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borathae · 2 years

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“Jeon Jungkook, lead singer and guitarist of The Beehives, just so happens to not only be a complete and utter heartthrob with his fans but he is also your sweet and amazing boyfriend of six months. After a successful gig in your campus’ local bar, you and him stumble home drunkenly and completely whipped for one another.

Alternatively: Jungkook has to learn the sweet way that his stage persona leaves his otherwise shy girlfriend all hot and bothered.”

Pairing: Amateur Rockstar!Jungkook x f.Reader

Genre: College!AU, established relationship!AU, Smut, Fluff

Warnings: subby switch!Jungkook, domish switch!Reader, so much kissing, unprotected sex but they are clean & on birth control, oral (m. & f.receiving), edging (m.receiving), face sitting, dirty talk, handjobs, spooning, creampies, multiple orgasms (f.receiving), they're in love you guys :(

Wordcount: 11.1k

a/n: This idea came to me one night. As of now, I only wrote really sweet stories with this couple and I wanted to showcase some of their hornier sides too. Now bear in mind, this is still incredibly sweet and lovely. I had a very good time working on it and I hope you will have a very good time reading it! 💜

You were out with friends tonight. Jisoo, best friend and official makeup artist of the night who spent an hour doing your look. She is currently at the bar getting drinks. Jimin, best friend of Jungkook and the campus' fuckboy. He is currently ogling Jisoo's butt. Taehyung and Hoseok, friends of Jungkook and Jimin and somehow they are not fuckboys. On the contrary both are very much waiting for the right one. And there was also supposed to be Namjoon with you, your friend from high school and currently very late. He texted you that public transport was terrible tonight.

You were a little pissed at first, but have already forgotten about it.

It is starting.

The lights turn off and the colourful spotlights turn on. The crowd goes silent, simultaneously turning to the stage.

It wasn’t a stage per say. More like an elevated sitting space. Around thirty square feet which one single step separates from the rest of the bar. On normal nights a set of three leather couches are standing around a black wooden coffee table. The table was covered in marker, cigarette marks and wet stains, while the couches were always slightly dirty. One of them even had a big hole in its dark blue leather from a drunk jock wanting to test out the sharpness of his pocket knife.

Tonight however, those couches and the table were pushed into one corner to make space for the band.

It just so happens that the band was none other than your boyfriend Jungkook and his friends. They had gotten that gig one month ago and had been practicing twice a week since then. Every Wednesday and Sunday at exactly seven.

"Ahem", Jungkook clears his throat right into the mic, "hi uhm it’s us", he laughs nervously, "the band."

The crowd, including you, chuckles fondly.

"I guess you already know that though", another laugh, "so we're just going to start. Hope you guys enjoy."

He turns to his bandmates and gives them a thumbs up. Yoongi, the pianist and official songwriter, counts to four and then starts the melody. The rest of the instruments follow. Jungkook has his eyes closed for now, swaying to the melody until it is finally his turn to sing.

You sadly don’t get to hear his start because Jisoo came back with the drinks and talked all up in your ear.

"It's starting. Your boy is singing."

"Ssssh", you hiss so aggressively she has to wipe one single droplet of spit from her cheek.

"Sorry, sorry", she says and giggles, exchanging a knowing look with Taehyung.

You are totally whipped.

Eyes all sparkly and blind to anyone except Jungkook. Lips parted to show the brightest and most stupid smile ever. Upper body all leaned forward to get closer to him.

You are completely and utterly whipped.

You don’t even get to notice the arrival of Namjoon, barely acknowledging his greetings with a half-assed wave of your hand while your eyes remain on Jungkook.

So Namjoon sits down silently once he has enriched himself with a drink, chatting with Hoseok about the terrible traffic.

It is barely an hour into the concert when you can’t take it any longer and you stand up from your very comfortable sitting place.

"Where are you going?" Jisoo asks you.

"The front, I want to dance", you tell her.

Jimin jumps up, "I'll join you."

"Me too", Taehyung says.

The others decline politely, explaining their reasoning with the game of cards they are currently playing. The loser has to buy everyone a drink, so the stakes were high.

You position yourself right in front of the stage. The band is currently taking a quick water break. Seokjin, the guitarist and another shared friend, also uses the opportunity to change his acoustic guitar to an electric one. You know what that means and it is the reason why you went to the front in the first place. Things are going to get wild now.

The band has many talents. They play slow songs mostly, the kind which lulls you into relaxation and makes you sway with a smile on your lips. Jungkook’s voice is beautiful and perfect for songs like this. But they had something louder to them too. It is why they are so popular. They start off slow but once halftime is here, they bring out their electric guitars and dish out their great variety of rock songs.

Jungkook's voice fits that genre so well, especially because he always likes to dress up for those occasions.

Now, one must mention that Jungkook is the comfiest and snuggliest man ever on normal days. He likes oversized shirts and soft cotton sweats. He likes keeping his hair unstyled - never messy though - for comfort reasons and he truly doesn’t want to flaunt his body shape for shyness reasons. Not when he is Jeon Jungkook, lead singer of The Beehives. It is all tight black leather pants and studded boots, mesh shirts and chunky jewellery, smokey eyes and neat hairstyles with him then. Tonight he also decided to wear a fake lip ring, matching in silver colour with the many rings on his fingers.

Quite honestly, you have been constantly feeling like swooning because of his looks.

Jungkook lifts his eyes from the sheet music and smiles.

"Hey", you say, giving him a wave of your hand.

Jungkook retorts it, "hey."

He is currently preparing his guitar as he needs it for the next two songs. He takes a step closer to you, lowering himself so you and him could talk comfortably.

"You're really great", you say, giving him the thumbs up.

"Thanks, so you like it?" he asks.

"So much, you’re so awesome."

It makes him smile even brighter before he has to lower his eyes in giddiness. You think that it is so amazing that Jungkook at his core never changes. No matter what type of clothes he wears or with how much confidence he performs his hobbies, deep down he will always stay the shy, humble sweetheart you love so much.

"I'm ready", Seokjin informs Jungkook.

The latter gives you one last smile and then steps back to the mic to speak again.

"You guys ready to fucking rock?"

The crowd screeches and with it you.

"Let's motherfucking go!" he yells into the mic and a second later the music comes in with loud drums and dirty guitar riffs.

Jungkook sings confidently, dancing and engaging with his bandmates while in front of him the bar and its guests were dancing and singing happily.

The party goes on for another forty minutes when Jungkook has to announce the official end of the concert. He is sweaty by now. It made the gel in his hair dissolve just enough that a few strands of his dark hair were hanging into his face.

"One more song!", you yell.

Jungkook looks at you and smiles. You retort it before continuing to chant. It begins with you but runs through the bar like a contagious disease and soon everybody is screaming for more.

The band gives it to you gladly and the next twenty minutes you spend dancing and singing and getting drunk on the music.

The encore stage ends with a slow indie song. Just Jungkook singing softly and Seokjin on the electric guitar. It is one of the band's most popular songs, courtesy of Yoongi’s genius mind, and people use whatever source of light they can find to paint a sky of stars in that little bar. Phones, lighters, matches and one drunk idiot who is using a candle from the tables. While Jungkook sings about finding love unexpectedly, the bar shines in dozens and dozens of lights for him. He doesn’t quite see it. They are more like blurry dots of light in the background while his eyes are solely focused on you.

The concert ends with the spotlights turning off and the roaring choir of cheers and applause. You know that the last rows can’t see what is going on on stage, but you are close enough to watch Jungkook and his friends give each other one tight group hug before the normal lights switch on again.

They say their thanks as the crowd pays their farewell with everlasting cheers.

Most stay by the stage when it is truly time for the band to leave. Seokjin goes to his girlfriend, who kisses him deeply. Jackson, the drummer and Jungkook's Taekwondo colleague, goes straight for your table where Namjoon is already waiting with a round of tequila shots for everybody. Sunmi, the bassist and Jisoo's major crush, disappears to the toilets but will join your table afterwards.

Yoongi and Jungkook leave together.

You greet them with a giddy smile, touching Jungkook's waist. He sweat right through his shirt, it lingers on your equally as sweaty palms.

"You were so amazing. I had so much fun", you say.

Jungkook runs his hands up and down your arms.

"So you don’t think I was too quiet during Mercy?"

"Not at all. You were all raspy and mysterious. It was kinda sexy", you confess and giggle shyly, "sorry, this was so dirty to say."

"No, it’s nice to hear", he says and blushes, "I kept looking at you. I love it when you dance."

Yoongi is chatting with Jimin and Taehyung. You and Jungkook follow them to your table.

"I was so into the music", you tell him and give his arm one major tight squeeze when nobody is looking.

In all honesty, you and Jungkook were terrible with skinship in front of your friends. You religiously like to hold hands or lock arms when you are on dates, but are completely weird about it once your friends are involved.

They knew that you and him were dating because you told them proudly, but skinship was just a whole new level of bravery neither one of you possessed.

So you stay a little tense in the company of your friends. You always sit next to each other of course and Jungkook has his hand on your thigh most of the time while you rest yours on top of his', but that is all they get from you.

Tonight is no different. You sit next to each other, Jungkook has his hand on your thigh while you hold his hand.

Conversation is about the amazing concert at first. The bandmates exchange their thoughts and ideas for improvement while the rest of you tell them how incredible they were. You share the terrible tequila and Hoseok gets another round despite your complaints. There are also many fans coming up and asking for an autograph or picture. Jungkook likes to say that they all get equal amounts of questions but you have to watch differently. He is a handsome man and a talented singer and that leaves many people swooning over him. He dismisses that love drunk admiration with a shy thank you each and every time.

"So are you single hun?" one of his admirers asks.

Jungkook laughs awkwardly, lowering his can of beer. You feel the need to touch his thigh.

"I'm here with my girlfriend, but you can have an autograph if you want", he says, still keeping friendly.

She eyes you and clicks her tongue.

"No thank you, bye", she mumbles and storms off.

"Awkward", Seokjin murmurs and laughs.

"Yeah, totally", you agree and pout.

Taehyung, who notices, reaches over to nudge Jungkook's arm.

"You gotta kiss your girlfriend now."

"W-what?" Jungkook stutters.

You feel your cheeks go up in flames in an instant.

"Yeah, Taehyung's right you guys gotta kiss", Jackson agrees.

"Totally. Gotta make sure that everybody knows you guys are a unit."

You and Jungkook exchange a look, both thinking the same thing. This is so public.

"Yes and besides, you guys have been together for half a year now and we haven’t even gotten one kiss", Sunmi joins in on the friendly teasing.

You giggle, Jungkook shakes his head.

"Come on guys, give the people what they want", Taehyung begs.

You and Jungkook look at each other, hearts beating uncontrollably fast.

"Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss", Jackson begins the chant and the rest of your friends join in soon enough.

So this is really happening.

Jungkook cups your cheek. The chant becomes louder. His eyes tell you the exact same thing you are thinking. I really want to do this, do you? You touch his neck.

"Kiss, kiss, kiss."

You lean in, close your eyes and kiss.

"Yaaaay!" "Finally!" "Let's goo!"

Your friends cheer and holler loudly. The bar is filled with those exact sounds all the time, so nobody really acknowledges it as something unusual.

You and Jungkook pull back with a giggle, eyes locked on each other and fingers a little shaky.

You just kissed in public.

Bear in mind, it was just lips on lips and only really lasted a second, but it was a kiss nonetheless and that is the most you ever did in public.

"You guys are so cute together", Jisoo gushes, caressing your back.

"Yeah totally, I’m happy you guys are finally a thing. Watching you pine over each other for two years was painful", Yoongi agrees.

"Oh god yes", Hoseok groans and rolls his eyes, "I've never met bigger oblivious idiots as you two."

You giggle and because the kiss made you feel brave, you hug Jungkook's arm and rest your head on his shoulder. This is something you would never ever do in front of your friends, but tonight you want to.

Jungkook looks at you with blushing cheeks, but doesn’t pull away because he loves the touch. Taehyung was right, it feels so epic to let everybody know you and him belong together.

"I can't believe that it took us six months to see you guys kiss", Jimin says teasingly, "you guys do kiss in private don't you?"

Your friends think it beyond adorable just how instantly flustered you and Jungkook become.

"Yes of course we do", Jungkook murmurs, playing with his rings.

"Oooh so cute", they coo and tease, smiling fondly when you and Jungkook look at each other all giddy and shy.

You and Jungkook take the night bus home together that night, sitting next to each other. There weren’t many people on the bus with you. A boy your age with earbuds in, two girl friends lost in conversation and the bus driver. You and Jungkook picked out a spot where you can sit next to each other.

Jungkook let you take the seat by the window while he took the one by the corridor, having one of his legs outside the footroom. He would never do that when the bus is stuffed, but because everybody had enough space and he needed that extra support with his wobbly drunk head, he allowed himself to manspread.

You have your head rested on his shoulder and your arms wrapped around him. Like this you are sharing warmth and you can smell his perfume. Sweet and really subtle. It suits him really well and you can’t help but snuggle your nose into his neck just for one quick sniff.

Jungkook sneaks a glance your way. He is flustered by the skinship.

"What are you doing?" he whispers his question because the bus is too quiet for normal conversations and he doesn’t want to disturb anyon.

"You smell so nice", you tell him equally as quiet and give him a drunk grin.

Jungkook blushes. You lean in and kiss him. Just once, a simple quick peck on his lips before you pull back again. Your eyes are big and sparkly, racing between his' to make out his reaction.

"Oh my god", he flusters, pulling away just to hide his mouth behind his hand.

"Did you like it?" you ask.

He nods his head vigorously and giggles. It makes you giggle too and then drape your arm around him.

Another kiss.

Just once, a big smooch on his cheek.

"___", he whispers, placing his arm around your shoulder, "we're in public."

"I know, it's just so nice to kiss you."

Your eyes meet and focus solely on the other.

"I was so nervous when they told us to kiss, but I'm not that nervous anymore now that we finally did it", you confess.

"Me too", he agrees, "I want to give you hugs in public and it doesn’t feel that scary anymore."

You agree with a nod and just one second later you and him lean in at the same time just to kiss.

It doesn’t stop. It continues. Slow and nothing more than lips dancing with each other. Jungkook has his arm around you while you touch his thigh. Your hearts are racing and your head is dizzy. This feels so nice.

"Acorn Road", the bus driver announces, forcing you and Jungkook apart.

"It's uh, it’s our stop", Jungkook whispers, voice slightly raspy.

"I know", you answer him breathlessly. You really didn’t want this to end so soon.

With heavy hearts you leave the bus, holding hands once outside.

The walk to your apartments is a little difficult tonight. With both of you just healthily tipsy, taking steps is hard and keeping balance is a challenge. But you have each other and that makes the journey already that much easier to bear.

"You were so amazing tonight", you tell him and kick a little pebble, "especially during Make Me Your Slave."

"You think so? Me and Jin hyung really nailed the guitar battle didn’t we?"

"Yes, totally. You were really hot."

