#honestly babes & girlies it's been really really rough lately.... lately as in the past 8 months
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thinking about becoming full of myself a little bit. i’ll keep u posted
#Sorry 2 anyone who saw me talking about wanting to go to the psych ward do u still think im hot#this was from a few weeks ago but i was looking thru my pics...#i think everyone should see me being pretty <3#honestly babes & girlies it's been really really rough lately.... lately as in the past 8 months#lost my job got diagnosed with ocd and realized its the reason i got fired#would make me late everyday bc I couldn't leave the house without compulsively doing my many routines to feel in control#sister knowingly gave me a covid scare on my bday. so i spent my bday not sleeping & having panic attacks#forgave her despite her being mad at ME for my reaction. turns out she's still mad & starting fights w/ family who talks to me#keep in mind she has health insurance gets pto for it while my partner doesn't & I thought they were going to die#& that we might lose the apartment#aaand losing my job + many covid scares has made me agoraphobic#working on that.#plus being without my adhd meds due to the shortage :-(#anyway just updating/venting ig… ily guys! <3#mine
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