#getting my fave depression snack tomorrow: tiramisu
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the current (and consistent) mood is “my presence is unnecessary and contributes nothing”
#deity dialogue#so like on that note I just don’t know what to do#I feel like I need to be realistic about my place in peoples lives and just idk stop assuming people care#*shrug emoji* like I’m tired of being hurt by stupid shit that doesn’t matter#I just don’t feel like it matters whether or not I exist in anyone’s life or in general#I keep trying to tell myself that isn’t true or tell myself that it’s okay but nothing works#sometimes I do genuinely think maybe people do care and want me in their lives#then I realize I’m just bothering them and not like worth their time and it stings because I genuinely want to be wnated by people#anyways my head still hurts and i have a bday dinner to attend tomorrow so once again I’m taking sleep medicine#getting my fave depression snack tomorrow: tiramisu#perhaps I can opt out of dinner and get TWO tiramisu#but probably not I should probably eat actual food lest my irls get on my case about not eating
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