"Oh", he laughs shyly, "thank you."

"Sorry, I’m so tipsy that I talk a lot."

"It's alright, I like it when you are like this", his eyes widen, "not drunk or something! Just cute. You’re cute right now", he makes sure.

You hide your face in his arm, "thanks", you murmur giddily.

You pass by your neighborhood's pharmacy and the new café which opened last month. Jungkook already took you on two dates there and both dates were very nice. They offer really yummy chocolate cookies, which you both really enjoy. It has already closed for the day, now passing you by unlit and empty.

The convenience store however was still brightly lit. Perfect. Jungkook had hoped that Misses Lee was still up.

"I'm kinda hungry", Jungkook says, "do you want to go for a quick snack?"

"Yes, of course", you say, gazing at him.

You will always say yes to an opportunity to spend more time with him.

It is a tradition of you and him that whenever you get drunk with your friends, you and Jungkook share some spicy ramen at the convenience store. Not only do they taste yummier when drunk, but it is also a really fun opportunity to sober up and chat with each other.

Jungkook holds the door open for you, greeting Misses Lee at the same time as you.

"Hello my loves", she greets you, standing up from her two seater to hurry to you. She studies you from head to toe.

Both of you dressed in black with smokey eyes and bold jewellery. You with your high heeled boots on and Jungkook with his black guitar case strapped to his back. This is a view she isn’t used to from her two favourite students.

"Look at you two. You look so not at all like yourselves tonight. Where are you coming from?"

"Jungkook's concert. He was really awesome", you explain proudly.

"Oh dear! And you didn’t even invite me?" she huffs out air, "now I am hurt", she says, clearly joking.

"I'm sorry Misses Lee, I’ll invite you next time", Jungkook says and gives her a polite bow.

"Of course, of course. Don’t you worry about it", she smiles, "you two go enjoy your food, I’ll be here watching my show."

"Thank you Misses Lee", you thank her and then make your way to the back of the store to your usual seat.

It was a small round plastic table with two plastic chairs. There were two other tables with chairs surrounding you and on one wall, a little kitchen with a water cooker, a microwave and a small side dishes bar was waiting to be used. While Jungkook is preparing your cup noodles, you fill a plate with side dishes. There weren’t many left tonight as the day was long already and many people used the kitchen, but they were enough for you and Jungkook to enjoy.

Jungkook joins you once the noodles are done, sitting down with a content sigh.

"I'll enjoy the food", he says and digs in.

"I'll enjoy the food", you say and begin eating.

Spicy and way too salty ramen tastes best when you are drunk. Tonight is proving it once again.

Neither you nor Jungkook are talking while you eat and that means the food is delicious. It is exactly what you and him needed after an amazing evening out with your friends. Sharing spicy noodles in your favourite convenience store. It's those little things which make your relationship just that much more exciting.

Jungkook finishes his ramen first, sipping on a sweet drink as he watches you eat.

"I haven’t told you yet, but I think you look really pretty tonight", he says, making you stop midchew.

"You think so?”you cup both your cheeks, “I don’t know what to think of the makeup, Jisoo did it. She said that it will make me look hot, but I think it’s way too much."

Jungkook shakes his head, "no, it’s perfect. You look really, really beautiful. I don’t wanna stop looking at you."

"Thank you", you murmur and giggle. His compliments will never cease to fluster you.

You gaze at his face. His makeup – just as yours – is already smudged and messy from time, dancing and being drunk. It suits him. Makes him look even more like your handsome rockstar.

"You are so handsome too."

"Thank you", Jungkook blushes.

"I think you’re always so hot when you’re performing. And the lip ring looks really good too."

"You think so? So it wasn’t cringy I did it?"

"Not at all. It really fits the look tonight. You look like a true rockstar."

Jungkook giggles and lowers his eyes, “thank you. Although I can’t wait to get out of the clothes. The pants are kinda tight around my balls, they’ve been forcing my boxers into my buttcrack the entire night”, he says, doing the very drunk thing of reaching inside his pants just to fix the massive wedgie he is sporting.

“You didn’t just reach into your pants in public did you?” you ask in a laugh.

Jungkook lets out an embarrassed laugh, looking behind his back to see if he was being watched.

“Why did I do that? I never do that”, he whispers, leaning over the table so you are able to hear him.

“You’re so drunk”, you giggle, pinching his cheek.

Jungkook blushes and leans closer. Like this you can feel his breath on your skin. It smells of booze and just a little bit like the ramen he just ate. His lips were also very red and puffy, courtesy of the spicy food. They look so tempting right now that all you can do is lean in and steal a kiss.

Jungkook gasps, but kisses you back instantly. Him bend halfway over the table and you with your fingers in his hair. You don’t see it, but Misses Lee is currently watching you with fond eyes. She had to watch you and him eat your ramen and gaze at each other longingly for almost three years now, so seeing you finally kiss fills her with so much excitement. Yes, she was not aware that you and him were actually already dating each other for half a year. She is definitely aware now and come tomorrow, everybody in the neighbourhood will know about it too.

Jungkook chuckles breathily, breaking the kiss but keeping his eyes closed.

“What’s gotten into you, baby?” he whispers, “that’s the third time you are kissing me in public.”

“I just…” you exhale shakily, twisting his hair to pull him closer, “…you’re so hot.”

Jungkook chuckles and pulls away in embarrassment. It makes you open your eyes. His cheeks are red and his eyes look left and right uncomfortably.

“Sorry, you’re right. We’re in public.”

“No, it’s uh..alright, just..shall we go home?”

“Yes, I think that’s a good idea.”

You leave the convenience store hand in hand, continuing your drunk journey home. The steep incline feels difficult to climb tonight, but you and Jungkook manage with the help of the other. Once you have reached the top, the fresh air and exhausting walk managed to clear your heads enough that neither you nor Jungkook feel dizzy anymore. Also the ramen most definitely started to work too, filling you with enough energy to take up the task of climbing the stairs.

"Do you think that Jisoo and Sunmi are finally gonna go out?” you ask him, “I think they are going to continue their gazing."

"But they chatted at the bar tonight. For an hour. That must mean something", Jungkook answers you.

"True", you squint your eyes in suspicion, "they did seem very fond then."

“Right? I think they’re gonna go on a date soon.”

“I still don’t think they will, they’re gonna pull an Us 2.0 and just pine for each other.”

Jungkook chuckles, squeezing your hand.

“But we somehow did it too, they’ll do it too.”

You agree with a laugh, “I guess.”

You have finally reached the top, now standing next to your shared flower pot.

“So we are here”, Jungkook says.

“Yup we’re here.”

“That was such a journey, wasn’t it? I feel really sober again.”

“Yeah me too, I think I sweat it all out, touch it”, you say and place his hand on your tummy.

“Oh that’s so sweaty”, he says and giggles.

“Yeah right? It’s so disgusting.”

He nods his head, but doesn’t pull his hand away, instead he runs it to your waist. The touch leaves goosebumps behind. His eyes run up and down your body, carrying a certain playful obsession in them.

"Hey, do you want to stay at my place tonight?" you ask him.

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Yes of course I wanna stay. Can you just give me twenty to wash up and put my guitar inside?"

"Sure, I’ll go wash up too. Just knock once you’re back."

"Will do", he says and disappears inside his apartment.

So do you, hurrying straight to your bathroom once you are out of your boots and jacket.

It takes you exactly twenty minutes to shower and wash your face, which leaves you hurrying to the door all stressed. Until you realise that you are dating Jungkook and he takes the longest showers ever. So you begin cleaning. Just a few touches here and there and also a quick moment of fluffing up the pillows. You also decide to light a few candles for romance reasons.

That is when Jungkook finally knocks. You open the door. His hair is freshly washed and his bangs are thoroughly combed, his face is vast of make-up and his once well shown off body is hidden behind a skyblue baggy shirt and checkered pyjama pants. That is the Jungkook you are so used to, your comfort, your home. He is also carrying a black toiletry bag filled with all the stuff he needs. He normally keeps it at your place, but took it with him last week to refill it.

"Did you get everything?" you ask him, meaning the bag, and step out of the doorway.

"I did, I hope I'm not too late. I'll put it back in the bathroom", he says, waddling to the bathroom.

"No, you’re just right", you assure him, "do you want some water?"

"Yes please. Should I help?" he calls out of the bathroom

"No, it’s alright."

Jungkook appears in the kitchen nonetheless, opening your snack cabinet. He gets on his tiptoes and begins looking.

"Do you still have the bbq bites?"

"No, because you’re always eating them without asking and then never put them on the grocery list."

Jungkook turns, giving you a boyish grin.

"If I ask you, do you have them then?"

"No?" you chuckle, "but nice try."

Jungkook huffs out air and pouts.

"I guess it’s alright, I've already brushed my teeth anyways”, he says and accepts the water.

He drinks it, so do you. He refills his glass and drinks it hungrily, ending it with a sigh.

“Performing always leaves me so thirsty”, he says and grunts, drying his lips with the back of his hand. He goes for a second refill and drinks it as he follows you to the bedroom.

"Do you wanna cuddle?" you offer.

"Yes, so bad", he says and nods his head vigorously.

You and him go straight for the bed. It is after all the most comfortable place to cuddle. And tonight Jungkook really needs it. He lies down with a loud sigh.

"I am so tired", he whines, stretching his limbs from his body like a starfish.

"Me too", you say, lying down and rolling closer to him. You collide with his side, resting your hand on his tummy and your cheek on his shoulder, "I haven’t danced that much in ages."

"I know, I saw", he smiles drunkenly and closes his arm around you safely.

You let your gaze linger on his face. Just an hour ago Jungkook looked like all those rockstar sexgods you always see in movies and now he looks so cute and innocent again. It feels so unreal.

Jungkook closes his eyes and breathes in deeply. He exhales and hums in content.

"This is heaven. Your bed is seriously so comfy", he sighs, "my next purchase is gonna be a bed too. My couch is giving me backaches."

"You can always come over and crash here", you murmur, rubbing your cheek against him to get all snuggly.

Jungkook grins, "neat."

You prop yourself up on your elbow, making Jungkook turn his head to you. He opens his eyes and smiles. The candles cast faint shadows on his face and make his skin appear golden. His eyes look so different now. So sweet and pretty, not at all mysterious and seductive as they did with the makeup on. Yet somehow that memory was still there.

The way they lingered on you during Wetter and Make Me Your Slave. The way they followed you through the room. How Jungkook lowered them playfully each time he sang into your direction. It left you with a certain tingle in your stomach.

The type of tingle only a kiss can satisfy. So you claim his lips in a kiss, forcing his eyes to fall closed and his fingers to find your hair.

You kiss for a long time, finally feeling comfortable enough to use not only your lips but also your teeth and tongue. It leaves Jungkook sighing for more, lips following your every movement hungrily.

This is the type of kiss you would never ever do in public and perhaps that is why it feels so special and exciting whenever you finally do it. This is your little secret. The thing only you and Jungkook will ever experience. A little treasure between you and him.

You sigh and drape your leg over his lap to get closer. Like this his hand slips down your back, now resting on the beginning of your butt. Warm and big, tracing the shape of you slowly. You can feel his body against your middle in this position. His hip bone digs into your inner thigh, his hip is rubbing against your core and your tummy is brushing against his ribs. He feels so amazing.

With a soft moan of his name, you kiss him even deeper, forcing Jungkook to mewl quietly. You are so eager in your kisses. Jungkook isn’t used to so much tongue from you. Now, he loves French kissing you, but tonight you are going all out.

Jungkook breaks the kiss in a shy laugh, licking his wet lips. He looks at you with sparkly eyes, trying to make sense of the emotion on your features. He lets out a breathy laugh, caressing your cheek.

“Are we not trying to sleep?” he asks.

“I don’t know, I just feel so hot.”

“Hot?”

You claim Jungkook’s lips as your answer, biting down until the sensation makes him mewl and even then you keep the pressure, pulling back until his lower lip slips from your teeth and bounces back into its original shape. He licks it, eyes racing between yours and breathing just slightly quickened.

Without saying a word, you close the distance and begin kissing his neck. You feel up his chest as you kiss him, basking in the way his nipples are so hard through his shirt.

Jungkook sighs and rolls his head to the side, closing his eyes. Your neck kisses are one of his weaknesses.

He smells so amazing tonight. His hair smells of his shampoo and his body of his bodywash and yet there was the faint hint of his perfume still lingering on his neck. It was barely there and could only really be taken in when you were close enough, but you smelled it, breathing it in until his scent replaced the air in your lungs. You moan and dance your lips down his jawline.

"Feels so good", Jungkook sighs and tilts his head back, revealing his vulnerable throat to you.

You claim it instantly, trailing kisses down and using your tongue to trace it on your way up. You feel his moan tickle the tip of it and the heavy swallow he does afterwards.

He is pressing his legs together, trying and failing to keep his cock from getting hard. You just feel way too good. Especially when you take hold of a bundle of his hair and use it to roll his head to the side. And especially when a second later he feels your soft lips trace kisses up and down the side of his neck.

He whimpers softly, rubbing his legs together. This is turning him on so much.

“Jungkook”, you sigh, dancing your lips to his ear, “can you be my slave tonight?”

Jungkook opens his eyes and props himself up on his elbows quickly. He is gawking at you, lips parted in surprise.

“What did you just say?” he asks in a soft voice.

You sit up and claim the emptiness on his lap. Jungkook gulps, rolling his hips up and failing. You are just inches away from where his cock is straining against his pants, but he can’t chase you as your weight prevents him from moving. This is making him just that tiny bit impatient and greedy for more.

"I wanna make you my slave tonight", you rasp, watching in hunger as Jungkook gulps.

You begin running your hands up and down his torso, starting at his lower stomach and going all the way up to his chest. You linger there for a moment, rubbing your warm palms over his sculpted pecs and teasing his clothed nipples in the process.

Jungkook arches his back, arms beginning to struggle just slightly.

“The way you looked in your clothes tonight”, you begin, drawing circles on his nipples with two of your fingers, “the way you looked at me all the time, the way you sang and danced and played the guitar. Jungkook, I’m so horny because of you.”

You pinch both of his sensitive nipples, grinding your pussy into his thigh at the same time.

"B-baby are you still drunk? It’s not, not like you to talk like this."

"I'm not drunk, I’m just so into you. You drive me insane when you're performing", you rasp and show him just how turned on you are with a grind of your hips.

Jungkook moans softly, dropping back into the pillows.

“Really, I’m so horny”, you rasp, shimmying down his legs just so you could take his cock out and wrap your lips around it.

Jungkook gasps in surprise, lifting his head to look at you. His eyelids flutter as he does, his brows furrow. This came as such a surprise. The most pleasant and amazing surprise ever, but it was still a surprise and Jungkook feels himself gasping for air.

You are looking at him, cheek puffed out by his cock and eyes so sparkly. He feels it move inside you, rubbing against the inside of your cheek. You are so warm and wet.

Jungkook lets out a grateful moan and reaches down to comb his fingers through your hair. He watches you rub your legs together at the touch and feels you moan against his cock.

