#her as the stygian boatman makes me so fucking insane it's so. ouehghfbhhbdfg

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🍧🙊 and 👑 for hanan too!!!! i love her so much...

oc asks!

🍧 SHAVED ICE - do they still have any objects from their childhood? what significance does it have to them? what would their reaction be if they lost it?

hanan doesn't have many belongings left from her past because she lost most of it after her family moved away and she hasn't reconnected with them. the few things she does still have- mostly old pictures, some plushies, old clothes and cds she burned herself- are stashed away in a box somewhere in her apartment. she doesn't want to look at it anymore because the memories that come with it hurt too much, but she would be very upset if she lost all of it; maybe one day if she manages to find her family back she will be able to open the box again

🙊 SPEAK-NO-EVIL - what is something your oc will refuse to stay quiet about?

hanan is very reserved and tends to stay in her own lane. she mostly jumps in on conversations if she overhears someone having trouble with something she can help with or has knowledge on; or if it's close friends and they're talking about one of her interests. other than that she's more of a listener and prefers to sit with others and listen to their conversations :)

👑 CROWN - what does your oc want to be remembered as? why?

hanan would want to be remembered for her efforts. at some point after being rescued from arasaka by cassidy and seb, she starts showing signs of cyberpsychosis due to the amount of cybernetics and implants arasaka forced upon her in project cobra. it scares her, and luckily she manages to recover and is doing much better nowadays but especially during that time she worried she would never be the same again

because of that, she wanted to be remembered for her efforts at arasaka to help the test subjects she was forced to train. she was always kind to them and offered them the comfort arasaka wouldn't give them to try and make things easier for them, knowing there was not much else she could do to try and get them out of there. it's why in this edit i compared hanan to charon; she's essentially guiding the test subjects to their death since most of them died during testing, but if death is almost inevitable anyway wouldn't it be nice to have a hand to hold on the way there?