv and making stuff to eventually sell. I am starting up an instagram account specifically for this business called Hannji's Creations, so if you're interested in what I'm making and such, feel free to give me a follow over there. I'm making a lot of SKZ themed stuff, however, I'm also opening up ideas for other kpop groups and other styled collections in general.

Thank you again to everyone who has stuck around and checked in on me these last few months. I know life can be tough sometimes, and lately I'm having a hard time getting back up somedays, but you guys all make it more bearable, so thank you. thank you for your continuous understanding and unconditional love..

You guys are awesome!

can't wait to show you all what's in store!!

Much Love,

Hannji <3

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Hannji Rambles

So over the course of the last week or so I hit a really bad patch of depression and my anxiety has been through the roof, to a point where I had to go to the ER for a bad panic attack that caused paralysis in my entire body, and one thing I talked to my therapist about afterwards was finding other ways to channel all the panic/energy I have into different creative outlets, and I found that beading is actually very therapeutic and relaxing, which is something I desperately need right now, and I always listen to SKZ when I do it, so I was thinking, what better way than to put two things I enjoy the most into one??

I'm still on the fence about it, but if I started making SKZ themed Keychain and phonecharms, maybe to sell but mostly just to de-stress and do something relaxing, would any of you guys be interested in seeing my designs or having them?? Idk if I would sell them or just ship them out to anyone who wants, but I'm really interested in doing it to help with the chaos inside my mind right now..

One of my best friend does a lot of beading and gets her own table at craft shows for her bracelets and Keychain and stuff she makes, so she's been teaching me, but would anyone be interested in seeing/having them??

I just bought 288 different colors of seed beads and clay beads so I can start mass making things when I feel I want to, so I have A LOT to play with LOL

Here is my first one I've ever done, and it took me until the next day to realize the second heart was upside down! But I fixed it and now I'm itching to make more!! Let me know if you want to see them as I make them (or if you have any design ideas/suggestions that I can try out).

Thank you everyone 🫰🏻

- Hannji ♡

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💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome. 💌 :) This is also an invite for us to be friends 🫶🏻

🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 stop it I'm gonna cry ♡♡

Thank you @changbinlov3r ♡♡ you're so sweet and I've been having such a bad day, that this ask made me tear up a bit. I love and appreciate you so much 💕

Of course we can be friends!!!

Hannji loves you 🫰🏻

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Hannjis Creations soft launch

I've gotten a couple dms lately from some of you asking how my beading has been going, and if anything will be for sale yet, so I decided to make a post and let ya'll see for yourselves 😊😊

** Prices do not include shipping fees **

◇ Wristlets fit most hand sizes.

◇ The mini skzoo charms on the skzoo keychains will be redone before selling, I just haven't gotten around to cutting them out yet to shrink.

I am kind of accepting commissions right now, so let me know if any of you are interested in purchasing anything from my current stock, or if you're interested in getting something custom done.

I'm also offering metal stamped charms, but I'm still getting the hang of making them if anyone is interested.

Hope you enjoy my designs!♡♡

All my love,

- Hannji ♡

[itsseohannbin]

so sorry to hear about what happened to your blog. just as a friendly note in case you didn’t already know, and for the sake of maybe saving some fics you had lost, if somebody had a post of yours saved in their drafts on their blog, and then they go to that post and hit the edit button, it shows the whole post if there’s a read more :)

omfg you are a lifesaver! I didn't know this, but thank you thank you thank you!!!

If anybody has any of my work reblogged and sitting in their drafts CAN YOU PLEASE POST & TAG ME IN IT!! It would be a great help in trying to get this entire situation worked out!!!!

thank you so much Anonny ♡

I super super appreciate you!

-- Hannji ♡