With just a slight change of your position, his cock leaves the softness of your cheek and glides over your tongue, slipping further and further down your throat.

“Ah, god”, he moans, head falling back into the pillows and left leg bending at the knee. He pulls it up, feeling your hand run up and down his newly exposed thigh in an instant. First your hand and then your lips.

His cock, now slickened in your spit and tingling in the cold air, is being jerked off by your right hand, brushing against your neck every now and then. You give his inner thigh a soft bite, making his leg jerk up and with it his pants as well. They slip halfway up his cock, only your hand stops them from swallowing it whole.

You giggle, lifting your head. Jungkook gives you a lazy grin, trying his hardest to pull his pants down.

“Wait, I’ll take them off”, you say, hooking your fingers in the hem of them.

Jungkook lifts his hips and allows you, returning to his previous position once naked. You however don’t. You kiss his balls, sucking them between your lips.

“Ah”, he moans, “fuck.”

Your hand is running up and down his shaft, fingers squeezing his cockhead each time you reach it. You suck eagerly, eyes glued to his face and pussy soaking through your pants. You love his cock so much.

“Ah, ha”, Jungkook whimpers, throwing his arm over his eyes, "it's so good."

The slip is easier all of a sudden, supported by his slippery precum leaking all over your fingers. You go faster, jerking off his entire length while sucking his sensitive balls in and out of your hungry mouth.

Jungkook inhales sharply, tugging on your hair and bucking his hips up. His moans become raspier, louder, maybe just a little bit more desperate.

You change sides, sucking him happily all whilst swirling your tongue over his soft skin. It makes his voice crack and his back arch.

“Baby…”

Your hand is so wet, making the most sinful of sounds as it glides over his length. His tip is so hot and each time you touch it his cock throbs aggressively.

“Baby”, he moans and inhales squeakily, “ah baby.”

You release his balls with a bop of your lips, connecting your tongue with them promptly. You give him no time for catching his breath, dragging your tongue up his throbbing vein until you have reached his leaking tip. It tastes like him and that distinct salty goodness of his precum. You lick it off happily, letting it coat your tongue until he is clean. You wrap your lips around him and sink down as far as you can go.

Jungkook shudders uncontrollably, scratching his nails over your scalp as he tries to grab for more of your hair. There is a certain breathiness in his sounds, filled with the desperation of having to keep breathing when all he wants to do is choke on the pleasure. Every now and then he falls completely silent, breathing through his nose until his lips fall open again and he is left taking squeaky gasps through his mouth.

You let your left hand disappear under his shirt, looking for his nipple and finding it soon. It hardens under your touch.

“Ah, mhm, ah, fuck…me”, Jungkook moans and gasps for air, “ah baby, ah.”

His length throbs inside of you. You swallow right around him, allowing his excitement to run down your throat. It is a difficult task keeping the current tempo going, especially when Jungkook begins squirming beneath you, twisting your hair almost painfully. But you try your hardest to control the situation, massaging his balls in your right hand while tickling his other nipple out of hiding.

Jungkook squirms more. His left leg, once bent by the knee, brushes against your side on its desperate journey to find new support. He finds it and bucks his hips up, forcing you to gag around him.

You don’t let it distract you, allowing your spit to run down his shaft and using it to massage whatever parts your mouth currently can’t pay attention to. You move slowly, letting his length glide over your tongue. Jungkook bucks his hips up a second time, forcing his cock down your throat and a yet another gag to slip past your lips.

“Kook”, you giggle, “you’ll make me gag if you keep moving like that.”

He looks so completely ruined by now. Bangs a mess from resting his arm on them, cheeks flushed and lips puffy from biting them. His eyes are also glowing in arousal, gazing at your glistening lips.

“Sorry, it just feels so good", he whispers, "can I do something too?”

“No.”

“What? No?” he asks in a chuckle.

You bite his inner thigh and suck on it, forcing Jungkook’s laughter to cut off abruptly. You suck harder.

“Oh, ah”, he gasps and grunts, “that-that…stings, ah.”

You release him with a moan, staring at the hickey with hungry eyes. Jungkook gulps, looking at it with blown-out pupils. This is the first time you are giving him a hickey on his inner thigh.

Your eyes meet.

“You’re my slave, Jungkook and I want to use you tonight", you rasp and take his cock back inside.

You keep it pressed to your tongue, fucking your head up and down on him and making his frenulum grind over your soft tongue repeatedly.

Jungkook is dizzy. First you are giving him a hickey, then you are calling him your slave and now you are sucking his cock like you have never sucked him off before. Whatever was in his performance tonight, it turned you into a completely different woman and Jungkook has to learn the sweet way that all he gets tonight is your warm mouth and your fingers exploring his favourite spots while he has to lay there for you and moan.

You pinch his nipple before rolling it between your fingers. Jungkook moans shakily, feeling the sensation all the way down in his cock. It makes your mouth feel a million times better.

Your hand is making his shirt slip up his stomach. It calls your attention, forcing your lips from his cock so they can explore his abs instead. Jungkook mewls and sighs, hating and loving the new sensations at the same time. He hates them because his cock feels so goddamn needy for more of your mouth and he loves them because his stomach is so sensitive and your kisses leave him seeing stars.

“You’re my sexy slave”, you rasp, “all mine, you’re all mine.”

You seal your promises by sucking on the skin of his lower stomach until a dark purple bruise has formed. Jungkook chases you when you release him, exhaling shakily.

"Say it for me", you stress.

"I'm yours", Jungkook sighs, "all yours."

"Yes, all mine."

You wrap your lips around his cockhead and suck with such vigour that your cheeks fall in.

Jungkook whines pathetically loudly, arching his back and grasping the edge of the pillow. The sound of your otherwise so quiet and reserved boyfriend goes straight to your core. You rub your legs together, wishing for more friction while sinking down on his cock.

He is writhing so much. His hips are restless, chasing your addictive warmth and feeding you more of him in the process. You know that this is a reaction he is unable to stop and yet tonight you feel the need to remind him that he has to behave.

You pinch his nipple, squeezing the base of his cock at the same time.

"Baby, I’m gonna cum", he chokes out and groans.

You suck harder and harder.

Jungkook shakes more and more.

"Wait, stop I'm g-gonna cum", he squeaks and grabs a big bundle of your hair.

You encourage him with a moan, paying special attention to his tip. You suck it and lick it.

"Ah", the sound is so loud that Jungkook throws his hand over his mouth in embarrassment, "babyimgonnacum", he presses out in the smallest of voices, tensing every muscle in his trembling body.

One last suck and a flick of your tongue is all Jungkook needs. You however slip off before giving it to him, watching in bliss as his cock throbs and twitches.

"No, oh god...no", Jungkook mewls, kicking the sheets so harshly he manages to kick off the corner of your blanket. It is now tangling over the edge of the bed alongside your feet.

You stop his squirming legs, running your palms up and down his inner thighs. The muscles are tense, feeling harder than they do on his relaxed days. And that says something because Jungkook's perfect legs feel hard and tense on his relaxed days. Yes, you are very obsessed with them and you spend many hours sitting on them while you and Jungkook are doing your tasks.

You leave one hickey on his right thigh then kiss your way up his torso until you are on eye level with him. He is looking at you, sweaty and completely out of breath.

"What the hell baby?" he squeaks.

You grin goofily.

"You edged me", he whispers.

"I know", you giggle, scrunching your nose up, "I always wanted to try this. Is it good?"

"No, it’s awful. I wanna cum", he whines, making you laugh.

"I love you Kook."

"I love you too ___, but oh my god please make me cum."

You cackle ungracefully and squish his cheeks between your hands.

"You're so cute, I love you so much. Oh god Kookie", you laugh, shaking his head softly.

You kiss to seal the promise, not for long as you feel too restless to wait any longer. You break the kiss and touch his cock, making him inhale sharply and his hips roll into your touch. Slow and steady you run them up and down his length, rolling your thumb over his frenulum each time you meet it.

"Yes...oh wow", Jungkook sighs, gripping the edge of the pillow and arching his back all while you tower over him and look into his eyes.

"Does it feel good?"

"Yeah, it’s amazing", Jungkook sighs and groans, closing his eyes, "baby that’s the spot."

"Right there?" you ask, jerking off his cock right where his tip begins.

"Right there. Yes, there. Right there."

"Jungkook I'm so horny", you press out and inhale shakily, "you're so hot."

Jungkook wanted to open his eyes, but ends up squeezing them closed instead, hips rolling into your hand. You speed it up for him, using his newly spilled arousal as your lube.

"Baby, my sweetie, holy shit you’re-", he throbs in your hand, "-so good."

"You're such a sexy slave", you rasp, going so fast that Jungkook's legs are shaking uncontrollably and his fingers almost rip the pillow. You don’t even notice that you do, too mesmerised by Jungkook's face and how it contorts in pleasure.

"You're making me", a squeak interrupts him, "cum."

"Now?"

"Mh-hm yeah, yeah. Now, soon, now. Okay yeah now, now oh-" he rips his eyes open, "no baby why? Baby back please back. Please, please, please. Back."

You smirk and shake your head, tracing his tensed abs and basking in his restless legs.

"Why are you so mean?" he whines and pouts sadly.

"I'm not", you insist, giggling when this makes Jungkook pout even harder. You hide your mouth behind your hands and tilt your head to the side, eyes sparkling brightly, "you're cute."

He huffs out air, "you can’t woo me with sweet words."

You giggle and smooch his cheek. Your hand returns to his cock, running up and down his sensitive shaft and massaging his heated tip.

It elicits the sweetest of sighs from Jungkook. His eyes fall closed and his lips part in quick pants for air.

"Can you do something for me?" you ask, eyes glued to his pleasure contorted face.

"Yes of course, what do you need?" Jungkook sighs, peeling his eyes open.

"No, keep them closed and don’t peek."

“Okay? Uhm”, he squeezes them shut, “like this?”

“Mh-hm, now..no peeking.”

“Yeah, okay…” he sighs, sounding just slightly desperate as you retreated your hand just this moment. He waits for you to do whatever you need to do, running his hands up and down his torso mindlessly. He hears the ruffling of sheets, the shuffling of clothes, the squeak of your bed frame. Then he feels the pillow dent on each side of his head.

"Open your eyes."

Jungkook opens them, meeting not your face as he had expected but your pussy.

"Baby holy shit…wow", he laughs in disbelief, running his hands all over your hips and ass.

"I'm feeling very adventurous tonight and you are tired so I thought you can relax back and I do all the work. Do you-“, you fluster slightly, “-do you like it?” you ask him quietly.

"Yes, I do. It's amazing, it’s so hot. Oh my god, baby I wanna get lost in you", he rasps, opening his mouth to welcome your pussy.

You lower yourself with a sigh, gasping a second later when the warmth of his tongue runs over your pussy in slow, steady licks.

Jungkook has his eyes locked on your face. They look so sparkly, so devoted to you. You can only keep the eye contact for a few seconds and then it gets too much to bear and you have to look away.

You have never let him eat you out like that. You straddling his face, completely naked. This is something that requires way too much confidence from you, which as of recently you didn’t possess. Quite frankly, you still don’t possess it. So it is as much of a surprise to you as it is to Jungkook that you finally – finally – feel comfortable enough to give his face a ride.

Jungkook is not going to complain. He has been dreaming of this moment for forever.

"That actually", your lips curl into a blissed-out smile, "feels really good."

Your eyes fall closed and your body falls into the sensations completely. You are drowning in them and you do nothing against it. Let them swallow you, let his loving touch and his warm mouth consume you whole. You are so ready.

"Ah, Kook", you moan breathily.

Jungkook is swirling his tongue over your clit, massaging your buttocks at the same time. Like this he can feel you tense while tasting how much sweeter you become as the seconds turns into minutes.

"Ah, oh, Kook, do that please do that", you press out, looking for his hair and finding it. You comb your fingers through it repeatedly. It is so soft on your skin.

Jungkook is feeling dizzy. You are glowing. Your touch feels so good. He continues the slow flicks through your folds, basking in the shy moans you let out. Your lips look so pretty like this. All puffy from kissing and now parted in bliss. Jungkook is feeling himself get obsessed with the view. He moans against your pussy and begins tracing your clit.

"Wow", you let out and laugh softly, "wow, oh wow."

"Like it?" he asks and returns to his spot. Slow, calculated circles on your clit and soft moans to show you how into you he is.

"Yes", you press out.

"Good", Jungkook murmurs against your pussy, basking in the flinch you do because of it. He squeezes your buttocks and makes a sound again.

"Ha-ah", you let out, body trembling.

Jungkook wraps his lips around your clit and makes another sound.

"Kook", you keen, collapsing with the headboard. Your left arm is holding you up, your forehead is resting against it. Like this Jungkook has the perfect view of your boobs. He has to reach up and touch them.

You exhale shakily, growing wetter on his tongue. Now you are having Jungkook fondling your breasts and massaging your buttocks while his lips are sucking on your clit. You wouldn’t have been able to dream this up in a hundred years and yet here you are and it feels incredible.

"Don't stop, please", you mewl, legs shaking and stomach tensing. He is so warm, his touches are so tender, his hair is so soft. You love this. You love this so much.

Jungkook releases your clit with a moan, "never", he flicks his tongue up and down your terribly swollen bundle of nerves. He goes fast, makes the sweetest of sounds all while his eyes are racing over your body.

You twitch and tremble, squeezing his head with your thighs just once. It makes him squeak and for his mouth to wrap around your pussy hungrily. He sucks and moans, he licks and groans, he slurps and whimpers. This is his favourite meal.

"Jungkook please oh my god…"

"Mhm, baby", his voice is muffled by pussy. He squeezes your left breast one last time then dances his warm palm to your right side. Your nipple hardens instantly, getting played with by Jungkook's fingers. He can feel how this sends an uncontrollable shudder through your body. You are also soaking his chin with your juices and every now and then Jungkook can taste it on his tongue. You taste so good. Especially tonight. Especially when had to look at you during the entire concert with the thought that you were ruining his sanity. He is so attracted to you tonight. He is always attracted to you, but tonight there is just that extra little flutter in his lower stomach that makes him want to make you cum over and over again.

Jungkook loves when you touch him and play with him and make him cum, but he loves it even more when the roles are reversed. Making you feel nice, making you moan and smile and sigh his name, making you cum feels a hundred times better to him. He sometimes jokes that he wouldn’t mind if the sex you and him had was solely him making you feel nice, but you deny that request passionately and with the reason that you also wanted to make him feel nice.

"Ah! Oh...again", you beg, pressing your hips down just slightly.

Jungkook moans and sucks on your pussy until you flinch with a gasp. You laugh shyly and twist his hair.

"Again please."

Jungkook sucks and sucks, going dizzy at your taste and going even dizzier when you flinch and gasp.

"Sensitive…" you whisper and shudder, "Koo, I’m..sensitive."

