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Dream

Dean x reader

Word count:347

Warnings: spn stuff vague mention of suicide

“Good morning honey” he says

Honey? When did this happen I think. And then it hits me. We were hunting a djinn. None of this is real.

“Are you okay?” He asks

“Um yeah I’m fine”

I try to remind myself that this isn’t my Dean. My Dean is - never mind focus Y/N. Ok all I have to do is kill myself right? Should be simple enough.

“Y/N?” Dean says

“I’m so sorry.” I whispered

“What why?”

“ Maybe in another life this would work, ya know. We could be happy in another life.” I say

“What the hell are you talking about” he shouts

“ I know! That you’re a monster you’re not him you can’t be him.”

“Alright” the djinn says dropping the act “ That give you all of the more reason to stay here, you know how bad it is in that world.

“If I stay I die anyway, I would rather go out on my own terms.” I say

I pray to whatever god listening that he doesn’t see me reach for my knife. I start to think, maybe it wouldn’t be so bad here. No Y/N! You gotta get home

I take the knife out of my boot and stab myself in the stomach.

“Bye bitch.”

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It’s cold, and dark when I wake up

“Awe shit” I say as it hits me

I’m alone. No more Dean. No more perfect life. No more happy. I decide my next stop pretty quickly.

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“ Uh hey Dean I know it’s been awhile since I’ve came by but ya know now is better than never right? But um I just wanted to tell you how much I miss you and I wish you were her with me.”

I lay the roses in front of the makeshift tombstone I made for my boyfriend almost two years ago. His brother right next to him.

I walk back to my car with my gun in hand. I never planned it to end like this but fuck it right? I’m a hunter what did I expect?

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So me and Kyle haven’t been on this account for awhile and I wanna get back into writing so if you have any requests at all feel free to send them in :)

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Eat

Halsey x reader

Warnings: eating disorder

Word count; 356

A/N: sorry I’ve been gone I just had no motivation to write anything. And sorry to the anon that requested I did it as fast as I could~Alyssa

It had been a month since you had ate anything but water and little pieces of cheese every once in awhile.

You knew it wasn’t healthy but you just weren’t thin enough. You never would be.

Your girlfriend Ashley better known as Halsey would be mad at you but what difference would it make you would be thin.

Speaking of Ashley the only way you’re even doing this right now is because she’s been on tour. She told you she wouldn’t be back for at least three months which in your mind would be enough time to get it under control.

*Ashleys pov*

I couldn’t wait to see her. It felt like it had been years since I’ve seen my girlfriend Y/N when in reality it had only been over a month.

I just hope she’s doing okay she seemed kinda off when I left.

*third person pov*

You heard a car door slam outside but didn’t really think anything off it. Then you heard the lock click.

Then the door open and then your girlfriends voice saying. “I’m home did ya miss me!”.

You felt your heart stop. Everything got cold and white spots appeared. She was too early.

“Babe are you asleep?” She yelled

“No I’m in the living room!”

Maybe she wouldn’t notice the weight you’ve lost, or the lack of food in the fridge.

She walks in the room and the first thing she says is

“What happened to you?!”

“ nothing what do you mean I’m fine.” You say

“You look like you haven’t ate anything since I’ve left!”

At that you looked down.

“Babe if you really haven’t ate anything this entire time we need to get you to the hospital so they can help you.” She says sitting next to you

“ I don’t need help I’ve got it under control”

“No Babe you don’t, you look like hell.” She says

With that you break down

“It’s okay, it’s okay I’ve got you you’re gonna get better I promise”. She says

She holds you while you cry.

Maybe you were good enough

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Imagine halsey looking to you when shes done performing

“you did great babe!”

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Imagine being in the ghost video

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Ashley Is away on tour for a while. This is her video to you.