#hah cole angst

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Cole-mbing out the Pest, Pt. 1

I am slowly updating old YeeHan fics to reflect the cowboy’s name change. There are lots of reasons to do this -- and lots of reasons not to, this isn’t a judgment of anyone else -- but for me, the biggest one so far has been the sheer catharsis of seeing an abuser’s name be chipped away and replaced. Seeing the updates to the Cole Cassidy character and ship tags every day has felt so healing, and has made fandom feel like a community again in ways I haven’t felt since, well, things were more active here on Tumblr, hah. It’s really lovely!

I’ve got a LOT of cowboy-related fics to get through, so this is going to be a long process. But here are the old fics I have updated so far, as of Oct. 27, 2021:

Mistletoe (Rated G) A short holiday drabble. (Orig. posted Dec. 2017)

Pennant (Rated Teen+) A short Valentine’s Day drabble. (Orig. posted Feb. 2018)

Midway (Rated Teen+) Cassidy & Hanzo go undercover at a fair to track their mark. Obviously they blend in best if everyone thinks they’re a couple. One-shot. (Orig. posted Apr. 2018)

Sweet Affectionate Moments Meme Answers (Rated Teen+) A collection of Tumblr drabbles written for a writing meme. So much fluff. (Orig. completed Apr. 2018)

Days on End (Rated Explicit) Some tender morning smut with feelings. One-shot. (Orig. posted Sep. 2018)

Slippage (Rated Explicit) Cassidy compartmentalizes. Hanzo knows it, because he does the same. Angst + smut with feelings. One-shot. (Orig. posted Sep. 2018)

[fancytrinkets]

Chapter 15: At Halamshiral, staying in the city a day before the ball at the Winter Palace

Excerpt:

“No, wait a minute,” Dorian says. “If Andraste chose you, then she also chose me for you? Is that what you’re suggesting?”

“Sure,” Galen says, grinning up at him. “Doesn’t quite make sense to believe one without the other.”

He knows exactly how presumptuous that sounds. He is trying to antagonize Dorian — just a little — for truly believing that Galen is some sort of Chosen One. But he also sincerely means what he says — being intimate with Dorian does feel perfectly right.

“Hah! Your ego really is bigger than mine,” Dorian says.

“Wouldn’t be the only thing that’s bigger than– Ouch!” Galen cries out sharply, but also with laughter, when Dorian pinches his thigh.

“We were having such a splendid moment, and now look. You’ve ruined it.” Dorian teases him.

“You love it,” Galen says.

And immediately Dorian replies.

“I love it.”

Chapters: 15/? Fandom: Dragon Age: Inquisition Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Dorian Pavus/Male Trevelyan, Male Inquisitor/Dorian Pavus Characters: Male Trevelyan (Dragon Age), Cassandra Pentaghast, Varric Tethras, Solas (Dragon Age), Cullen Rutherford, Sera (Dragon Age), Dorian Pavus, Blackwall | Thom Rainier, Vivienne (Dragon Age), Josephine Montilyet, The Iron Bull (Dragon Age), Cole (Dragon Age) Additional Tags: Mage Trevelyan (Dragon Age), Backstory, Emotional Baggage, Mages (Dragon Age), Templars (Dragon Age), Original Character(s), Sided with Mages, Light Angst, Letters, Diary/Journal, POV Third Person Limited, POV Inquisitor (Dragon Age), Loyalist mage point of view, Romance, Inquisitor & Cassandra friendship, Ostwick Circle (Dragon Age), Ostwick as foil for Kirkwall, Canon divergence regarding Ostwick, Happy Ending, Adding that happy ending tag because yes of course they’re still together after Trespasser, Pavelyan - Freeform, Sex Summary:

Galen Trevelyan thinks of Ostwick, where his friends are still safely sequestered, keeping well away from the war. He wishes, and not for the first time, that more circles had been like Ostwick, and fewer like Kirkwall.

Mage Trevelyan’s story, revealed through letters, documents, and narrative.

[criminalspacebros]

Here’s the Master-list for the AU:

So, i’ll occasionally update this as I go but here y’all are!

Fics (in chronological order):

Beginnings - a fic on how Jay and Cole met.

The Space Pirate and The Fugitive - drabble on Cole and Jay after a week meeting

What Is This Feeling? - oneshot about Cole dealing with his feelings for Jay

He Likes Boys - one shot when Jay learns Cole might actually like him

Can We - Cole and Jay actually becoming a thing

Busted - oneshot about Jay having to bust Cole out of jail a second time

What Predicament We Have - Zane is introduced

What If Jay Went to Jail? - The title is self-explanatory but this is how Cole would handle it. Ask by @i-am-the-bluejay

Eyepatch - short drabble on Jay and his eyepatch. Ask by anon.