"Mhhm, baby", he sucks on you one last time, feeling you tremble and your thighs close around his head again. He releases you with a slurp and then begins flicking his tongue over your clit, groaning upon feeling how swollen he had gotten her.

"Kook", you squeak, hiding your mouth behind your hand, "oh my fucking god", your voice is muffled, but Jungkook heard it nonetheless and it spurs him on to do better, to make you cum just like this.

And he seems successful. You fall silent and begin holding your breath with each inhale you do. You also begin twisting his hair and your thighs are twitching. Jungkook knows what that means. You are going to cum.

He moans and squeezes your breast. His tongue works tirelessly, his chin is getting soaked.

"Kook", you gasp and hold your breath again. Your nose scrunches up.

Jungkook squeezes your ass and moans. Oh how the vibration of it makes you tremble.

"Kook, Kook, Kook", you chant and squeak, "Jungkook."

You groan and then you feel that knot in your stomach loosen in an explosion of electricity and warmth. You are wheezing for air, almost crushing his head between your legs and if Jungkook wasn’t supporting you, you would probably smother him in your pussy. Orgasms on his tongue feel so fucking good. They always manage to make you shake out of complete control. And once you come down, you feel so drained that you have to drop on the mattress and gasp for air.

Jungkook rolls to his side and props himself up on his elbow. He wipes his mouth and chin with his hand, licking it clean afterwards.

"That was hot", he says.

"Yeah…"

"Did you like it?"

"Yeah…"

"Me too, I loved it."

"Hah, yeah."

Jungkook scoots closer and bites your shoulder softly.

"Ah, don’t bite me", you gasp, doing nothing to shake him off.

Jungkook releases you with a sigh and then nudges your cheek with his nose. It is sticky in your juices. Then he bites you again.

"Not my cheek", you whine.

Jungkook sucks on your cheek softly and releases it with a quiet bop. He cackles sheepishly, but touches you in ways which let you know that this is him being so completely derailed in horniness that he has fallen back into his animal state. Jungkook is currently asking for a fuck with those bites and so you turn your head to face him.

"Do you want to fuck me?"

"Yes", he rasps, rolling his hips into your leg to show off his hard cock.

"Spoon me", you order and then roll to your side so your back would be facing him.

Jungkook snuggles closer, cradling you in his strong arm and nuzzling his nose into your cheek.

"Sweetie, I love this position", he whispers in a sigh. His cock is rubbing against your buttocks, soiling your skin with his precum.

"Me too", you say and lift your leg for him, pulling it to your chest. Like this your pussy is bared to his length, allowing his cockhead to grind through your folds and rub against your sensitive clit. You moan and shiver. This feels so sensitive, makes your pussy feel so wet and warm.

"Holy wow, you’re so wet", he moans, reaching down to press his tip against your entrance without slipping in. Just nice pressure, riling you up for what was to come, "can I? Please, please?"

"Yes, slip in", you sigh, rolling your hips back.

Jungkook slips in with little resistance, getting swallowed by your hungry walls. You feel every inch of him and it feels like only gasping for air could make it bearable. He is finally with you again. Finally you have him as close as he can get.

"Holy fuck...baby", he groans, taking you back into his arms to hold you against his chest, "does it hurt? How are you?"

"It feels so good, please move baby", you mewl, wiggling your ass until finally he begins rocking back and forth, forcing a moan to slip past your lips simultaneously.

He is so close in this position. Every inch of your body feels his skin, his warmth and presence. You feel his heart race and how his stomach tenses and relaxes in the movements. You feel his cock slip in and out of you, rubbing against your favourite spots because this position allows it to happen naturally. You feel his breath tickle your skin and feel his legs rub against yours. The best sensation were his arms however, how they held you safely and kept you feeling so protected. When you are like this, in his strong arms as his length rocks back and forth inside of you, nothing can hurt you.

"That feels like...holy fuck...baby, that feels like heaven", Jungkook moans shakily.

"Yes it does...it does so much", you answer him with your eyes closed and your body floating on warmth.

You reach behind yourself and begin playing with his hair. You turn your head just enough to look at him. His eyes are half-lidded, focused on your face and sparkling in the candlelight.

"You fuck me so good", you sigh.

"Mhhm", Jungkook lets out, having to squeeze his eyes shut, "baby…"

"Oh!" you gasp, clenching around him. He has just let his hand disappear between your legs, now rubbing your clit.

"Yes Kook", you squeak, burying your face in the pillow. You resort to moaning afterwards, thanking the pillow for muffling your voice. You are so shameless tonight. You would never be that loud on normal days. Not only because your apartment's walls are terribly thin, but also because you are too shy to be loud. Tonight you can’t help it. He fucks you so good.

Jungkook buries his face in your hair and joins you. His noises are significantly louder than yours, your hair does a terrible job at muffling them. He just can’t stop them. You edging him left him so sensitive. Jungkook is sure that he has never felt that hard and swollen before.

"I can't get enough of you", he mewls, "baby, why are you so addictive?"

"Kook…" you sigh and tighten around him. His touch is like ecstasy, his cock feels so heavenly. You are burning up, getting swallowed by the sensations willingly.

"Is it good for you?" he asks, timing the slow thrusts of his hips with the rolls of his fingers.

"So good, you'll make me cum", you moan and arch into him.

"That's hot, tell me when", he rasps and continues his slow movements.

He has no stress right now. This is your shared moment and Jungkook doesn’t want to rush it. He will fuck you as slow and deep as he is fucking you right now for as long as you need him to. He may be terribly close to his high already, but Jungkook is a master in holding back. He wants to bask in you, wants to go with you on your journey to your high.

"Almost there, please just like this…" your voice is pitched in pleasure, your fingers are squeezing the pillow, you are so wet around him.

Jungkook moans your name and obeys. He keeps his hips just like this, flicks his finger over your clit just like this, kisses your neck just like this.

"Wow, soon, ah Kook", you begin panting, squeezing his cock so tightly Jungkook is fearing for his sanity.

"Cum for me, baby", he whispers sweetly, pushing you over the edge in the gentlest of ways

He holds you as you tremble, he kisses you as you float on your high and moans as you gasp his name over and over again. He allows you the moment or two of calm after your high, having to swallow down his sobs of desperation because all he wants to do is fuck into you and cum.

"This was amazing", you sigh and snuggle back into him, shifting his length inside of you in the process.

Jungkook groans and tenses.

"I wanna cum", he presses out, "tell me where."

"Inside, I wanna have your cum tonight."

"Oh god", he sobs desperately, "are you sure? I won’t be able to hold back."

"Yes Kook, cum inside of me", you allow him and stick your ass out.

"Fuck", Jungkook squeaks and begins moving. Slow and tentatively to make sure you aren’t hurting. You are so tight from your high, Jungkook is going insane.

"Faster."

"Really?"

"Yes, make yourself cum", you beg so sweetly Jungkook feels his stomach tighten.

"Baby", he growls and then grabs your hips harshly. He doesn’t hold back anymore. This is his time right now. This is his chance to be selfish, to use your sweet pussy as his way to get off and he is fucking living it. His thrusts are hash, deep and oh so fast. His grip is strong, his hot breath is swirling over your neck in quick pants and deep growls. The bed is squeaking and croaking, shaking so violently it forces the headboard to hit the wall in sync with his thrusts.

"Holy fuck, yes baby, yes", he grunts, voice deep in arousal, "say my name."

"Jungkook, ah ah Jungkook", you are reduced to whimpering his name and pulsating around him. This feels so fucking good for you.

"Yes", Jungkook growls with gritted teeth and begins faltering in his movements.

"I'm gonna fucking explode, baby", he pants, thrusting way deeper than he does fast, "I'm actually gonna fucking explode."

"Do it, cum for me", you wail.

"___, baby", he croaks and then his hips still. While his hips are still, his cock is throbbing inside of you, shooting his creamy cum up your pussy and coating your every inch with it. He is growling deeply, sounding so not at all like your sweet boyfriend. Oh, how you are floating on the sensations.

"Fu-uck", he chokes out and then collapses on the mattress. He squeaks and cradles you in his arms, pulling you against him, "baby, my baby", he whimpers, kissing your hair repeatedly, "my baby, my ___, my baby."

"Kookie", you sigh, snuggling into him, "I feel so good."

"Me too baby, me too. I feel so good", he whispers shakily, kissing your cheek over and over again.

You giggle and squeeze his lower arm to your chest. Like this your cheek is resting on his hand.

"Oh ___, my baby", Jungkook sighs and snuggles into you. He is relaxing, becoming softer and warmer, "how was this? Was I too rough?"

"No, you were really hot", you assure him and giggle, "you normally aren’t like this."

"I know, I don’t know what happened there. You just felt so good", he says and rocks back and forth, "you still do", he whimpers, squeezing your body.

"Oh? You’re still really hard", you whisper, curling your toes because his movements feel really nice. His cum makes the slip feel so much easier and warmer.

"Yeah", he sighs and kisses your cheek until you turn your head and he can kiss your lips instead. Just for a little, just so his small movements feel even better. You break it with a sigh, looking into his eyes.

"I should go pee", you whisper.

"Not yet baby, not yet", he lulls and cradles you safely, "one more baby, please."

"Okay", you answer him and then close your eyes, "one more."

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Hi friends, this is for everyone who reads my mxm fics 🙏🏽

I joined an event on AO3 that encourages writers to finish at least one active WIP by the beginning of October. Those who know the truth about me know I have many unfinished series already posted on AO3 and many upcoming fics I've signed up to write for fests. This event will help me complete my unfinished series since it gives me a hard deadline, and I work best under pressure.

Anyway, please vote for one of my unfinished series to prioritize. The summaries, moodboards, and poll are under the cut so you can make an informed decision 😌 I'll eventually crosspost all these fics on Tumblr.

Disclaimer: This poll only includes the WIPs I'm okay with finishing later in the year. For example, I want to finish "Keep Singing This Lie" before October, so it's not part of the poll.

cosmic collision

A responsible weedman, Yoongi always tests out new marijuana strains before selling them to his customers. When his supplier offers him a new strain, Cosmic Collision, Yoongi is eager to try it. What he doesn't expect is the alien that comes with it.

○ Pairing: Weedman!Yoongi x Alien!Jungkook

○ Genre: Supernatural, humor, 420 blaze it

the flower knight

A disciple of the Mugunghwa Temple, Yoongi has lived a pious life free of the vices of the outside world. That is until the temple must become a safehouse for wounded soldiers when war breaks out, and Yoongi catches the eye of a certain military commander.

○ Pairing: Soldier!Taehyung x Healer!Yoongi

○ Genre: Historical fantasy, pistilverse, forbidden love

i always thought we could be perfect

It would be Jimin's luck that the first time he sees Hoseok nearly a year after their break-up is to get tattooed by him.

○ Pairing: Tattoo Artist!Hoseok x Jimin

○ Genre: Tattoo shop au, exes to lovers

love galore

Law student Taehyung is determined to fight for the rights of hybrids in a corrupt world. Little does he know that the adorable bunny he adopted is a hybrid wary of humans.

○ Pairing: Human!Taehyung x Hybrid!Jungkook

○ Genre: Hybrids, strangers to lovers, law school au

trying my best

Forced to attend Alcoholics Anonymous by his manager, Yoongi, a washed-up frontman recently kicked out of his band, struggles to come to terms with the fact that he needs help. Jungkook doesn’t know much about music but knows how to be a good sponsor.

○ Pairing: Rockstar!Yoongi x College Student!Jungkook

○ Genre: Rock band au, Alcoholics Anonymous, hurt/comfort, recovery

witches & devils

Yoongi has a habit of getting himself into trouble, and Jimin is exceptionally good at mending wounds.

○ Pairing: Vampire!Yoongi x Witch!Jimin

○ Genre: Fantasy, enemies to lovers, idiots to lovers, humor (?)

#this post is really long i'm sorry #just a warning #jai polls #fic update

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taegularities · 1 year

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evermore | ot7 | masterlist (m)

“And when I was shipwrecked, I thought of you. In the cracks of light, I dreamed of you.”

Tales of love as emotions fall apart and grow; vanish and reappear; laced with pain and unadulterated devotion. Friendships, affairs and realisations always linger – now and forevermore.

➳ pairing(s): member x female reader

➳ rating: 18+

➳ genre: slice of life; fluff, angst, smut

➳ status: ongoing

➳ current word count: will be added as we go!

MAIN MASTERLIST | WIPS

if walls could talk | knj

Namjoon’s poisonous looks have been piercing you since the day you were introduced to him – by now, everyone knows about the distaste you harbour for each other. If only they knew about the secrets veiled behind your frowns, too.

» pairing: producer!namjoon x reader

» genre: enemies to lovers; fluff, smut, crack

» read here!

downbeat | pjm

At first, it’s just your voice and the singing sessions online. Then, there are pictures of tender eyes and a fond smile. And when renowned vocal coach Park Jimin meets you face to face, you sweep him off his feet with more than just the melodies you sing.

» pairing: vocal coach!jimin x reader

» genre: strangers to lovers; fluff, smut

» read here!

melodrama | ksj

When you met him first, love gained a new, mesmerising meaning; dizzying emotions you couldn’t quite fathom. When did those sparks fade? When did you start disappearing? For the life of him, he can’t remember – but you think you can.

» pairing: actor!seokjin x reader

» genre: marriage au; angst, fluff, smut

» read here!

paramour | jhs

Hoseok is lucky enough to enjoy every moment of his existence on and off stage. Money, fame, looks – when they say a rockstar truly has it all, they mean it. And then there’s you, the softest spot in his life, plagued by insecurities when the world starts barging into your relationship.

» pairing: rockstar!hoseok x reader

» genre: established/secret relationship; angst, fluff, smut, crack

» read here: pt1 | pt2

cotton candy | kth

Friendships tend to fall apart. The first love fades, people walk away, breezy summers pass within a fleeting moment. Kim Taehyung however – he never does. His cotton candy touch, the late night summer hugs... your feelings for him linger, no matter how much your lives change and shift.

» pairing: photographer/model!tae x reader

» genre: 90s au, childhood friends to lovers; angst, fluff, smut

» read here!

run like a river | myg

The days of him being a worldwide star might have battered his soul, but he’s finally back home again. And you? Still here; still as enchanting as ever.

» pairing: retired artist!yoongi x reader

» genre: exes to lovers; angst, fluff, smut

» read here!

timbre | jjk

You carve your name into Jungkook's mind with constant affection and care, and he keeps hoping that both your hearts beat in unison, synchronised and wild. But in reality, it’s only ever him who falls – you're as still as time... until, you're not.

» pairing: singer!jungkook x reader

» genre: best friends to lovers; angst, fluff, smut

» read here: pt1 | pt2 | pt3

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jeonjcngkook · 2 years

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Can’t Be Tamed - A BTS Rockstar Collab

You’ve heard of the phrase ‘sex, drugs and rock n roll’. We’ve all been told to ‘work hard and party harder’.

