#ghostghal poetry

[ghostgal23]

I hear the wind

I hear the wind whispering in my ear a Melody. That's sweet and soft. That would make anyone feel at ease. I hear the wind whispering in my ear telling its going to be okay and that everything going how it is supposed to.

By ghostgal

[ghostgal23]

"Missing Pieces

Nothing seem whole anymore.

Ever since you had left.

Things we use to do isn't the same.

Now it feels incomplete.

Theres this little tugging feeling in the back of my head telling me there something missing.

There's a pulling feeling in my heart that I can not describe.

I struggle so much with how i feel.

Ever since you had left.

I look around me and see that they all are happy.

But deep down inside, I know that they are struggling too.

We all put this brave happy front on.

To hide the fact we all feel this little tug in the back of our heads and that pulling feelings in our hearts.

Reminding us.

That you are gone."

- 2016 Stevie turnier (aka me)

[ghostgal23]

Thoughts

One day I will be nothing but dust. But until then do I count myself and my days? Will I do something great? I highly doubt I count myself or my days. I don't feel like I will do something great. I often fret that I am indeed nothing but a huge disappointment and a no one. I often find me asking myself "who are you? What are you going to do?" Thats when I start to despise myself. During said time I fund myself looking in to a deep dark blackness where my future is.

[ghostgal23]

My next post

Hi my next post will be a poem I wrote back in 2016. Its about my grandmother who had died and my grievance about it.

[ghostgal23]

I wish I could but I can't.

I wish I could talk to you again. I wish we were still friends. I wish that we could have been just friends nothing more. But we were never just friends, we were always more. I can't talk to you. Even now today I struggle with trying to keep myself from talking to you.