#hf.delete

[heavenfelll]

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My period is making me so fucking irritable. Every little thing is bothering me today.

WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU USING A GLASS PLATE TO CUT THINGS ON?!

the sound is setting me off is2g why tf would you not just use the cutting board we have?!

[heavenfelll]

Oof.

[heavenfelll]

Okay last post about all this....

My partner talked to her and apparently her and her husband aren't even coming to the wedding anymore so all of this BULL was for NOTHING. AND she didn't even bother to tell me they weren't coming.

So I would have been out a photographer....The gluten free food we special ordered would have been for nothing.

I'm so done with this person. fbnmujbvfdcvbghnjk

[heavenfelll]

I know no one cares, but I'm gonna talk about it more because there has been MORE shit and I need to get it out...

I asked if I could switch out some flowers and apparently she just straight up glued it all without asking me if the final look was okay. Don't get me wrong, it looks really nice...But it does not include any of the flowers I picked out in the pictures she sent ages ago. It's double the size of what I wanted. And now it has these stupid looking pearls I didn't even want on them. 🫠🙃

She's now throwing a pity party in her Instagram stories saying "she tries so hard to make people happy" blahblahblah.

This is the SAME person that said if I want anything changed about my wedding I should just do it, but the second I talk about making my own bouquet, she throws a tantrum...Like OKAY.

[heavenfelll]

Maybe one day my husband and I will be able to live with people that aren't so toxic...😞

[heavenfelll]

Well...

Everything is a bit too much today. Too loud, too heavy, just too much. 🫠

[heavenfelll]

Speaking of leaving comments...

I got so excited when I saw this yesterday...

Then I opened it and all it says is "update?" 🙃🫠🙃

[heavenfelll]

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After talking to multiple people, I've come to the conclusion that I'm not crazy for thinking it shouldn't take this long to make a bouquet...

[heavenfelll]

Oof....

Those "I feel so alone" thoughts sure are loud today...

[heavenfelll]

If this heatwave doesn't go away by tomorrow I'm taking all the stuff out of our fridge and living in it until it's over...

[heavenfelll]

"It's hot in here." YEAH NO FUCKING SHIT. Maybe if you'd let us use the fucking ac it wouldn't be so fucking hot. Wow mind blown, I know. 🙃🫠🙃

[heavenfelll]

can today 👉👈maybe👉👈 be over with?

[heavenfelll]

gbfghvbgnbg 🙃

I've been trying so hard to stay more positive and stuff, but once the weekend hits and everyone's home I feel like it always falls apart. 🙃

I don't need people leaning down to get in my face to speak to me like I'm a fucking child...

[heavenfelll]

Okay well since the new update is out I shall be heading out until I can experience the quest. See ya'll later.

Now go look at my Broly theme hehe

[heavenfelll]

oh okay...

Is this how today is going to be?

Woke up to blood EVERYWHERE. It even got on the floor. 😭 My periods are usually heavy thanks to my iud, but they haven't been this heavy in a LONG time.

At least I don't feel like shit though, I guess? That's one silver lining. I'm having very little cramps, my body doesn't feel dead...yet lol

[heavenfelll]

I'll probably delete this, BUT...

I really need to go through our wedding photo album on google drive, but every time hubs opens it and starts showing me pictures I absolutely hate how I look in literally all of them. 😭 I think I already posted the only ones I like and 😭

I really want to hang up a few, but god is it painful 😭 lolololol