Here, you will find a collection of stories from seven wonderful writers who explore and share the behind the scenes to notoriously reckless band Dark & Wild, who do anything they can to take those expressions to the grave ‒ all whilst cementing themselves in rock history as one of the most hedonistic bands that ever lived.

Coming to you this summer on their highly anticipated Can’t Be Tamed tour that is bound to be a show that one will never forget. So, lace up your Doc Martens, grab your tickets and get front row for the tour of a lifetime.

➳ Title: Very Bad Behavior ‒ @kookdiaries

➳ Pairing: guitarist seokjin x bartender reader

➳ Genres/AUs: rockstar au, one night stand au, smut

➳ Summary: Drugs, sex, and rock & roll ‒ three things you decided a long time ago to stay far far away from. Yet, when a vaguely familiar face leaves you intrigued after work one night, you might just have to find out for yourself how good that very bad behavior can be.

[TAKE THE STAGE]

➳ Title: Not To fret ‒ @jimilter

➳ Pairing: guitarist yoongi x non-fan reader

➳ Genres/AUs: biker yoongi, strangers to lovers au, humor, fluff, smut

➳ Summary:

When you heard that your high school crush made it big after going to college in the city, you didn't think it meant this big — so big he's got one groupie sucking his face and another sucking his neck, in a coffee shop. Ashamed of how your heartbeat still trips despite the disgusting sight, you are pulled out of your self-loathing by a handsome, silver-haired stranger in a sexy leather jacket. Needless to say, Min Yoongi's Harley isn't the only thing you are riding tonight.

[TAKE THE STAGE]

➳ Title: Your Emotions Are Imitations ‒ @yeoldontknow

➳ Pairing: lead singer hoseok x photographer reader ➳ Genres/AUs: exes to lovers au; angst; romance

➳ Summary: No one believes you when you tell them you shot the cover and photo booklet for Dark & Wild’s mercury prize winning debut album. No one believes you until you show them your name on the very last page of the booklet, listed rather high on the credits. You say this, and hold back on all the rest: that he was your first boyfriend, your first big love, your high school sweetheart, your college flame, your first enormous and unforgettable heartbreak. And that he loved you. When vanity fair hires you to shoot Dark & Wild for their spread before the MTV EMA’s, your world collides with Hoseok once again. Now, you are forced to contend with the knowledge you’ve never gotten over him - and every love song he ever wrote has been about you.

[TAKE THE STAGE]

➳ Title: On With The Show ‒ @joheunsaram

➳ Pairing: retired bassist namjoon x lawyer/fansite blogger reader

➳ Genres/AUs: dilf namjoon, rockstar au, strangers 2 lovers, fluff, smut, angst

➳ Summary: Eight years after announcing their retirement, Dark & Wild seems to have been left behind. For Namjoon, he could never forget the time his dreams became reality, and he believes they could retake the charts by storm once again. Struggling with raising a teenage daughter, the loss of his wife and poor writing projects with terrible bands, he's now had enough. So with a little help from the remaining active fan site, he embarks on a mission to convince his bandmates that a comeback might not be the mid life crisis they think it is.

[TAKE THE STAGE]

➳ Title: Pick Your Filter ‒ @opaljm

➳ Pairing: guitarist jimin x fanclub president reader

➳ Genres/AUs: angst, smut, enemies to lovers, slow burn relationship

➳ Summary: Try as Jimin might, it's hard to ignore you when he wants you so badly. It aggravates him how easily you cast him off. When he confronts you, you wave him away with the excuse that he doesn't exactly fit in with the characteristics of someone you want to be with. To say that he's livid would be an understatement - because you have no idea how versatile he is or how many masks he can don. But he'll keep switching things up until you realize that when all the layers are peeled away, the only man for you, the perfect man for you, is undeniably Park Jimin.

[TAKE THE STAGE]

➳ Title: Haven't Had Enough ‒ @kth1 (kimtaehyunq)

➳ Pairing: lead singer taehyung x merch manager reader

➳ Genres/AUs: established relationship, angst, smut

➳ Summary: Taehyung has been and forever will be the person you love the most. When things begin heading down the rocky path of bad behaviours and habits while on the road to success, the two of you struggle to keep the heart warming connection you once shared. Heartbreak and troublesome nights call upon each of you especially as you maintain being the merchandise manager for their uprising band. Where countless reminders of not having another serves you every single second in each others presence. Even though the two of you collectively agreed to the split in the first place, neither one of you are comfortable enough to give up on another.

[TAKE THE STAGE]

➳ Title: Bite My Tongue ‒ @jeonjcngkook

➳ Pairing: drummer jungkook x opening act reader

➳ Genres/AUs: smut, angst, rockstar au, exes2lovers

➳ Summary: Blood, sweat and tears. That's what it's taken for you to finally be given the opportunity of a lifetime handed to you to be the opening act as Dark & Wild seek you out for their ‘Can’t Be Tamed’ tour. Finally, everything you have worked for has come full circle and nothing can take the high away from you.. That is until you find out who you're opening for; lustful heartthrob of the music industry and unfortunate ex of yours, Jeon Jungkook. Known for his scandalous and reckless reputation, the immensely cocky, arrogant drummer tries to use his status as ‘elite sex god’ to seduce and convince you to put the past behind you. Once refusing to cross that line, you are now seated in the front row to the scorned drummer who has more than one dirty trick up his tattooed sleeves.

[TAKE THE STAGE]

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dawnagustd · 2 years

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bangtan seven deadly sins (18+)

..And now I lay me down to sleep.

I pray my sins to stay buried down deep.

A voice whispers to take one more, just another bite, just another minute.

Just another kiss.

Just another word to shred someone’s confidence.

Just another….You are consumed by the thought of one more.

You are possessed by the thought of just another.

For years you’ve fed into this vice, letting yourself fall into the depth of sin.

Surely, you will repent when your life expires.

But if what that sin required payment?

What if that sin was given form because of your misdeeds?

Will that Sin thank you?

Or will that Sin torment you?

What lesson could be learned when

Lust..

..Envy

..Wrath

..Greed

..Glutton

..Sloth

..and Pride - show up at your door? In your room? At your job?

What is your destiny with the seven deadly Sins?

Credits:

◈ Hosted by @yutasthetic @thebiasrekkers Admin T & @sugakookitty ◈ Banner by @monvante

All stories are rated M for Mature. Minors do not have permission to read or interact.

Thirst Trap by @sugakookitty

pairing: demon!jungkook x female reader

genre: angst | smut | supernatural | slight rockstar au

sin: gluttony

summary: After months of shooting your shot, Deadly Svn’s lead singer, Jungkook, finally messaged you back—with some coordinates? Where will they take you?... And what will be in store for you when you arrive?

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From Princess to Pauper by @sugakookitty

pairing: king/snake hybrid!namjoon x princess/human!reader genre: angst | fantasy | smut | royalty au | arranged marriage au | fairytale au sin: pride summary: Namjoon would have given you everything your heart desired, but you ruined it for yourself when you refuse to kneel in his presence. As king, he has no choice other than to punish you for your wrongdoings. He demands respect in his kingdom, and by the time he’s finished with you, you’ll understand why.

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Fever by @hobeemin

pairing: vampire!park jimin x slayer!(f)reader genre: angst | drama | romance | slow burn | smut | supernatural |e2l | s2l sin: lust summary: he knew he had to have her the moment their eyes met. Jimin was known for his insatiable appetite. Women flocked to him in droves until you arrived hardly impressed and not giving him the time of day. Will he succeed? Or will sense of duty over cloud your judgment?

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Pick Your Poison by @yutasthetic

pairing: ot7 x reader genre: angst | fluff | smut | supernatural | magic au sin: all summary: You've been single for a long time and you miss the feeling of having something warm underneath your body. You go into a "candy shop", full of things to satisfy your needs until the right person comes along. You come across a grimoire, full of spells to bring your fantasies to life. Will this be best thing that ever happened to you or your worst mistake?

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won't you love me back? by @jimilter

pairing: hoseok x reader genre: angst | horror | smut | friends to questionable lovers sin: envy summary: Hoseok has always been envious of people that can catch your attention with the blink of an eye, while he has been trying to get you to look at him as something more than a friend, for years, and failing. So now, when you're suddenly getting a bit too close to this one student at your dance academy, so much so that you have given him Hoseok's place as your partner for your yearly dance performance, it should be justified why he has to take matters in his own hands.

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Greedy for you by @kpopaeipathy

pairing: demon!taehyung x female reader genre: angst | fluff | smut | supernatural sin: greed summary: Due to a demonic pact gone (sort of) wrong, you now have to report all your success once a month to the Demon of Greed in exchange for infinite favors and protection. Protection which Kim Taehyung is not so willing to give, as he cannot appoint anyone else to do it in his place.

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Grapes of Wrath by @joyfulhopelox

pairing: ghost!seokjin x fem reader genre: angst | romance | smut | supernatural | e2l sin: wrath summary: Blood runs thicker than water, but when the ghost in your newly purchased apartment decides he’s had enough of you and your lineage, you find yourself at his mercy. Seokjin not only haunts your apartment but also your dreams, and you’ve woken up soaking wet in the middle of the night more than once. Despite his wish for revenge, you find yourself not wanting to escape his clutches.

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devil's playthings by @yoon2k

pairing: (dilf)duke!yoongi × princess!reader genre: magic au | royalty au sin: sloth summary: Yoongi has been widowed for over 2 years now—long past the time of mourning—and has made no move to remarry. Despite all the eligible maidens trying to catch the handsomely rugged duke’s eye, he’s stayed stubbornly idle in his search for a wife. For a man at court, especially of Yoongi’s standing, remarrying was essential and highly expected; even though the man had his heirs and his lineage was assured, a wife was a political move, and a highly coveted one. None of this slipped the young princess’ mind, her sharp eyes on the much older man. But Yoongi should be careful, "For Satan finds some mischief still for idle hands to do."

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Cure For Sleep Deprivation by @helenazbmrskai

pairing: demon!yoongi x farmer!reader genre: angst | fantasy | fluff | horror | farm au | amnesia au | demon au sin: sloth summary: You’re just an ordinary girl inheriting your parent’s animal farm far away from the city. Everything is normal until you catch a sleeping boy inside the tool shed who can’t remember why or how he got there. On top of that after his sudden arrival, you keep having these nightmares and what’s stranger than that is that Yoongi is in every one of them.

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Enter Sandman by @yoonjinkooked

pairing: sandman!yoongi x (f) reader genre: smut | supernatural sin: sloth summary: After many failed attempts at battling your insomnia, you follow the recommendation of your previous doctor and search for a solution to your problems in what can only be described as alternative medicine. Nothing could have prepared you for Yoongi and his very... unconventional methods. Sandman (n) - a mythical character in European folklore who puts people to sleep and encourages and inspires beautiful dreams by sprinkling magical sand onto their eyes.

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Ruby Red by @chemicalpink

pairing: embodied capital sins!ot7 x reader genre: dystopian | smut | supernatural sin: all summary: Being part of the Sacred Special Forces in charge of the chaos unit was difficult as it was. When news break on the successful capture of the capital sins and you’re called into action, everything is about to get a tad more interesting. Would you risk your life, your career and the world’s well being if it meant getting everything you could ever desire with all seven sins at your service?

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Mine by @joonscypher

pairing: demon!Hoseok x mortal fem!reader genre: fluff | smut | supernatural | roommates to lovers | fwb au sin: envy summary: Being friends with benefits with your roommate is as cliche as it gets, but you and Hoseok make it work - until one night he gets too jealous and needs to remind you that you’re his and only his.

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Eternal Fire by @minsugallery

pairing: demon!taehyung x human (turned eternal soulmate)!reader genre: supernatural | demon au | royalty au | established relationship sin: greed summary: Taehyung, the Demon of the Sin of Greed, has a right to be just that - greedy. It’s embedded in him, and it’s not something you can work away. You’ve come to love him with all his sin, and yet, you are still astonished at what being so greedy about something - or in this case, someone, - can entail. But you can’t really complain, especially when he’d already told you many years ago that he won’t ever let you go…

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Clutches by @thebiasrekkers Admin T

pairing: eternal demon king midas!taehyung x female oc genre: angst | dark | horror | smut | supernatural Dark sin: greed summary: King Midas was the very embodiment of Greed; cursed to have everything and nothing at all. He could have anything, anyone, he wanted - for the right price. Everything, and everyone, except for her. Stirred from his boredom, and hungry for her affections, he’ll weave an intricate web of gilded lies and betrayal. She will be his, with just one touch.

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The Art of Vengeance by @sugakookitty

pairing: seokjin x female reader genre: angst | horror | suspense | smut | thriller sin: wrath summary: An eye for an eye is the old saying. But sometimes, people are greedy when it comes to revenge. Seokjin is that guy. Cross him over, and he’ll burn down everything in his path. People may compare him to a monster, but you see him as a man who’s been wrongfully accused. He’s your dark knight, and you are his angel. Ride or die describes your relationship perfectly, but you wouldn’t compare yourself to Bonnie and Clyde.

If revenge is best served cold, then betrayal must be delivered with a block of ice.

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None of these stories and/or concepts are up to be copied, translated, and/or reposted.

#bts x reader #seokjin x reader #yoongi x reader #hoseok x reader #namjoon x reader #jimin x reader #taehyung x reader #jungkook x reader #bts smut #btsdreamcourt #bts fanfics #bts imagines #bts x you

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silv3rswirls · 1 year

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A small writing update;

The Holidays are going to be over soon, so my work schedule should go back to something manageable. Right now I'm working seven days a week, unfortunately. I wanted to give insight into what I plan to post in the near future and what I am currently working on in my free time.

Altered: He wished to be good; renowned even, and now he had it. (Taehyung/reader. rockstar au, supernatural, talk of the devil/religion, body horror, sex, death, alcohol)

Beg: Get on your knees; beg baby. (Worship me sequel, Yoongi/reader. Yandere, stalking, online harassment, obsession, slight smut/dubcon, dacryphilia, humiliation)

Lurk: "I'm alone here now, waiting for you." (Sequel to Angel, Jungkook, and mentioned reader. Death, murder, delusions, distorted reality, descriptions/thoughts of violence, mentions of sex and dubcon)

Untitled prequel to Scrap

Scrap: “You’ll always be trash to be thrown away; but not to me.” (Pseudo incest, degradation, manipulation, smut. Step uncle hoseok)

I’m not human at all: Something seems rotten in him, gross and morbid, and it’s starting to spread. (Stepbrother Jungkook, descriptions of violence, angsty, disturbing thoughts, he’s mean but he cares)

Untiled: summary to be updated (stepbrother Taehyung, smut, angsty)

Can you tell I'm trying to I'm to get through my yandere ideas?

#silvers writing update 🌸#yandere bts

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ggukkiereads · 2 years

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Hello rosie!!! I was going through the tag strawbxxrymilk cause I missed the author and I saw you miss them too.

We can't talk to them but they have orphaned their fics on ao3. So we can still read them. The problem is I don't remember any name. But I adored their writing style. So just wanted to ask if you remember any of the names???

