#hsr filo au

[fuxuannie]

↳ pairing : dan heng x gender neutral reader

↳ prompt : hanggang notes lang yung gusto kong sabihin sayo, pero kahit alam na alam ko na di ko kaya isabi sa mukha mo, mamahalin kita from afar.

↳ authors note : for my non-filos, the prompt is essentially writing everything you want to say for a person in your notes app and admiring them from afar <3 this is me self projecting & taking this chance to practice some filo

↳ brief disclaimer : this is for my hopefully existing filipino audience! i will be providing translations and such if people want it

MODERN FILO AU

Stelle and March 7th dealt with your constant rambling of your 5th 'happy crush' this year. "Promise! Iba na to, I sweaar!" You'd giggle, but the two just gave each other a look and back at you. "Whatever you say..." Knowing damn well you've said that every single time, and they were in fact, not different.

Just like clockwork, at the same hour and at the same place, Dan Heng quietly walks by the table the three of you were seated on. His earphones in his ears as he's kept busy with whatever is on his phone, you catch a quick glance and you start to cover your mouth and giggle. "Haysss, ampogi ni crush." You'd say while kicking your feet, and Stelle and March 7th's jaw DROPS at the realization.

"SIYA??" The pair said together, slamming the table and jolting up from their seats, the same baffled expression as they looked at you. "Oo, b-bakit? Mali ba desisyon ko?" You stammered, putting your hands up in the air while smiling awkwardly.

Stelle crosses her arms, and March 7th puts a hand on her hip and the other points at you. "Ingatan mo ang puso mo bhie, reputation na rejecter yun. Sobrang cold sa mga tao nagcoconfess sakanya!"

"Super super cold yun. As in parang aircon." Stelle huffs, nodding her head in agreement to March's statements. "Ang weird ninyo, of course hindi ako magcoconfess!" You retaliate, grabbing your phone from your hand and passing it over to them. "Hanggang notes app yung rants na sobrang pogi niya, wala naman akong plano sabihin sakanya eh." You watch as Stelle grabs it from the table and March 7th takes a peek at what you were showing.

"Crush ng bayan yan, wala naman akong chance." Was the last thing you added, shrugging your shoulder as you accepted your feelings most likely not being reciprocated.

Stelle looks at the phone, looks at you, one more look to the phone and finally a disgusted stare in your direction. "Corny mo."

"Alam ko naman."

"You're hopeless." March 7th sighs, going on her phone to what you could only assume to be and check whatever notification made it go off and buzz.

[riyangiis]

𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 , 𝐙𝐄𝐑𝐎𝐒𝐄.𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐑𝐘.

" even the most beautiful, precious things that can shine even through the darkness; end up withering, fading away. "

𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊𝐒.

✮ ─ written in filipino.

𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐩𝐥𝐞 ! ╴─╶╮

filo zb1 tweets ! ─ ✮, crack, swearing, highschool!au, no translations, sexual? joke in matthew's user, no reader, smau.

#exposed ! ─ ✮, crack, no reader, no translation, swearing, shimkongz and haobin.., highschool!au, mentions of violence, genshin and hsr mentioned, smau.

𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐣𝐢𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠 ! ╴─╶╮

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𝐳𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐨 ! ╴─╶╮

so annoying ! ─ fluff, crack, mentions of cannibalism, swearing, reader says he's a bad bf, reader calls themselves a 'fangirl', smau.

𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐛𝐢𝐧 ! ╴─╶╮

extra crispy fried chicken with 3 sauces ! ─ fluff, crack, poly relationship mentioned, matthew and reader are dating, smau.

delicate ! ─ situationship, idol!hanbin, swearing, ocs mentioned, use of pet names, smau. ╶ ─ ╮

[ EXTRA : 'cause i like you ! ─ drinking, smau. ]

#sadboi alert ! ─ fluff, crack, smau.

my greatest love . ─ angst, death, incurable disease, overworking, implied haobin, smau.

𝐬𝐞𝐨𝐤 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐰 ! ╴─╶╮

extra crispy fried chicken with 3 sauces ! ─ fluff, crack, poly relationship mentioned, matthew and reader are dating, smau.

𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐚𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐞 ! ╴─╶╮

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𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐧𝐫𝐮𝐢 (𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐲) ! ╴─╶╮

cherries and roses ! ─ fluff, smau included, second lead syndrome, one-sided love, ocs, oneshot. [VALENTINES SPECIAL!]

englishero!ricky brainrot ! ─ ✮, ask, both in filipino and english, no translations.

coquette pink bows ! ─ crack, use of pet names, swearing, mentions of the kys joke, smau.

serving face ! ─ fluff, crack, smau.

𝐤𝐢𝐦 𝐠𝐲𝐮𝐯𝐢𝐧 ! ╴─╶╮

break up with your girlfriend , im bored ! ─ swearing, crack, situationship! gyuvin, ocs, smau.

love you, loser ! ─ fluff, crack, swearing, we hate on gyu A LOT, smau.

𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐠𝐮𝐧𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐤 ! ╴─╶╮

bombastic side eye ! ─ fluff, crack, smau.

𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝐮𝐣𝐢𝐧 ! ╴─╶╮

flowers for you ! ─ fluff, idol! classmate! yujin, +idol! oc, oneshot.

boyfriend ! ─ situationship! yujin, swearing, "what are we?", smau.

yujin as your filo!bf ! ─ ✮, both in filipino and english, no translations, drabble.

royalty, or loyalty? ─ royalty!au, angst, fluff, established relationship, mentions of headaches, bad parenting, mentions of marriage, oneshot. [YUJIN BIRTHDAY SPECIAL!]

parents in training ! ─ fluff, crack, can be read platonically or romantically, reader uses female emojis, mentions of parenting, gyuvin and hanbin joking about how they birthed yujin, smau.

take a picture ! ─ fluff, crack, smau.

surprise ! ─ crack, swearing, smau.

wait for me . ─ angst, death, car accident, bullying, swearing, suicide, implied homophobia, overthinking, oc, smau. ╴─ ╮

[ ALT ENDING : expect the unexpected ! ─ fluff, crack, lowercase intended, not proofread, smau included, highschool!au, near death experience, car accident, bullying, swearing, ocs, oneshot. ]

𝐆𝐈𝐅𝐒.

ot9 ! ╴─╶╮

in bloom mv !

melting point mv ! 〔2〕

yura yura mv teaser ! 〔2〕

kim jiwoong ! ╴─╶╮

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zhang hao ! ╴─╶╮

zhang hao & sung hanbin , in bloom mv !

zhang hao , yura yura teaser !

sung hanbin ! ╴─╶╮

zhang hao & sung hanbin , in bloom mv !

seok matthew ! ╴─╶╮

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kim taerae ! ╴─╶╮

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shen quanrui (ricky) ! ╴─╶╮

crush mv ! (yujin , gyuvin , ricky)

kim gyuvin ! ╴─╶╮

crush mv ! (yujin , gyuvin , ricky)

all kim gyuvin gifs (in bloom , crush , melting point)

park gunwook ! ╴─╶╮

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han yujin ! ╴─╶╮

crush mv ! (yujin , gyuvin , ricky)

𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄.

han yujin header !

han yujin messy headers ! 〔2〕

idol 1n2d dividers !

𝐠𝐨 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 ? ↺

𝐠𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞 ? ⌂

[fuxuannie]

╭₊˚ ๑︰i hope these words reach you in the universe where you didn't leave my life.

:★: relationship : (filo & modern au) blade x g-neutral reader

:★: warnings : PANGET TAGLISH KO WWHWUWHWSH, other than that .. none!

:★: a/n : WE BACK WITH THE FILO AUS 🔥🔥 plz i would've made this on twt if it wasn't for the bonfire going awn there.. rip 🙏 (no translations for this talaga kase its honestly better for me when its written in tagalog huhu)

"Hi, Blade!

Sana pagnakita mo to, I didn't take 500 years to send it to you hehe. Or infact, di ako natakot and never sent it talaga. Sounds like something I'd do.

Anyways.. I think sobrang obvious naman na gusto kita, I mean childhood friends kami ehhh! Since grade 1 naalala kita sa buhay ko, and I really wouldn't have wished for anyone else to grow up with.

