#honestly just pretend you don't see this i'm venting and i think platitudes of any kind will just make me feel even worse | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

returntotheground · 1 year

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i keep thinking about how so many artists of all kinds find ways to make something beautiful out of all the terrible shit that's happened to them and i can't. i just fucking can't my creative drive has basically shut off and i don't know when or even if it will ever come back and it sucks i feel like i'm long dead and i'm only just catching up to that fact

#even at my worst i never stopped drawing and writing like my entire life i've been compelled to scribble on every piece of paper i've had #and now my hands are anchors. dead weight. if this is to be the rest of my life than isn't it already over?#i can take everything but losing my creativity i can't handle this #personal shit #honestly just pretend you don't see this i'm venting and i think platitudes of any kind will just make me feel even worse

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