Thank you for the help. Hope you're doing well😊

🌷Hi, Ivy! I got confused a bit because I just checked their ao3 profile a week or two ago (I was in the mood to re-read Witches’ Brew 🔥 and the Blue Raspberry series) and they still have their profile up. But I also noticed them orphaning some of their old fics (like the Jimin Demon AU) because I just saw it in my bookmark lists as “orphaned”.

Their pseud is strawbxxymilk (without ‘r’’) and maybe this is why it’s hard to find their ao3.

These are the other fics I had in my bookmark that I could remember and these are the other orphaned ones:

OuroborHISS - Jungkook x Reader

two-shot [1/2] | 6.5k | College AU, Strangers to Lovers, Hybrid AU | fluff, smut

Jungkook slithers his way into your life even after you’re told to stay away from him

🌷since this has been orphaned, this won’t get completed.

Toke Temptation - Yoongi x Reader

one shot | 3k | College AU, Friends to Lovers, PWP | smut, fluff

You accidentally confess your feelings to Yoongi during a smoke sesh

Heart Eater - Jimin x Reader

series [5/?] | 8.2k+ | Demon AU, Demon Hunter AU, Enemies to Lovers | a, s

You're tasked with killing demon mercenary Park Jimin

🌷won’t get completed, so read only if you are okay with unfinished fics (like me I don’t mind. This is also the fic I saw in my bookmark that made me realized they orphaned their fics T_T)

Undrunk - Hoseok x Reader

one shot | 6.7k | College AU, Frat AU, FWB AU, sort of exes | s, f

After six months of avoiding your ex fuck buddy you see him at a frat party

🌷aww this is the fic with the line “I’m your big nerd” and I love 🥺💖

There are other drabbles I remember reading (rockstar!taehyung) but I can’t recall the fic title. I am sure there are others I missed adding and if anybody else remembers just type the fic title on ao3 and find the one tagged under “BTS” + orphan account.

#fichunting #shameless-army #strawbxxymilk #deactivated authors I feel sad about #bts x reader #jungkook smut #yoongi smut #jimin x reader #hoseok smut #namjoon x reader #🌷 chats

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piedpiperslists · 11 months

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JJK: Multiple Members / Polyamory AU

List of all Jungkook fics under 'Multiple Members / Polyamory' AU:

* ² - two shots s - contains smut

* Last updated: 22/10/2023

D R A B B L E S

[...] 12:08 AM by likeastarstar s ft MYG, boyfriend!Yoongi, idol au

Crime & Punishment by bangtaninink s ft KSJ, mafia au, PWP Summary: You’re supposed to kill five people per month, as per Seokjin and Jungkook’s request. You’ve only killed two. Somebody’s in trouble.

Go to Town by here2bbtstrash s ft MYG, friends au, PWP Summary: Jungkook may have only learned about the concept three seconds ago, but he’s determined to be the best nose ride you’ve ever had.

No Regrets by minisugakoobies s ft KNJ, friends au, reunion au Summary: One hot night spent lying between your friends Jungkook and Namjoon brings old feelings to light.

Together by minisugakoobies s wc~4k / ft KNJ, friends au, reunion au Summary: There's no holding back tonight, as you and your old friends Jungkook and Namjoon decide to do something about your regrets. Together.

Pillowtalk by 94hixtape s ft MYG, polyamory au, PWP Summary: Double penetration.

The Midnight Train by pasteljeon s ft PJM, vampire au, PWP Summary: It’s well known that Jungkook and Jimin are your willing blood bags. It’s a dangerous game, yet they’re so pliant in your hands, so eager to submit.

Wanna Show You How by ugh-yoongi s ft JHS, boyfriend!Jungkook, PWP

O N E S H O T S

All I Want by chimoona s wc~4.7k / ft KTH, friends au, PWP Summary: It’s a Christmas miracle you caught Jungkook and Taehyung crossing paths under the mistletoe. Tis the season for generosity, and being the bearers of good tidings, how could they ever deny your request to watch?

All Wound Up (Tighter) by minisugakoobies s wc~6k / ft KTH, rockstar au, PWP Summary: Jungkook and Taehyung help you unwind.

All’s Fair by kimvtae s wc~13k / ft KTH, boyfriend!Taehyung, college au, polyamory au, soulmates au Summary: They say soul mates get their marks on the same day, and you’ve been dating Taehyung for almost four years now, but it isn’t his name that shows up on your wrist. It’s Jeon Jungkook’s, also known as your least favorite person in the world.

By the Pool by bluewhale52 s wc~2.9k / ft KSJ, boyfriend!Seokjin, university au, PWP Summary: Jungkook has to stay back after practice, thanks to you. But perhaps, staying back isn’t so bad after all.

Capital H by kimnjss s wc~7.6k / ft PJM, boyfriend!Jimin, PWP Summary: After learning of the activities your boyfriend and his best friend use to partake in, you can’t help but what to be apart of them. Everyone always says, two is better than one, right?

[...] Castle (II) by satnin-darling s wc~7.7k / ft KTH, idol au, polyamory au, PWP Summary: It's another day in the SOOP and there's something about the way Taehyung and Jungkook are talking together beneath the awning that somehow ends up with you on a pleasurable tailspin.

Cobalt Blue by hobivore s wc~11.3k / ft KTH, artist au, PWP Summary: You ask Jungkook to draw you like one of his French girls.

Compromise by here2bbtstrash s wc~10k / ft KTH, werewolf!Jungkook, vampire!Taehyung, Twilight au Summary: You're torn between the two loves of your life - but maybe you don't have to choose.

Curiosity by yminie s wc~10.6k / ft KNJ, boyfriend!Jungkook, idol au, PWP Summary: Jeongguk’s interest is peaked by something he finds on his favourite hyungs computer, so it’s only natural for him to turn to Namjoon for guidance, right?

Delicate by junghelioseok s wc~5.1k / ft JHS, polyamory au Summary: Some say three’s a crowd. Alternatively: New relationships are hard, but you and Hoseok are determined to make sure that Jungkook knows that he belongs with both of you.

Tryst by junghelioseok s wc~5k / ft JHS, polyamory au, PWP Summary: He really doesn’t like it when you go behind his back.

Euphoria by 94hixtape s wc~8.8k / ft PJM, college au, PWP

Feast by noteguk s wc~7.9k / ft KTH, vampire au Summary: In which you and Taehyung have to teach Jungkook one of two things about being a creature of the night.

Friendly Fire by kpopfanfictrash s wc~10.4k / ft JHS, friends to lovers Summary: The dynamic: Hoseok; your friend and previous fuck buddy. Jungkook; Hoseok’s roommate and subject of your massive crush. The scene: determined not to drunk-gush about your crush any more (to his face), you decide to seclude yourself from all campus parties. Until, of course, Hoseok guilts you into a favor. Things spiral from there.

Helping Hand by minlucent s wc~3k / ft KSJ, boyfriend!Jungkook, PWP Summary: You and your boyfriend are inexperienced in terms of sex. It is decided that the best way to fix that is to have a little help from a friend.

In the Dark by jksangelic s wc~6.1k / ft PJM, friends au, PWP Summary: Jungkook and Jimin have a very short attention span, and when you three are lost in the middle of nowhere with a truck that won’t drive, they busy themselves with you.

Joyride by minisugakoobies s wc~12.8k / ft KTH, college au, strangers au Summary: Senior year spring break sucks, thanks to the annoying spoiled little rich boy who won't stop trying to get your attention. When a scenic drive in his ridiculously expensive sports car goes wrong, you meet two sexy mechanics who decide to teach him a lesson - and show you the real meaning of "joyride."

Later Sounds Good Too by satnin-darling s wc~6.5k / ft MYG, polyamory au, idol au Summary: It’s a rare day off and when it comes down to it, nothing quite hits the spot like quality time does.

Love in the Time of Movies and Duvets by jeonggukingdom s wc~7.2k / ft MYG, boyfriend!Jungkook, PWP

Medicine by bratkook s wc~9k / ft KTH, strangers au, PWP Summary: A drunken night at a dive bar after a show was always a given, finding yourself in some form of chaos before the night was over, and as two strangers walk in with eyes that sparkle with mischief, you make it your personal mission to have them be your reckless decisions of the night.

* [...] Needy by gimmethatagustd s wc~4.3k / ft MYG, FWB Summary: Jungkook refuses to admit that he has feelings for you, but he's slowly cracking under the pressure. Will his bright idea of asking his friend to seduce you be the final thing that helps him get over his interest in you?

Nothing But Trust by strwberrytae s wc~7.2k / ft KTH, fiancé!Jungkook, PWP Summary: Your fiancé, Jungkook, has done everything in his power to make you happy. Now that you’re engaged, what more could he do to surprise you and please you?

Page 1 by satnin-darling s wc~3.5k / ft KTH, idol au, PWP Summary: Jungkook was tidying up in the boat house just as you came down to see him. Obviously, cleaning would be at the bottom of the agenda once you were together. But while Jungkook was confident that you two would be alone to do whatever you liked since his room was apart from everyone else’s, he keeps forgetting that Taehyung liked to go the extra mile.

Places by sugalaritae s wc~4.5k / ft MYG, roadtrip au, strangers au, PWP Summary: You push yourself against Jungkook and slip a leg between his as you begin to move to the music.

Player Two by minjoonalist s wc~10.6k / ft KTH, gamer!Jungkook, polyamory au, PWP Summary: You’ve always wanted to be as good of a gamer as your boyfriend Jungkook and you’ve tried many times to ask for his help only to be turned down…on your game. but this time you’re over his bratty attitude towards it and he still can’t get enough of yours.

[...] Poster Boy by hamsterclaw s wc~8k / ft MYG, boyfriend!Jungkook, doctors au Summary: You, Jungkook and Yoongi liven up the most boring conference in the world.

Pour Up by jungkxook s wc~14k / ft KTH, fuckboy!Jungkook, fuckboy!Taehyung, PWP Summary: Sleeping with both notorious frat boys Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jungkook doesn’t sound so bad ━ especially when you’re drunk and faded.

Rule of Three by satnin-darling s wc~10.6k / ft MYG, boyfriend!Yoongi, PWP Summary: In the parameters of writing, the “rule of three” is based on the principle that things that come in threes are inherently more satisfying or more effective than any other number. You and Yoongi can't help but notice Jungkook's persistent fascination, so why not indulge? Anyhow, there's nothing wrong with testing out a tried and true principle in the presence of an eager participant.

Scenes of Misguided Magic by wwilloww s wc~2.3k / ft KTH, magic au, roommates au Summary: Living with your two magic roommates means often exploding potions, spell mistakes, and strange ingredients. It doesn't mean sex magic. Except today it does.

Slow Down by ggukbabyy s wc~6.5k / ft KTH, boyfriend!Jungkook, PWP Summary: You’re both fucked up, Jeongguk knows you like attention and Taehyung is willing to give you it.

Sinful Lust by oddinary4bts s wc~10.4k / ft MYG, boyfriend!Yoongi Summary: In an attempt to spice up your bedroom life with your boyfriend Min Yoongi, you suggest bringing another man into the action. Yoongi seems reluctant at first, but when you mention his friend Jeon Jungkook, he can’t deny his attraction. All that’s left to do is to convince Jungkook into participating…

SOOP by satnin-darling s wc~2.8k / ft KTH, idol au, polyamory au, PWP Summary: Taehyung was meant to fetch you and Jungkook because it was already time to eat. But he happened to walk into something else and he couldn’t help but join. Oh, and for those who are left waiting, it’s not all bad

Tattooed Two by httpjeon s wc~8.5k / ft KTH, boyfriend!Jungkook, tattoo artists au, PWP Summary: Your boyfriend’s best friend joins you for a night you’ll never forget.

The Boys are Back in Town by dntaewithluv s wc~3.2k / ft PJM, friends au, PWP Summary: Getting stood up by your date definitely hadn’t been on your agenda for the evening. Also definitely not on your agenda: bumping into Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook. Together. On the same exact night. It’s been a while since you’ve seen your two best friends, as well as lovers on multiple occasions, from your high school and college days. A chance meeting, some drinks, and a trip down memory lane is all it takes to reignite the attraction between the three of you. Old habits die hard, but these two? They just might be the death of you.

* Tongue Technology by ki-yomii s wc~2.2k / ft MYG, boyfriend!Yoongi, PWP Summary: Yoongi teaches Jungkook how to eat out his girl.

Undercover by cinnaminsvga s wc~5.4k / ft KSJ, vampire!Jungkook, siren!Seokjin, bodyguard au Summary: The company banquets that your family loves to host are often drearier than you would like them to be. Lucky for you, your bodyguards have the perfect solution: why don’t you play a little game with them? The only rule? You must keep quiet at all costs.

Your Favourite Game by gimmesumsuga s wc~2.6k / ft MYG, boyfriend!Jungkook, idol au, PWP Summary: The one where Min Yoongi and Jeon Jungkook compete to see who can make you cum the fastest.

T W O S H O T S / S E R I E S

Double Team by hamsterclaw s ft KSJ, polyamory au Summary: Seokjin and Jungkook are your business partners. You solve problems for the city's elite, albeit by unconventional means. Your professional and personal lives have always overlapped, but that's never worked against you before. At least, not until now...

Just Kidding by whatifyoulivelikethat s ft KTH, PWP Summary: There was a time where you would be out partying, getting drunk and fucking up a storm. But you’re different now. You stopped drinking. Now you’re the one waiting for Kim Taehyung to call so you can pick him up from his drunken adventures. There’s just one small hitch – Taehyung’s roommate, Jeon Jungkook, offering you a mojito.

Lights, Camera, Action by colormepurplex2 s ft KNJ, boyfriend!Namjoon, director!Namjoon, actor!Jungkook, artist!reader, polyamory au Summary: Namjoon told you about his ‘lust list’, it’s like a bucket list but for sex, when you first got together over 5 years ago. Together, over the years, you’ve checked off one item after another. Now, you’re down to the last three things…and they’re a bit unconventional as far as typical relationships go. 1. Watch my significant other be pleasured by someone else 2. Film my significant other with someone else (not pertaining to the previous item) 3. Have a threesome with another guy Most people might shy away from it, intimidated by potential competition; but, unconventional is kind of your thing. You’re secure in your relationship and love bringing him pleasure in any way you can. Namjoon’s a successful art director and has his eyes set on one of his cast members to help complete the list. Tall, dark, and devilishly handsome, Jungkook could be the perfect little helper. It’s perfect. They’re perfect…but does Jungkook agree?

Not Allowed by whatifyoulivelikethat s ft MYG, idol au, polyamory au Summary: The love of your life, BTS’s very own Min Yoongi, tells you he has a gift for you. But he also says you’re not allowed to refuse. What’s that supposed to mean, hm? Surely not… wild hot sex with the Golden Maknae himself?

The Hush Series ² by suga-kookiemonster s ft KTH, PWP Summary: Four seats, five bodies. “Careful, sweetheart,” he breathes into the shell of your ear, hands tightening over your waist in warning. You lick your lips, pausing just long enough to ponder: what if you don’t want to be careful?