I know were gonna be super busy with college na, and I just.. nakakatakot haha. I know that you wanna move back home para you can be with your family ulit but I just.. Yoko talaga na aalis ka tas wala pa akong sinabi, di yan talaga tama sa puso ko eh. It's not right to torture my own heart with the what if's of life.

So when you read this, it's most likely nasa eroplano ka na or I ran off super dramatically kapag binagay ko to kase I don't want to know how you reacted sa talaga lang. I want to tell you and that's it, you're not obligated naman to return the feelings or ganun! Whatever your answer is, I will accept, and even if walang answer.. I'm sure I'll be okay. :) Gusto ko lang na alam mo that while you're gone, meron naman hihintay sayo hanggat babalik ka HAHAHA.

I really do hope future me gives this to you. I hope you're happy back home, and tell tita naghello ako please!

And I love you.

Ang panget mo, from : (name)."

You feel the paper in your pocket as the car ride to the airport was.. painfully silent. Not in a way that you had nothing to say, but both of you had too much to say. Not enough time as you already see the familiar building within your view, all the while still fidgeting with the paper with uneasiness.

You help Blade with his bags, seeing the dark circles under his eyes indicating he couldn't sleep until this moment. It's clear he's scared too, almost as if torn between home and home, the home he's made with you in the Philippines. "You okay..?"

Blade doesn't realize how he's just been staring at you, shaking his head and giving you what seemed to be the saddest smile you'd ever see on his face. "Wala lang."

You walk him to entrance, each step making your heart feel like it's being crushed by a hydraulic press. Blade went to grab a cart as you stood there and stared at the entrance, not being able to fathom that this was it. This was your last moments with him in person.

"So.."

He cleared his throat while you placed his bags onto the cart, looking up at him with those lost and admittedly scared eyes. Neither of you could hide the pain that came with the situation, both afraid for the future without the person you considered your other half. "I.. I just wanna say thank you, for being here and being in my life."

You chuckle, wiping away a tear as you try to smile. "I wouldn't have wanted to be anywhere else."

Then you remember the note, digging into your pockets and immediately recognizing its material and texture. You look back at Blade and sniffle, "I just wish there was more tim-"

But before you could finish, his arms wrap around you with such desperation. He held onto you like he didn't want to let go, which admittedly - he didn't want to.

You blink away your tears as your head rests on his shoulder, it's all going so fast. The day had long disappeared and the sky shifts to a dark blue, you hug him back as tightly as you could.

And in the moment, your heart drops at an idea.

"What if he falls inlove with someone he could actually be with?"

I mean.. the idea was possible, long distance relationships are.. hard. Certainly not for the faint of heart, and you'd both have to be ready for years of no physical contact.. not to mention being busy with college.

He could be with someone that's there for him 24/7, who can be the pillar to support him when you couldn't. Someone he deserves, and is one drive away, not on the other side of the world.

You were just about to slip the note into his pocket, but your hand stopped and you crumpled the letter in your own sadness.

"Uh.. Blade, I think it's time to go." You muttered, hesitantly pulling away even if it hurt your heart to do so. "Take care, okay?"

He smiles at those words, knowing you were his reminder to do so. "I'll do so for you."

That answer made your heart ache.

But Blade notices a piece of paper in your hands. Intrigued, he asks; "Ano yan?"

Taken aback by the fact he noticed, you tear up the paper and try to laugh it off. "Wala, just trash." But Blade rolls his eyes and takes it from your hand, despite your small gasp of surprise. "I'll throw it out."

You were.. hesitant about that, but you agree nevertheless.

You two share a little more time to talk before he realizes the time, and not wanting to be late for his flight - he decides that it's time to go.

"Thanks again, don't miss me too much." He teased to ease the tension.

You scoffed. "As if I'd miss you."

He loved it when you played along with his antics, he was really going to miss this. "Bye, (name)."

You stayed strong for these last moments, holding your tongue to stop yourself from crying out how much you loved him.. and begging him to stay.

"Goodbye, Blade."