#gonna make a big pot of cheesy pasta tmr with a bunch of add-ins bc i dont want to malnourish myself lmfao

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managed to get 3kg of 10 inch white alpaca for £70 (v good, i make £70 from about 50 grams of fibre so you can do the maths)

emailed MANY MANY alpaca farms/breeders

put together a list of illustrators to potentially hire through the site i work for bc im in charge of a merch rebranding + shared this list with the men

me and benno went on a little walk this eve

currently sitting on the sofa and the cat has settled herself on my lap, she took her brushing session like an absolute champ yesterday + is definitely getting more comfortable w/ it over time. her skin + fur is looking much much better consistently now too

my hair is absolutely foul atm and im gonna have to get a haircut soon. haven't had one since pre-covid but my hair is looking hideous so im gonna have to go and get it done

bought some more bras in a smaller cup size :| i checked the last bra i bought which still fits well and it's actually been an A this whole time, idk who i was kidding when i bought a B omg

i keep noticing dizzy spells / when your vision goes dark for a minute upon standing - it has always happened a bit since childhood and i think it's v common but it's def been more noticeable lately - i am slightly nervous ive managed to malnourish myself - i eat LOADS of vegetables these days thanks to my increased abilities to cook (and i think the delight of being able to eat things like this for the first time in over 10y has maybe led to an overreliance on vegetables) but possibly not enough of other things?? not sure i eat any sources of iron at all really?? it would also be a bit disingenuous to not note the massive weight loss from the last 9 months or so and wonder if this could contribute to both hair quality + minor dizziness. im actually feeling fine mentally + not crazy but learning to feed yourself appropriately really is a lifetime job innit