#him going from carelessly seeking his own death to accepting all the broken fucked up pieces of himself and coming to peace with it all | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

mymarifae · 1 month

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sorry. aventurine got me

it was the "chasing after your past self (who loves you and wants to encourage you and ease all your fears) through an amusement park while your future self (who hates you and spends every second disparaging and tormenting you) follows close behind" sequence. two seconds into that and i knew i was doomed

#DRAGGING MY HANDS DOWN MY FACE. UGHHHHHHHHHH #when baby kakavasha told current aventurine his eyes are pretty right after we were treated to that flashback of him telling jade that #he'd gouge them out and sell them if he could. fml #FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#they did a REALLY good job with this guy. it came together really beautifully 🥹#him going from carelessly seeking his own death to accepting all the broken fucked up pieces of himself and coming to peace with it all #and realizing that just because everything ends with death doesn't make this world a pointless one #we can't change our final outcomes #but we can make lots of choices on our way to that final sleep... and create a magnificent journey full of precious memories #and that's the point of it all.#ahhhhhhhhhhhh

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