#gonna be sooo sad about no notes on a Tuesday night LOL

[modernbaseball]

femme february

[lildreambaby]

i had such a lovely day today. i woke up at 7 as usual, went downstairs and enjoyed a small breakfast that Cook whipped up. it was a delicious chicken sausage and egg scramble with peppers, onions, and herbs and it was sooo delicious. i chatted with my parents about their plans for the day - they were taking off work to go down to AC to spend the day at the yacht with their boating friends lol. meanwhile i have to stay home and work!

lol, anyway so after breakfast i went back upstairs, changed into some workout clothes rq, and then went back downstairs to hit the exercise room and i even jogged some laps around the pool and did some yoga outside since it was so beautiful out today ☀️! then i took a shower, and Maria had just cleaned my bathroom and lit a candle so it smelled amazing and there were so many fresh towels. i did a quick face mask just for fun lol while i was moisturizing (with the best scent from BBW A Thousand Wishes duh) and then finished getting ready and dressed for work.

i just wore my hair in a bun today cause it’s a friday and i’m going to wash my hair tomorrow morning for my weekend plans lol, and i wore a tshirt and some jeans, earrings and my choker that kelly and i got in italy 🩷. no makeup because i don’t really need it lol and i’m not trying to impress anyone with my eyeshadow skills today hahaha. so yeah, i fed the kitties and then got to work, and ugh the sunlight flooding into my office this morning was so beautiful, and it was so cute to see bug and boobah laying together in the chair 🩷 . so yeah i zipped through some trainings and took some notes on readings and did an activity, it was a super chill day and actually went by so fast. omg and Cook made me the yummiest antipasto salad for lunch with banana peppers and everything, it was sooo good, but i was so engrossed in what i was doing i almost forgot to eat until Maria brought it up to me before she tidied my room, she’s so sweet 🩷.

i’m so sad that i’ll be traveling over her birthday, i hope she loves the gift we got for her, im so sad i won’t be there when she gets it but also so excited for her to get it hahaha.

after work i picked out my clothes for the weekend and Maria helped me pack - tomorrow I’m seeing the girls for the first time since they got back from camp and spending the night with them! then on sunday, i’m going to pick shi up in wayne and we’re going to do a little shopping and i’m gonna stay with them sunday night, and then on monday we’re going to finish shopping for stuff for their new apartment and then i’m going to see my jakey 🥰🥰🥰💕💕💕 who i haven’t seen since the last time i was in philly which ik was only a couple of days ago but i seriously get withdrawals when i’m away from him, and he’s so excited to see me lol he literally said he’s losing sleep without me in his arms 🥺 i seriously cannot wait until we move in together i’m literally counting down the days. okay not really, i love living with my parents and having everything served to me on a silver platter right now lol. but once it’s winter and the shore loses its appeal i’ll be so happy to be back in philly and staying with my amazing sweet perfect boyfriend and getting to feel so safe and happy in his arms every night instead of once a week 🥺. next summer hopefully he’ll just come down with me but i know right now it was important for him to like be in the office and it’s just the summer and we made it work anyway lol but anyway i digress. i cannot wait to see my man and give him a billion kisses and swap out my jake-hoodie for a new jake-hoodie (the scent wore off :() and fuck him good a few times and get fucked good a few times myself LOLLL.

and then on tuesday i have work in the morning which it’s always so cute when we both have work in the morning and we get to have breakfast and shower together and stuff, it’s so domestic and makes me so excited to just get married and have this man’s babies already 😭😭. but yeah on tuesday everybody and their mom is gonna be at the office cause it’s our official return to work day and i am going to slayyy in my new work clothes!! i spent so much at kohls lol lexi took me a few weeks ago to prep for going into the office more and i think we spent like at least $2000 lol, but she got stuff for herself too. i’m super excited cause i know everyone is going to love me and dote on me as usual lol, i can’t help that i light up the room. jk jk, i’m just excited to meet everybody and make some more work friends :)

and after that i imagine i’ll go back to my jakey’s and just work from there on wednesday and then back into the office on thursday! and then thursday nigh i’ll have to go home cause the kitties are going to miss me so much. bug literally cries when she misses me too 😭 hopefully my parents and Maria will spend time with her and boobs so they don’t get too lonely, tho boobah never really had that issue lol so i’m sure she’ll be fine. maybe she’ll have bug acting similarly, who knows.

omg wow that was a major side track, anyway after packing lol, i rode my bike down to the beach with my bikini and sunscreen and a towel and laid out for an hour or so, went in the water rq, then sat out til i dried before biking back home. i even got a little bit more of a tan even though i wasn’t out long! it was nice, as i mentioned earlier, it was absolutely gorgeous out today. i rounded the day off by chilling by the pool and playing with brenna in the yard and chatting with shiloh on facetime. we gave Cook and Maria the night off early since it’s the long weekend so we ordered some takeout as a treat tonight and it was yummy, and then i had ice cream lol, but i’m trying to cut back on sugar.

not that i’ve ever had to worry about my sugar intake, my body has been flawless ever since i (finally) hit puberty at 18, but for my general well-being. i just watched this documentary about how bad sugar and carbs can be for your body, so i guess i’m trying to wean myself off lol.

so yeah, that was my day ✨. i also watched a little bit of the walking dead with my parents in the den downstairs on the big screen over dinner, which was interesting but i hate zombie movies so i didn’t stay for too long before heading upstairs and doing my nighttime routine 🌙. and now i’m in bed writing this journal! what a nice chill day, im so excited for my week to come! and then after this week, i get to go back to Plano and see all my friends from the UW program!! i’m so excited about that too, everyone was so nice and friendly last time, it’s like we were all one big friend group which was so inviting and nice. after high school, i still feel like i’m getting used to my peers liking me so much, but it’s a wonderful feeling when everyone wants your attention and wants to be around you, just not something i think i’ll ever get used to. but hey, can’t help it lol, and i totally love it. guess i’m just humble LOL!

okay, but for real, my life is great and i have no complaints. thankful and grateful for everything, always 🩷 goodnight 🌙✨🩷