Young Bood ² by blublublujk s ft KTH, vampire au Summary: A very thirsty newborn begs for a feeding, you and Taehyung deliver accordingly.

#jjk list #jungkook fic

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friday love & the shadow puppets → vinyl, puppets #1.

[ june 13th, 1987 ] the shadow puppets release their first vinyl.

Safety Pin was the debut vinyl record released by the label Pacific Record’s newest band at the time, the Shadow Puppets. It arrived in record stores on June 13th, 1987, with a total of ten songs, Seven Nation Army serving as its lead single and the only song getting a free pass to an official video on MTV.

🧷 background & production.

The band had just signed a contract with the label when the productions for the album started. It's said to be one of the fastest records to reach its final result. Turns out the band already had all of the lyrics written, when the famous producer, Min Yoongi, started working on it. With minor lyrics changes made by the producer himself, paired with his knowledge of everything instrumental, the album got to see the spotlight only a month after the Puppets' arrival at the label.

Safety Pin was not only a go-getter, filled with the band's wanting of turning themselves into propper rockstars, but also contained the moody struggles of the young artists. Needless to say, the concept was everything stage, lights, and a lot of rock and roll!

🧷 setlist.

✘ Thunderstruck ⏤ inspired by ac/dc.

✘ Brianstorm ⏤ inspired by arctic monkeys.

✘ No Surprises ⏤ inspired by radiohead.

✘ In a Broken Dream ⏤ inspired by rod stewart.

✘ Lonely Boy ⏤ inspired by the black keys.

✘ Some Might Say ⏤ inspired by oasis.

✘ Seven Nation Army ⏤ inspired by the white stripes.

✘ Rockstar ⏤ inspired by nickelback.

✘ Come Together ⏤ inspired by the beatles.

✘ Wake Me up When September Ends ⏤ inspired by green day.

🧷 the lyrics & behind stories.

Thunderstruck,

is marked by the first guitar riff of the exceptional Jung Hoseok, and the whole band shouting 'Thunder' every time the powerful and eclectic vocalist Jeon Jungkook finishes his sentences. In a quick interview with the press, JK clarified he co-wrote the song with the band's rhythmic guitarist when they were all having a good time in Texas. "It was the beginning of everything for us," the vocalist shared, "Although we had been playing together ever since school, it was the first time we had quit our jobs and started taking the band seriously. That's why we celebrated so much!" JK concluded making everyone laugh.

Brianstorm,

was one of those songs that took everyone by surprise much like its lyrics and from who it was inspired. The song that made multiple appearances on the most famous radio station due to fans' requests, was inspired by a real person. That's right! "There was this guy... Brian," Taehyung, the band's bassist, shared, "He came to us after a small gig. The guy was a real character!" he laughed. JK also added the motive behind the lyrics he composed, "He came to us trying to offer to be our manager at the time, and he had this weird necktie and even gave us a business card. Brian left us such a lasting impression that after he was gone we brainstormed about him... Hence the whole 'Brianstorm' title pun".

No Surprises,

there are few songs quite as desolate and quite as beautiful as this. Compared to the other tracks on their vinyl, this one is as lush and melodic as it is filled with dread and despair. Although many of the fans got worried for the artists, as rumors of it being about suicid* were raised, JK clarified, later on, that he had written the piece in difficult times for him but it had nothing to do with the topic. "At the time I felt very much lost... The way I was living my life, the job I had... Like I was shaking the hand of the things that slowly kill us in the end. You may get a pretty house or a pretty garden but you're not really satisfied or happy on the inside, you know? It was that kind of feeling I had in mind when writing this." the singer explained.

In a Broken Dream,

is yet another moody and charming composition of the album. It's marked by another of Hoseok's brilliant riffs, as well as an emotional performance throughout the entirety of this title. JK's voice will for sure leave you speechless and the lyricism of it will hit you straight to the heart. "I wrote this one the same day I did 'No Surprises'... Yeah, I was down that day," JK laughs it out, charismatic as ever, "It's about spending your life dreaming about opportunities as opposed to actually going out and living them... Like never actually living in reality but in a broken dream." he further explained. The rockstar is said to have worked a couple of different jobs before taking action to pursue what he truly wanted: music.

Lonely Boy,

shows that when it comes to matters of the heart, the Shadow Puppets aren't always the nice guys. It comes across as a vulnerable anthem but also contains bits of bitter shots and blatant arrogance. Still, the song has a groovy beat that made many bang their heads along! "I don't know if I'm supposed to say but yeah, it's totally about his first girlfriend," the drummer, Jimin, exposed the composition of this upbeat, organ-tinged, song made by his bandmate JK.

Some Might Say,

is where Kim Taehyung shines with a brilliant bass line. And although JK had made another melancholic lyric, the sound of this one is nothing but euphoric. "The melody was meant to say that everything's gonna be alright" the heartthrob confessed. Apart from that, there isn't much regarding the lyrics, just what we can conclude: it's a series of thoughts and opinions that someday crowded our dear vocalist's head.

Seven Nation Army,

"Tells the tale of a person that goes out of town and then comes back, and is engulfed in a sea of lies and gossip," JK recalls, "I remember the first time I got back to my hometown after having some small gigs with the boys outta town... All I heard was 'But is it true' or 'Did you really do this or that'. I got frustrated. I got to understand that every situation has a bad and a good side to it, with fame it's just the same... As for the melody of it, I stumbled upon the riff while warming up my guitar. Pure luck, I guess!" He laughs. Frustrations set aside, we can all agree that from Queen of England to the hounds of hell, just about anyone can sing Seven Nation Army's hypnotic riff!

Rockstar,

it’s a clever piece of subversion, detailing the "benefits" of rock'n'roll stardom although it also takes jabs at fame's corrosive side. "None of it is autobiographical," says JK. "It's all supposed to be silly things, kinda like what we used to think about the industry but amplified exponentially. That sort of silliness is sort of what we wanted to do when we sat together and started throwing ideas." Jimin adds as the rest of the Puppets agree and laugh, probably remembering the moment.

Come Together,

is one of the tracks that there isn't much information about besides the fact that it was co-written by the best friends of the band: JK and Taehyung. It had been said previously they had it written early on in life when they were still in school and being a tad rebellious. Apart from that, there's only a comment from Taehyung about it, "It's a funky track, might be one of my favorites... It's funky, it's bluesy, and we both sing it together pretty well. I like the sound of it... You can dance to it. I'd buy it!", well, Tae, so will we!

Wake Me up When September Ends,

it's one we can get emotional with, even though we don't know the real reason behind its lyricism. We can only assume since the Shadow Puppets vocalist and the frontman refuses to explain it. The same occurs with the bandmates. Even so, the introductory drums are the cherry on top, and Jungkook's voice pierces our souls just like we like it. More so, it's the perfect song to end the album, as the feeling we are left with is of 'just please wake me up only and if the Shadow Puppets have released their second album'!

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Hoseok Masterlist

LAST UPDATES: 12 Lays of Kinkmas; Versus Chapter 7 1/15/23

ONE-SHOTS/SERIES:

All Wound Up (Unbound): A Trilogy - limited series (ongoing); smut (18+); porn with the barest of plots; strangers to lovers; Rock Star!AU

As the owner of body jewelry shop Dark & Wild, you’re given the opportunity to drape the hottest rock stars around, Dead Leaves, in your custom chains. You can’t wait to get your hands all over them.

The Hook Up - smut (18+); crack; non-Idol!AU; also starring Jeon Jungkook

You’re at a house party hosted by your crush Hoseok and you’re ready to make your move… if only Jungkook would stop blocking you at every turn!

In Good Hands - one-shot; smut (18+); porn with the barest of plot; Ranch!AU

Written as part of the Bangtan Ranch collab:

Once again, another partner has left you feeling unsatisfied. Maybe it’s time to call in an expert. Don’t worry, Hoseok knows exactly what you need.

Message Received - one-shot; smut (18+); established relationship; non-Idol!AU

Hoseok sent you a message. Will you listen?

Versus - series (ongoing - UPDATED 1/15/23); smut (18+); fluff; angst; crack; enemies to lovers; Villains!AU; also starring Min Yoongi

Supervillain exes Yoongi and Hoseok are sick and tired of having their plans for world domination wrecked by you, aka Vitality, the world’s most powerful superhero. When fellow villain Jimin suggests a little competition to see who can bring you to your knees, they both eagerly accept. Now the battle is on as both men engage you in fight after fight to see who will conquer you first. Will you finally defeat these two, or will they destroy you - and possibly take each other out in the process?

Cheap Wine & Second Chances - one-shot; smut (18+); fluff; angst; friends to lovers; the one that got away; non-Idol!AU; Valentine’s!AU

Written as part of the To All the Folks I’ve Fucked Before collab:

Valentine’s Day has brought Hoseok, your best friend from college, back into your life. Is this your second chance to get the one that got away?

After the Party - drabble; smut (18+); holiday; established relationship; non-Idol!AU

After the party, Hoseok’s not done celebrating you.

All Your Fault - drabble; smut (18+); established relationship; non-Idol!AU

It’s all Hobi’s fault!

Third Time’s the Charm - one-shot; gender neutral reader; fluff; holiday; friends to lovers; OlderBrother'sBFF!AU

After two close encounters with your brother’s best friend, Hoseok, you decide the third time’s the charm.

Sparks - one-shot; fluff; BestFriends!AU

It’s the end of the summer. If only Hoseok were by your side.

MULTIPLE PAIRINGS:

12 Lays of Kinkmas: 12 holiday fics based on Kinkmas prompts

Happy Hour - smut (18+); Hyung Line x Reader, kinda; crack; non-Idol!AU

You’re home for the holidays, hungover as fuck, and can’t remember what you did last night. Luckily, your little brother Jungkook and his friends Taehyung and Jimin are all too happy to remind you!

Happy Hour 2: The Hyungs Strike Back- smut (18+); Hyung Line x Reader, kinda; crack; non-Idol!AU

While back home for another holiday, your brother Jungkook and his friends convince you to go late night bowling with them. Surely this won’t end as badly as the last time you went out, right?

DRABBLES:

Hot Emo Hobi - smut (18+)

Fuckboi Rockstar Hobi - smut (18+)

On Bended Knee - smut (18+)

Fresh Start - angst, smut (18+)

Cranky Cupid - fluff, gender neutral reader

Ask My Muse 1 and Ask My Muse 2: A collection of asks answered by my characters

Main Masterlist 💜 Find me on AO3 💜

#hoseok fanfic #hoseok masterlist #my writing

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Intersect, Part 9.5 | KNJ

Intersect, Part 9.5

Definition: To meet and cross at a point; To share a common area

✫✫✫Intersect Masterlist✫✫✫

Pairing: KNJ x fem!reader

Rating: M (🔞)

Genre: Office!AU; enemies to lovers; fluff; angst; smut; NSFW

Word count: 3.8K+ words

Warnings: POV switch!; so-much-freaking-angst; office banter; excessive cussing; office romance; an insane amount of angst (oops, just in case I didn't say that yet); pining; unrequited love; hints of idiocy between OC and Joon; self-preservation; some alcohol consumption; flashbacks; miscommunication; heated/angry conversations

Summary: You hate him, he hates you. You were both fine staying in your own lanes–until you’re forced to work together on a make-or-break project for your company.

A/N: Namjoon's POV; Angst part 2 of 3!

Namjoon

Namjoon knew how difficult this would be. He came to the decision this morning when he arrived at the office, after he told her about what happened with Mayumi last night.

He had to be logical about this–before things got too deep. Admittedly, it was a bit late for that. Still, he didn’t want her to keep looking over her shoulder and worrying about him. She was too great for that. What he needed her to do was focus on the path ahead of her.

He felt tortured watching her go through the motions.

She navigated through the next few days stoically–as if she was on autopilot. She lacked her usual sunshiney energy and demeanor that only rivaled Hoseok’s.

After speaking to Celina and putting in her notice, Jimin and Mirai were understandably heartbroken but knew that YN was great at what she did. It wouldn’t do her any good to be tethered to one place for too long–it would kill her spirit. Namjoon felt some comfort in being blessed with a fraction of it.

A few months ago, the office had dubbed Yoongi as the rockstar of the company when he joined. But the real rockstar, in his eyes, was her.

“Got it. Say no more.”

Those were the last words that she spoke to him directly before she retreated to her office. It was just down the hallway from him but that distance seemed to stretch lightyears away after all was said and done.

Every other conversation after that was done under the guise of business-as-usual. Meetings, project hand-offs, staff reshuffling.

During one transition meeting, she named Namjoon as the new project director for the Moonstone, wrapping up pending short-term tasks and delegating them to the rest of the team.

Yoongi was taking over in the interim to oversee foundations and philanthropic areas until a replacement was hired for her position–which, if he was being honest–were gigantic shoes to fill.

Slowly, she emptied out her office, packing up books, plaques, and other personal knick-knacks she had brought in as comfort items.

He watched as he caught a few people stopping by her office to say their goodbyes. Sometimes, she stopped by theirs to exchange memories followed by tight embraces.

She also held private conversations with Taehyung and Hobi–both of whom she hadn’t worked with that long but had formed bonds with them in the last few months. She thanked them and let them know how they’ve been instrumental in a few ad hoc tasks that she asked them to help with in the past, most especially with their latest collaborative effort.

Namjoon found Jimin sniffling in the breakroom one day, another senior analyst comforting him–he had just come off his own one-on-one farewell meeting with YN.

The days waned as her last day crept up. Celina and Yoongi planned an official going-away party at a bar close to the office. Namjoon thought about skipping it but Hobi and Taehyung convinced him to go.

Namjoon wondered if he would ever get his own 'goodbye-meeting' with her. They never really had an actual conversation about how they left things. Perhaps it would make things easier if he initiated some form of closure.

Closure. Fat chance that would be.

“You’re coming out tonight, right?” Hobi waits expectantly as they wrap up their study hall session at the conference room.

Taehyung looks up from his computer screen and at Namjoon.

He exhales sharply. “I’ve already told you multiple times, yes. And I’m senior staff–so…I kind of have to be there.”

“‘Have to’ is different from wanting to be there, Namjoonie.”

“Well, thanks for pointing that out, grammar police,” Namjoon says wryly.

Taehyung raises a tentative hand.

“Yes, Taehyung-ah?”

“W-why did you and YN–ow!” He flinches as Hobi kicks him in the shin under the table.

Namjoon gives Hobi a look before turning back to Taehyung. “What? Spit it out.”

After the young analyst rubs his leg, he goes on to ask his question. “Why’d you guys break up?”

Namjoon takes a deep breath before raking his fingers through his hair in exasperation.

“S-sorry–I know it’s personal but–I thought that things were going well?” He asks innocently.

“I–” he shakes his head.

“Why would you let her leave?” Hobi finally blurts out.

Namjoon glowers at his friend. “I’m not letting her leave. She’s free to do what she wants. And she’s been talking about leading an effort like this for…God knows how long. It’s—it’s what she’s wanted for a long time.”