Corruption (1) - a fic on corrupted cole! part 1! if you wanna learn more about that.

Me - Harumi leaves Cole to watch Jay

Art (I picked out the more relevant ones):

Jay loves musicals!

BMC ‘A Guy That I’d Kinda Be Into’ (1)

BMC ‘A Guy That I’d Kinda Be Into’ (2)

Some stuff about Cole

Flirting - Cole is a big flirt

Jay and Pixal (Jay likes slushies and sushi like Michael, that was not intentional)

A Major Influence - Jay rubs off on Cole

What if They Switched Places? - Ask by anon.

Cole’s Outfit Phase 2 (hah, like Marvel Phases)

Corrupted Cole (1)

She’s a Baddie

Corrupted Cole (2) - All his fault.

Corrupted Cole (3) - He still loves Jay.

Corrupted Cole (4) - A whole new me, baby.

Corrupted Cole (5) - This one’s my fave. Cole taunting Jay.

Corrupted Cole (6) - Jay angst.

Space AU Kai

Headcanons / Asks:

Part 1 - Jay, Cole, and Pixal

Part 2 - Kai, Nya, and Lloyd

Part 3 - Bruise head canons (1)

Part 4 - Stealing clothes. It’s funnier than it sounds.

Part 5 - Relationships (Cole)

Part 6 - Corrupted Cole HCs

Is the Eyepatch Real?

[maximumkillshot]

She’s a Knockout

Warnings: Some angst, some spoilers for s14, some fluff, cursing because c’mon it’s me we’re talkin’ about, also some allusion to sexy times.

Pairing: Dean x Donna 

Characters: Doug, Sam Winchester, Dean Winchester, Donna

A/N: ONWARD WITH THE 606 CHALLENGE!!! I know I haven’t posted for this in a while, but this submission from @adoptdontshoppets that just started singing to me tonight. The submission is:

“Whatcha doin’ here Dean?” + Dean x Donna + Dean shows up at the sheriff’s office to ask Donna on a date + I vote for fluff ‘cause she says ‘yes.’ Though angst if she says no could be interesting too. 🙂 Maxi’s 606

“All I Could Do” Masterlist- CLICK HERE

Overall Masterlist- Click Here

“When You Call” Masterlist- Click Here

“The Situation” Masterlist- Click Here

Dean’s POV:

“Just go to her, he says, what’s the worst that could happen, he says…” I mumbled to myself as Bon Jovi plays over the radio. My hands are sweating like crazy.

I haven’t talked to Donna since I met with her before I was going to bury myself under the Pacific, which I’m sure she found out by now. I knew that I had to see her though. I like her too much to leave her in the dark.

“Why Donna?” asked my brother to which I blurted.

“Because she’s the only one I needed to see before I did what I had to.”

“Why?”

“I don’t know.”

Sammy smiled at that, “Oh yeah you do. You like her… like… like her like her.”

“How old are you Sammy, 5?” I asked annoyed… but he wasn’t wrong.

“You’re the one that can’t bring yourself to say you got the hots for Donna, so who’s 5?”

“Wiseass.” I huffed.

“You know we are only one hour away… You could surprise her, ask her out.” said Sam with a smirk.

“No, not gonna happen, okay? She’s into the kind and soft guys, not me.”

“How do you know that?”

“Have you seen her exes?”

“Yeah they’re all dicks who left her because she was just being her… C’mon Dean… I’m sure you’re gonna be surprised.”

“Ughhh fine… fine… But if this goes South, I’m blamin’ you.” I growled as I grabbed my keys.

Which leads me to now. Almost 5 minutes away from the station with my stomach in my throat and heart beating out of my chest just thinking about her smile. Oh shit, there it is, Stillwater PD.

I park Baby in the parking lot… Just thinking, sweating, hoping, panicking… a whole crap ton of panicking. I get the guts to walk up to the station doors and I pull. My feet are so damn heavy. When I go up to the reception desk I see him, fuckin’ Doug. Yeah the blind asshole of an ex-husband of Donna’s, he walks up to me and says “Hey Dean, nice to see you.”

“I would say the feeling’s mutual but that’d be a lie. Why are you here?” I asked defensively.

“I could ask you the same thing,” He commented as he straightened up.

“None of your damn business… where’s Donna? I gotta talk to her.” I said as I looked behind him.

“About what?” He asked…

“About Nunya” I said nonchalantly.

“Nunya?”

“Nunya damn business now where’s Donna?” I growled.

“Hah, good one Dean. Doug, what’re you doing here?” chuckled Donna as she came out from a briefing, it seems.

“Just wanted to check on you,” said Doug.

“Well guess what’s the last thing a cop needs?... Someone to check on them so hit the road, Jack.” I said as I motioned to the door.  

