#happy belated valentines sunny ♥

[hyperfixatinglove]

Happy valentines day, Roe! 💕 For the asks, how about crush and confession with Zeus? 💖

crush — when did your f/o realize their feelings for you? how did they deal with those feelings?

Very early into our relationship so to speak, we were nothing but strangers but he felt already screwed, he fell on the spot. I treated myself on the first meeting fic since I just imagine Zeus to be all or nothing kinda guy. And since I have difficulty to be seen as desirable, why not make someone like Zeus who I imagine to have the most obsessive type of love that rivals Aiden Pearce to absolutely fall head over heels for me?

Zeus did not deal with those feelings. At all. Not well. He ignored them mostly, getting agitated when he daydreamed about me since he knew nothing about me. He tried to ignore them for longer, but it didn't last. Within a month or two, he was trying to find me again. Not that he didn't know where I lived in NY, he felt he was intruding or being creepy if he suddenly shows up in my apartment again. He thought it was more natural and less scary for me if we just suddenly found each other on the streets. It was a game to pass time, since that was all Zeus had. He didn't want to bother Dana too much by being around her all and every day.

When that didn't work he tried to watch me from afar, waiting for me to come out of my apartment. Creepy? Maybe, but it was all he got. He didn't want a mere phone call, he needed, desperately needed to actually see me.

When he finally did he couldn't get any words out. Stood there like frozen statue, staring at me, like my mere existence stunned him. I was just happy to see him so I jugged him & his attempts to cope with his feelings dipped into way worse.

After that he spent all his time with me, unless he was visiting Dana. He feared to be bother but was baffled when I reaffirmed it was nice having him around. He was acting like I had become part of him, like he was sewn into my hip. It was good for him though since he came to know me & I him.

He dealt badly, but it didn't show outside, unless you had keen eye & knew how he normally acted. If Dana was around me she would've been able to tell.

confession — how’d the confession happen, and looking back on it, what are your (and f/o’s) thoughts abt how you both were back then?

The good old classic ''Confessed in middle of a fight in heat of the moment'' scenario.

It was first time I saw Zeus consume someone. Right in my very eyes. A military man, who had recognized him from his rampage in NY months before and because Zeus doesn't change his clothes nor his face even when he easily could.

The sight was rather disturbing. To see Zeus jump on this guy, who had done nothing beyond raising a weapon at him & know who he was, beat him to death with his fists while the poor man screams cause that's all he can do. That was already horrible in itself, but the consuming process is, while quick, it looks incredibly disturbing. There's this mix of black and red similar to fog or liquid that surrounds the victim, while multiply tentacle-like black biomass comes out of Zeus. It only lasts a second, but it creeps me out.

Naturally, after I recovered from the shock of this sight^ I started yelling at Zeus for technically killing innocent man, he hadn't done anything. Zeus just countered by his knowledge of Blackwatch, the in-universe military, how they were always trying to either kill or capture him and how I would also be in danger if he let that man go. I spit he shouldn't use me as excuse for killing, which is when he snapped and backed me against a wall.

The only moment I ever feared him. Wondering what's stopping him to consume me as well. Was I just some amusement to him he'll cast aside, maybe murder me in dark alley for his enjoyment down the line?

Those thought got expelled by him kissing me out of the blue. I couldn't say anything when we departed. He spilled all of it, how ardently he loved me, how possessive and obsessive he was, how he never wanted to be away from me..

We uh had a long makeout session after all of that.