“Couldn’t you find some compromise? Like–even if she was going to be away for a year? I’m sure she could take breaks in between to come home, or–”

Taehyung interjects. “Yeah–I read that Kim Haejin has great employee benefits where you don’t have to wait 10 years to take a sabbatical or like, you can take some extra time off, if you need to–great if you have a family. She really worked out that elusive work-life balance–”

“Guys!” Namjoon cuts them off. “This is bigger than us. YN…she’s meant to do great things. And I’m not going to be the one to hold her back from that.”

“That’s such horseshit and you know it, Namjoon,” Hobi says, shaking his head coupled with a look of disgust.

“Excuse me?”

“You and I know–hell, even Taehyungie knows, that you, of all people, don’t want her to leave. The real question is, why are you pushing her away? There are many ways to keep a relationship--”

Namjoon groans, puts his palms to his face and rubs his cheeks before he waved his hands in midair haphazardly. “I don’t even know why we’re having this conversation. She’s leaving for New York in a few days!”

“That still doesn’t answer Hobi-hyung’s question,” Taehyung says.

Namjoon’s mouth is agape. Was his team actually questioning his decisions on his love-life?

“I ran into Mirai–she said she saw YN crying in the ladies’ room the other day. What exactly did you say to her?” Taehyung asks.

“Nothing!” He flared his nostrils. “Nothing that–that wouldn’t help make this decision easier for her,” he scoffed. He then glared at both his team members. “You know what, I don’t see the need to explain myself. She’s leaving. That’s it. We’re done. As is this line of inquiry,” he says as he forcefully shuts his laptop screen and abruptly walks away from them.

******

Later that afternoon, he walks towards YN’s office to find her conversing with Yoongi. She was leaning back against the front of her desk while he stood in front of her. He watched as they smiled at each other politely then hugged.

Under normal circumstances, he would have stepped in to ‘respectfully’ interrupt. But he lost that right weeks ago. Now he was just jealous that Yoongi was lucky enough to have that level of physical contact with her.

She watches as Yoongi exits her office, spotting Namjoon in the hallway in the process. He and Yoongi exchange nods before he carefully advances towards her.

“Yes?” She asks him pointedly.

“Mind if I come in?”

She shrugs then gets up from her position and rounds her desk. Namjoon scans her practically empty office–save for The Lighthouse print that he had framed. She grinned from ear to ear when she thanked him for it as soon as she found it hanging on her wall that day.

The image reminded him of her. A lighthouse was not just a beacon that guided ships and boats through dark, foggy seas. Lighthouses are also constructed to withstand powerful storms and turbulent ocean waters. It’s no wonder why they are frequently depicted as symbols of strength and resilience.

For a time, that was who she was to him. Still is. And now, he was counting on her strength and resilience to get through this. She would hate him again, yes. But he would feel better knowing that she would live her life without regrets. At least that’s what he kept telling himself.

Other than the frame, the room was pretty desolate–much like the look that she gave him.

“Mending fences?”

“I figured there was no use in hanging on to grudges,” she says nonchalantly.

Namjoon nods. “That’s good.”

She continues to type on her keyboard. “Anything else?”

This was a poor attempt at a normal conversation and they both knew it. She didn’t care much for it though. She was completely checked out when it came to him.

“Jungkook asked me about Saturday–uhm…the graduation–”

“Don’t let him guilt you into doing that. You’re not obligated. And you’re not family,” she says while staring straight into her monitor.

The last part stung him…He deserved that. “I told him I’d try. I uh–wrapped up the programming for my project so–turns out I’m free. I could take the train up there and then a cab.”

She stayed silent, as if he wasn’t even there. After a minute, she looks up at him. There was eye contact but they were distant. If he didn’t know any better, he’d think that she could see right through him and this whole bullshit narrative that he was trying to push forth.

“Between you and me, I’d rather you didn’t go. But–it’s my brother’s day so, it’s really not up to me.”

He bit the inside of his cheek. “Understood. Are you–headed to the bar later?”

“Yes. I’m walking over there with Jimin and Mirai.”

******

He parks himself at a corner of the bar–one with a sweeping view of the entire room. Everyone at the firm manages to fill the entire establishment. He watches YN mill around with staff, trading anecdotes and other memories of working with her.

She’s held on to the same glass of wine the whole time. She takes a sip every now and then because she was more intent on socializing. Colleagues were offering to buy her drinks but she declined politely, saying that she had just gotten a refill when she really didn’t.

He tries to catch her eye, and he does…several times–willing her to come his way–even just for a moment but she never does.

*FLASHBACK*

Jeon YN is an up-and-coming public policy researcher who is already making waves in the field with her recent appeal to reform the country’s “No Child Left Behind Act” by…

“...pushing for equity and inclusion in the public education sector–”

Namjoon is startled as she reads the words aloud from his screen.

“Oh, hey–didn’t know you were there.”

She smiled at him. “I just got in. Didn’t you hear me calling out to you?”

His expression is apologetic. “Ah–sorry, Yumi–I’ve been doing some recon work on this new prospect.”

She assessed the profile photo displayed on the article then hummed. “She’s pretty.”

Namjoon smiles uncomfortably. He had been staring at YN’s photo for an unusually long time. “I was just looking at her credentials. Pretty extensive for a short amount of time. She just got her doctorate a year ago and is already making a lot of noise in her area of concentration. Celina’s been looking for somebody to run our philanthropic partnership efforts and…I really think she’s it.”

He looks up and smiles excitedly, the dimples on his cheeks deepening. “You know–if I get her on board, it could be that boost that I need to make Associate Director before the end of–”

She sighs audibly, conveying her disinterest. “That all sounds great, Joonie. Can we eat first, though? I’m starving and I’m really feeling that double-shift from the OR right about now,” she says wearily.

She stands in front of him in wrinkled scrubs, deep bags under her eyes, her ponytail all messy–it looked like she didn’t bother to redo her hair after pulling her surgical cap off.

“Ah–shit,” Namjoon gasps in horror. “I uh–”

Mayumi gives him an exhausted, dismayed look. “You didn’t order dinner? I texted you hours ago and you said you’d take care of it.”

“Sorry–I got wrapped up in this research because Celina needs–”

She groaned then shook her head gently before giving him a tight smile. “Guess I’m having instant ramyeon tonight.”

******

“Namjoonie, you said that you had it on your calendar. I even reminded you about it the other day and you said that you’d specifically block out a couple hours to have lunch with my parents.”

“Yumi, I–this is a huge deal. I did all of the legwork to get this researcher on board and I can’t welcome her on her first day?”

Mayumi was understandably upset.

“I can’t believe you, Namjoon. My parents made the trip all the way out here. You know that my dad has a bad leg and his health hasn’t been good lately…yet you’re ditching because of some lunch meet-and-greet for a new employee. It’s not like she’s a celebrity or politician–you can say ‘hi’ whenever you like! My parents are only here for–”

Namjoon grits his teeth but takes a deep breath and relents. It appeases her. “You’re right, Mayumi. Let’s go to lunch.”

******

“Okay, I updated the numbers here, here, and here. I also addressed the query about why we have multiple levels of quality assurance–”

“I got it, Namjoon-ssi,” YN said. “You emailed me this same copy, right?”

“Yes. And it’s the same one that I sent to Jin–” He is interrupted by a text on his phone. Suddenly, his expression looks pained and he starts to scramble.

She asks him if everything was alright and he mumbles something that sounded close to ‘fine.’

“Anyway, that’s all taken care of,” he refers to the revised proposal. “Can you just make sure that Celina endorses it before noon today? That’s all that needs to happen.” His footsteps rush to the door.

She follows right behind him as he walks towards the bank of elevators. “Okay, but–what if Jin finds something off in the final pass? Should we call–”

“Just–just call my cell and I’ll address it,” he says past his shoulder. “Sorry, I…I need to leave. Something came up. Just call me, okay.” He presses the down-button and the doors open straight away. He steps into the cab then hits the button for the lobby.

“Uh–okay.” YN stood rooted to her spot as she watched the elevator doors shut.

******

“Why so sudden? I don’t understand–”

“Sudden? You think this was sudden?” Mayumi yells out incredulously.

“I thought that you were just–looking around..seeing what opportunities were out there. I didn’t think you’d go for something out of state!”

“Well, I’m sorry, Namjoon but–I’m done making decisions around you. You know…it’s not enough that I stayed home during a planned two-week leave while you followed some woman around like some puppy–”

“That was not what that was. I told you that Celina asked me to look into her,” he argues.

“You could have scheduled your recon-whatever work to any day–any day! It was supposed to be our time to reconnect–”

His phone buzzes in his pocket. He dips his hand in, and without looking at the caller ID, he blindly feels around for the mute button before turning his attention back to Mayumi.

“You get called to the hospital all the time during emergencies–”

“But that is the nature of my job, Namjoon! I can’t predict when someone is about to get an organ transplant or if there’s a 15-car pileup and they need all hands on deck so sometimes, I have no choice in the matter. You, on the other hand, work in research! You choose to bury yourself in work. This time? This time, I’m choosing me.”

Namjoon steadied his breathing even though his heart was clearly about to burst out of his chest. “Mayumi–hun–couldn’t–couldn’t we just talk about this for a minute? I feel like you’re being too hasty with this decision–”

“I should have done it long ago. But I stayed because…I thought that you needed some structure at home. Away from all of your data and theories. Just–somebody to love you. But then it just became all about you and your work and–moving up the ranks. Didn’t you think that I had ambitions before you met me? I could have gone to the Mayo Clinic, Namjoon!” Instead, she found work at another notable, local hospital.

“But you found work at the Children’s Hospital here, right? You seemed to be doing pretty well there–”

“Namjoon, you’re not listening! This is not what I wanted for myself!” Her chest rapidly rose and fell–reining in years of built-up silent indignation.

“You knew how important that offer was to me–but you said we’d have options out here–I…I agreed because I thought that was all short-term! I didn’t think we’d settle here after you got your Ph.D.!”

“You told me that you were happy at your job! You always talked about how great things were going and how you had so much room for growth–”

“Yes, it was good for the time-being! And I told you that so you could focus on your post-grad stuff and not stress! I thought that after you were done chasing your dream–we’d get to mine next.”

Namjoon was aghast but was distracted once again by his phone vibrating. He absently hits the mute button once more and softens his expression for a moment. He turns to her and puts his hands to his chest, suddenly feeling a pang of guilt. “Yumi–I–I had no idea. Why didn’t you tell me you felt that way?”

“I just thought that after all these years we’ve spent together, that you would have known or at least kept it in the back of your mind!”

His mood shifts from guilt to vexation. “Mayumi, I’m not a mind-reader! How am I supposed to know how you feel if you don’t tell me? So you say you’re fine but in reality, you’re not? I’m–” he sighs in frustration. “You’re not being fair,” he says quietly. “You can’t…you can’t expect me to correct something that I’m not aware of.”

“Well, that’s our problem then, right, Kim Namjoon? Your lack of awareness. And it’s that ignorance that has rotted us past the point of remedy,” she spat out.

He seethed and chewed at his bottom lip, staring at the floor in utter disbelief. Mayumi took a long, deep breath. She was at a loss and truthfully at the end of her rope. She was gripping the handle of her suitcase but somewhere from deep within her, she tugged at a small strand of hope.

“Johns Hopkins offers a great relocation policy benefit. If…if there’s a chance…” she steadied her breathing. “You know…family–including partners–are covered. If–if you want to come with me?”

She stared at him tentatively. “You can be an independent consultant. Be your own boss. You’ve made all of these connections in the last few years–there wouldn’t be a shortage of clients. Plus, we’d be in DC–there would be a ton of options for you there.”

The phone buzzed again. He figured at this point that it was the office trying to reach him. He pulls his phone out and sees Jin’s direct line on his caller ID. But he was in no fit state to make any business decisions–especially at this moment. He rejects the call again and places the phone on a table nearby.

He glances down at his watch. He had paid a fortune for it but he believed that it was a culmination of all of his hard work to get to where he was. Mayumi couldn’t hide her disappointment when he came home with it. He could have gotten a ring with a hefty setting for that price.

He suddenly felt regret–all those years–he assumed that things were fine and that she was happy but it was all a ruse to keep him happy. She’d been waiting for him to take action, to be attuned to her needs. He realized that they had been out of sync for a while.

She resented him–all these years–and although he loved her, he wasn’t sure if he could deal with that look of disappointment on her face if he gave in to her plea. It wouldn’t do either of them any good to try to stay together after this conversation.

“Mayumi, I can’t,” he utters.

“Can’t or won’t?”

His phone buzzes once more but instead of rejecting it, he decides to shut it off.

After a long beat, he finally looked up at her, his expression was decidedly settled. “I–I can’t–and won’t hold you back any more. If I couldn’t make you happy now, what difference would a change in location make?”

She purses her lips in disappointment and glances at her bare left ring finger. She had already expected this but a small part of her had hoped. He dashed that right away. “I’ll come back for the rest of my things on Monday and I really hope that you won’t be here. Goodbye, Namjoon.”

*END FLASHBACK*

“Namjoonie–”

Namjoon is jolted back to the present to find Hobi trying to call his attention.

“You spaced there for a sec,” he says as he takes a swig of his beer.

Namjoon suddenly scans the room once more but YN was nowhere to be found. He curses under his breath. “Where’s YN?”

“Uhh–” Hobi says tentatively as he also scans the room. “She was just–I thought she was talking to Jiminie and Taehyungie a moment–”

He doesn’t let his friend finish. He marches through a crowd of his coworkers, approaching the young analysts who stood in an opposite corner.

“Oh, hey, Namjoon-ssi!” Jimin says.

“Do you know where YN is? Did she go home?”

Taehyung replies, “She went over to talk to Celina–”

Namjoon cranes his neck but only sees Celina talking to Yoongi and Jin.

“She went back to the office. Said she was going to grab a couple more things then head up and take the train to see Jungkook,” Mirai interjects as she walks into the conversation.

“Wait, I thought she wasn’t leaving ‘til tomorrow?”

Mirai shrugs. “She said that she booked a last-minute ticket that leaves tonight and would just sleep on the way up there.”

“Well–how long ago was that?” He asks in a panic.

Mirai eyed him with a hint of disdain but she bit her tongue as it wasn’t her place. The fact was, he was still her superior. “I don’t know–10, 15 minutes ago,” she says as she takes a swig of her drink.

Namjoon let out a low growl of frustration. He rushes out of the bar and runs back to their office building.

When he steps out of the elevators, he rushes down the hallway towards her office. It didn’t matter how long his legs were or how wide he made his strides–he couldn’t get there fast enough.

He slows his steps once he closes in–seeing her office dark and completely empty. He stands between the door frame. Gripping the sides, he hangs his head.

The light sensor on the wall detects his movement and automatically switches on.

As it turns out, the room wasn’t completely empty. The lone occupant was a framed print of a lighthouse on the harbor.

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