#he was gonna stay home with me but we figured out a diff solution
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I had a panic attack today
#my bf has been working all week and ive spent my nights alone#im so happy for him to have this new job thats super easy and pays well#but i have a bad knee (L) and bad ankle (r) so i cant walk very far#he was invited to his sisters/grammas house for a bbq and his gma wouldnt give us a ride#so i told him he could go by himself but immediately regreted it as i heard him get ready to leave#and he could sense something was wrong because he came in as i started to cry and asked me if i was okay#and thats when i exploded in tears telling him i didnt wanna be alone and i wanted him to stay#long story short we got a friend to take us and he got to hang out and eat with us#i felt so bad for crying and shit#but god i didnt wanna be alone#he also has tomorrow off work but he has plans wjth his friend to go do pinball#and i lost my shit#not angry but just sorrow and devastation#btw edit to add he was 100% in favor of staying home with me#he was gonna stay home with me but we figured out a diff solution#just wanna clarify
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