✝ ———- ❝ you know , that’s not very chritmas-y of you … ❞ @heavenskrystal
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‘ i’m a different person now. ‘
❛ bullshit . ❜ violent and red and blunt , cynicism leaps from her togue like jagged glass , promptly hindering the discussion . ❛ you might have tricked yourself into falling for this fairytale , but i’m not nearly as stupid . you can keep spewing this garbage into a mirror how many times you want ; truth is , people can’t change overnight . no matter how much they want to . ❜
😈 JENNIFER’S BODY / SENTENCE PROMPTS . » accepting.
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‘ i still wonder who i would have been ’
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❛ aye, come on, don’t do that to yourself, ❜ he frowns. he’s learned from his own experience that wondering about that just leads to a lot more hurt than it’s worth. getting caught up in the what ifs and if onlys never seem to do much but distract people from their life now. ❛ you gotta, like, live in the present, just keep moving forward and all that good shit. even if your life sorta sucks, ya know? ❜
he shrugs his shoulders, ❛ i mean, you can’t change anything, why stick to thinking of scenarios about if you could and getting caught up in that? ❜ maybe that’s just him, though, who’s he to say anything. ❛ or maybe it works for you, i don’t know. just don’t get too stuck in the what ifs of shit you can’t change, you know? ❜
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@heavenskrystal —— cont.
She gives the other a shrug, ❝ I don’t understand, either hon. ❞
❝ YOU’D THINK I’D BE USED TO it by now, being a journalist and all, but I’m not. It’s so... creepy. ❞ A shudder ran down her spine, nose wrinkling.
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@heavenskrystal
Clarity was finished making himself a deal for personal purposes- well, drugs. Cocaine. But that didn’t really matter. What did matter was Clarity stopping in his tracks to see a young woman on the alley floor... blood pooling around her head and neck area. Sighing, Clarity decided he should be a good citizen and attempt to see if she was okay.
Crouching down, Clarity moved a hand to check the woman’s pulse. Luckily it was still there but it was quite weak though. What a shame.
“I’d hate to ask if you’re okay because you’re clearly not.
So I’ll ask if you can sit up at all.”
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“Did you get bit by something?”
@heavenskrystal ( meme. ) / accepting.
BLUE EYES are drawn down toward her arm, already thickly coated with louisiana mud and then she looks back up to krystal. “ a dog got me when i freed her from a barbed wire fence; she didn’t understand i was helpin’ her. ” it’s spoken with a nonchalant shrug, she isn’t bothered by it. it isn’t the dog’s fault and it’s hardly a life-threatening wound. “ nothin’ a little mud won’t fix, ” she adds with a small smile. “ oh and the dog’s fine, i fixed her up too. ” just in case the other woman’s curious.
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––– –– ‘ OH , MY DEAR , ’ MOIRA’S FINGERS , ONCE RUNNING A cloth against the silverware now ceases as she glances up at Krystal . ‘ I’m afraid you’ve gotten yourself into much more trouble than you realize , ’ she sighs , only too continue with her chore . ‘ You poor thing , ’ @heavenskrystal
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you met me at a very strange time in my life.’
it smiles , that all - knowing , boyish , feeble hint of genuine joy that wrinkles at the corner of his eyes & mouth . ❝ i don’t think you’d have met me at all otherwise , red . i’m ... a very strange stranger . ❞
SOFT ANGST STARTERS . ( status: accepting. )
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here is a snippet of the novel i copy and pasted from my other blog. so that's why it is in caps 😋 @andtragedy @mallocry @heavenskrystal ( thank you guys. )
YOU ARE AT THE FRONT DOOR WITH TWO OPTIONS. IF YOU WANT TO HOLD HER HAND PICK A, IF YOU WANT TO KISS HIM PICK B.
IF YOU HAVE PICKED A READ ON, IF YOU CHOSE B WAIT FURTHER INSTRUCTIONS.
YOU GRAB HER HAND , SHE HAS A SWEET SMILE AND YOU TRUST THAT SMILE. YOU BOTH GREW UP HERE AND BOTH ARE INTIMATE WITH EACH OTHER. AND SO YOU TRUST HER. YOU FOLLOW HER, TO THE KITCHEN WHERE SHE IS PREPARING FOOD FOR YOUR WAY HOME, OUT OF THIS PLACE YOU ONCE CALLED HOME. SHE IS LAUGHTER PICKED AND SUN DRESSED AND SHE CALLS OUT TO YOU. “I AM MAKING YOUR FAVORITE.” YOU SMILE BACK, HAVE SOME SHE SAYS AND YOU AGREE. SHE KISSES THE TOP OF YOUR FOREHEAD AND YOU EAT. AND YOU EAT AND YOU EAT. THREE TIMES YOU EAT AND THREE TIMES SHE FEEDS. DO YOU LOOK OUTSIDE? IT FEELS LIKE WINTER’S FACE HAS COME EARLY TELLING YOU TO BE CAREFUL, BUT YOU DO NOT HEED AND YOU DO NOT CARE THE FOOD IS GOOD. AND THE PLACE IS COMFORTABLE. AND BEFORE YOU KNOW IT YOU HAVE DRIFTED OFF TO SLEEP. YOU WAKE BACK IN THE BEDROOM YOU HAD PACKED , AND NOW WHEN SHE COMES TO YOUR ROOM YOU SEE HER SMILE FOR WHAT IT REALLY IS. IT IS SERPENTINE AND MAZE-LIKE, PEELED BACK IT SHOWS DESPERATION AND A NEED FOR YOU THAT YOU CAN NOT STOMACH.. YOU WERE TRAPPED IN IT , TRAPPED IN IT’S LIES OF FINALLY LETTING YOU GO AND NOW YOU CRY BUT ALSO REMEMBER THIS GIRL. SHE IS NOT A GIRL OF ACTUAL BODY BUT A DREAM YOU HAD ONCE DREAMED IN THIS HOUSE’S WALL.
YOU WERE WHAT 14 FIRST LEARNING ABOUT LOVE FROM BOOKS AND YOU HAD DREAMED UP A GIRL FOR YOURSELF. SHE WAS SUN DRESSED, WITH WIDE EYES AND BROWN SKIN THAT WAS LIKE YOURS AND NOT THAT OVER-WHITENESS BLASTED OUT IN THE MEDIA. AND SO SHE HAD FITTED HERSELF INTO YOUR HEART, AND YOUR MIND WELL AND HAD DONE WELL TO MAKE SURE THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE. THIS HOUSE KNEW YOU WELL, IT KNEW YOUR DEEPEST SECRETS FOR 18 YEARS , IT NEW HOW TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANTED, HOW TO CHANGE TO MAKE YOU INTOXICATED, IT NEW YOUR INSIDE FACE AND IT FOR YOU TO LEAVE WOULD BE THE MOST DIFFICULT THING YOU HAD DONE. AND SO YOU CRY AND CRY AND CRY. THREE TIMES YOU CRY, THINKING OF HOW YOUR MOTHER WOULD BE BEARING THIS ONCOMING WINTER WITHOUT YOU.
“ I AM SORRY MY SUMMER CHILD,” SHE SAYS. “ BUT WITHOUT YOU THE HOUSE AND I ARE NOTHING.” SHE KISSES YOUR HEAD AS YOU TRY TO TURN IN YOURSELF , TO BE AWAY FROM HER AND ALSO THEY OTHER’S COME AND THEY KISS YOU IN PLACES LEAVING A DESIRE IN WHICH YOU’D LIKE TO DIE.
CHOOSE AGAIN OR GO ON WITH THE STORY?
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