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#hes asking me to do things (sometimes wjrth him if he can do part of it) and i dokt have a break between then
quadraphonictypewriter
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3 years
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I am feeling very very stressed and overwhelmed and I just want to scream, it's like sensory overload but information overload at the same time. Task overload.
#i feel ashamed about it and thats why its hard to address it.
#because im overwhelmed from tasks. i dokt get to do things for me
#my boyfriend was sitting at the table and smoking while looking at stuff online. he kept talking to me about his finds
#but meanwhile i made a cake (which was my own birthday cake) and then cleaned up
#made bread dough and made supper. ate supper with him. then cleaned up again. made coffee and sat down
#only to be asked to look at stuff online. and then we had to go to bed to get up early today
#i barely sat down and it stresses me out
#but i feel so bad because he works all week in a shitty office job and i have housework but as soon as hes off the clock
#hes asking me to do things (sometimes wjrth him if he can do part of it) and i dokt have a break between then
#like today: i prepped the bread to bake and then did the dishes. i said i was miffed avout having to dishes to wash so early in the day
#he said -well its not so bad youll be done in a minute then make breakfast- like. yeah but IM the one making breakfast. so i have to BOTH
#and sometimes it gets so exhausting.
#he sleeps better than i do too. last night we went to bed at 10pm with the alarm set for 6:30am. he fell asleep at 10:05 but me at midnight
#i woke up at 2am to pee and then at 5:30am i wake up and so does he. i drink water and he goes to pee then asks the time
#when i told him he said -does it evsn make a difference if we get up now- so i went -absolutely it does. im sleeping-
#like!! you slept solid for 7 hours but i barely slept 5 hours tossing and turning
#the new pain meds are helping so my baseline pain is like 3 or 4 on a scale to 10 instead of being 6/10.
#but im still sore all the time and it flares up
#and I'm not sleeping well and i had to stopt therapy because of no in-person appointments. im struggling and its exhausting
#i appreciate everything that he does for us and i know he works so hard. but im struggling and its hard to admit it because i feel bad
#i feel bad because his work is hard too. sow why should i complain? im a housewife. but im a young woman and ive had years of struggle
#and im not completely out of it
#anyway. thats it for now
#kelly.tor
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