“I was going to take you out to lunch…” Said, Doug, as he looked at his watch, “But since you took forever I guess that’s not happening, yet another thing you can’t do right… tell time.”

I immediately tensed up and went to grab for my gun, then I remembered…. I’m in a police department, filled with police officers…. Not a good time to lose my shit… so I huffed and gave him the best ‘I will murder you’ face I have. 

“You never even told me that you were coming,” She defended.

“I don’t even know why I try with you, I mean c’mon it’s not like you stopped having your love affair with food anyway. And it shows,” He said as he motioned to her stomach and her head fell.

“Hey Detective Asshat Mc’Douche, I believe that there are some other things that you should be worrying about like, oh I don’t know, me calling your superior for being out of your jurisdiction on lunch…” I said as I started dialing the phone, my head nodding.

He grunted and began to walk by me, not even acknowledging Donna, and I threw in, “Oh and one more thing... I don’t know who you’re looking at but Donna’s a knockout… Just because you’re too much of an asshole to see that doesn’t mean that you get to come in here and say shit… Not like you’re exactly the picture of fitness there, Pillsbury Dough Boy .”

Doug looked at his stomach an sucked in his stomach as he walked out and I said loud enough that he could hear, “Believe me chief, you’re gonna need an iron corset to tuck that gut in, sucking it in’s just the beginning.”

Donna started laughing as well as a few other cops and criminals in the department. The man was literally laughed out of the station.

“You didn’t have to do that...” Said Donna through her toothy grin, “What’cha doin here Dean?” she asked immediately after.

“Don’t even mention it, to be honest with you, I’ve been wanting to do that for years.” I said with a relazed exhale, “and I came her to talk with you.”

“About? A new case?” she asked.

“Not exactly.”

“Well I needed to call yah anyway… come on,” smiled Donna as she lead me to the conference room. As soon as she closed the door and shut the blinds she said, “Dean, Sam told me some things, I need to see if they’re true. Something about you wanting to throw yourself to the bottom of the ocean because Michael won’t leave, yah gotta tell me he was just goofin’” she said with pain in her eyes.

I turned my head slightly to the side, “He wasn’t, Donna.”

“Wha.. Why Dean, Why would you do that?!” She near screamed at me.

“I thought that there was no other choice, Donna.”

“And what about Sam, Jack, Jody, the girls, me? You didn’t even drop by to say goodbye.”

“I did… to you,” I said with solemn eyes.

“When…” It was then that it clicked for her, “That spontaneous lunch… I knew yah were actin’ a bit weird… Held me a bit too long that day, why didn’tcha tell me?”

“I knew you’d talk me out of it,” I said as I looked at the hurt and confusion.

“Why me? Why not Jody?” She asked.

“The feelings I have for Jody aren’t the same feelings I have for you…. Which is why I’m here, Donna.”

“Dean, you’re weirdin’ me out here,” she started shifting her weight and I chuckled.

“You’re different, Donna. You are so strong and you are you. You are you and you’re so proud of it. You have every right to be, you’re funny, smart, drop dead gorgeous…”

“Hold on there Winchester, I’m not even pretty let alone gorgeous.” She chuckled.

“Then why is it that I couldn’t leave without seeing your beautiful face again? Hearing your gorgeous laugh? Donna you don’t know how amazing and gorgeous you are and I need to stop acting like I don’t feel like this towards you. The fact is, I’ve felt this way since I first met you.”

“This is a joke, right? Who put you up to this?” asked Donna.

“I’d never joke like this, Donna. I love you…” I let it slip… “Fuck… I just… please give me a shot before I start making a fool of myself here.”

“How do I know if you’re serious here, Dean?” Donna asked.

“You trust me?” I asked.

“With my life.” She said as I closed the gap.

“Dean, whatrya?” She said as I tilted her head up to meet mine. I looked at her as I slowly closed the little space we had between our lips and I kissed her. I kissed her with everything I had. Everything I was trying to say. Before I knew it, she wrapped her hands around my neck as I cradled her head, deepening the kiss. As soon as I pulled away I missed her immediately.

“Wow” she said as she looked up at me with her doe-eyes.

“So?” I said nervously, my hands around her waist, still a breath away.

“I get off at 5” she blushed.

I chuckled as I said, “I’m thinkin’ burgers and chili cheese fries at Big Tony’s Bar?”

She responded with, “What about desert?”

I whispered into her ear before I let her go, “You.”

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@ PPT ask session: why do you make Cole so fucking sad,

BRUH LISTEN IDK OKAY

Angst is such a dangerous thing at times like u think of one sad thing and next thing you know it just gets sadder and sadder

But ?? things always look up in the end too, so you allow it.

(Sides u think he’s the only sad one??? HAH)