#grits my teeth. For Zack Fucking Fair I Guess. Fucking Mortifying.
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yknow this one post that's like
the embarrassing thing about me is that this is me but it only works when i'm super mentally ill about ff7 because every time i'm obsessed with ff7 it's the only time i manage to motivate myself to do exercises and trying to take better care of myself FULLY because "Zack would want me to take care of myself", i'm doing some exercises despite hating every second of it because "Zack would want me to be able to pull some squats and i can't do that in my current shape so now i have to make it better" like, ok, cringelord. DoItForHimCollage.jpg about Zack Fair i guess. I have a deodorant smell i associate so strongly to Zack that putting it on makes me actually motivated to take care of myself. fucking mortifying.
*sends a kiss to the sky* for Zack Fair. I guess.
#17 years of this nonsense and it still doesn't stop#yknow once i told my bestfriends about Cloud's trivia and stuff#and my bestfriends grimaced because they immediately connected how i could relate to that#so much so they started laughing after a bit because it was so on the nose#and yet the most obvious reasons i'm a Cloud kinnie is not obvious to them but it's this fucking thing#yeah i guess i need to take care of myself because of Zack. Whatever.#In my mind i just constantly relive on loop that one scene of Advent Children like the mentally stable person i am#Im a Cloud kinnie because i'm mentally unstable about Zack Fair. Whatever. Why do i try to fight it now.#Zack entered my life and i've never been fucking normal ever again.#(also i lie the /most/ obvious reasons i'm a Cloud kinnie is that we share birthday but that's irrelevant)#anyway sorry i spent the last two days bing reading a clackfic and now i feel mentally unwell#grits my teeth. For Zack Fucking Fair I Guess. Fucking Mortifying.#ichatalks about ffvii#ichatalks
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