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just imagining getting fingered by Yunho.

His hands are long enough to feel every little spot of your gummy walls, not showing any mercy as his fingers reside in every crevice, hitting your g spot effortlessly with every curl.It takes so so much self control to not cum on the spot because he’s so good at what he does, he even gets cocky about it, he just knows. Thinking about his silver rings and long nails, how you’d feel them push at every spot, the coldness contrasting the warmth of your cunt. It’s breathtaking in every way as the nails add length and the rings add width, making his perfect fingers become even harder to resist. You cant hold back from him even if you tried you absolute hardest. He doesn’t quit finger-fucking you even after you cum, he simply pushes his fingers deeper into your dripping cunt while using his thumb to rub on your clit softly, he enjoys watching your eyes water and body shake as you’re pushed into overstimulation. He likes the neediness and how you’ll beg him, “Please, Yunho” you chant like it’s a mantra, yet you never specify what you’re saying please for, he knows you’re too much of a slut to actually ask him to quit, you enjoy him using your little cunt as he pleases and continue to let him. When he’s done he makes an effort to stick those long fingers down your throat, making you taste your own cum, he presses on the back of your tongue to gag you then pulls out and cleans the rest with his mouth, looking up into your eyes with a lustful gaze. You can tell this is only the beginning.

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Yeosang as your boyfriend

Yeosang x gn reader

Having Yeosang as your boyfriend is so peaceful, you often just do parallel play, him resting near you while you busy yourself with your interests.

He’s a listener, always prepared to hear whatever you have to say and nodding along even if he doesn’t quite get it. He’s so soft in how he takes care of you, placing fluffy blankets over your body if he notices a shiver, delivering your favorite snacks when he sees the shelves get empty. His love isn’t always shown with touch, not even words but he makes an effort to let you know how loved you are. His sensitivity makes touch feel like an intrusion, his body natural curls up, yet he wants to push through for you. You find him slowly opening up more, letting you hold onto him during a sleepy night, you can’t help but giggle when you look up at his flushed face, blushing immensely and trying not to push away from the hug. He goes slow with every action, careful to not overwhelm the both of you, so kisses will mostly be quick pecks or a romantic make out where he slowly deepens the kiss while keeping the pace just enough, as he rests your hands on your waist, rubbing gentle circles to soothe you and ground himself. He also has a tough side as well, you’d be lying if you said you didn’t notice the strength of his body, or the deepiness of his smoky voice. When he does simple tasks and you can see all his arm veins glistening it’s quite hard to hold back, and during those early mornings where he just woke up and groans “Good morning” raspy and even deeper than usual. The best part of those early morning is seeing his calm face after waking from slumber, his birthmark bright as the light from the window shines through, he looks ethereal, like pure serenity. He’s yours.

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San comfort with depressed reader

San x GN reader

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San always paid attention to detail, he noticed the spark in your eyes start to dimmer, your lack of interest in the things he knew you loved.

He gives you space at first, letting you rest until he can’t help but ask what’s going on, it pains him to think of the possibilities of what could be wrong, he’ll pace the room overthinking. When you finally open up to him about your depression, the look on his face softens and he cannot stop himself from pulling you into a tight hug, using his arms to contain you as if you were gonna run away. He makes an effort to check in on you, “Have you ate, drank water, showered, slept well?”. He practically goes over a checklist, and when he sees you unable to do these things he assists you with them, making the tasks easier. He’ll start the warm shower and help you wash yourself, cook you meals and buy ingredients easy for you to make, rewarding you with hugs and gentle kisses pressed all over everytime you complete a task. He does whatever he can to make things easier for you, he feels a drive to make you feel better. When things are completely too much he’ll let you rest on his chest, the muscles acting as a cushion for your head and body, he’ll rub your back as you sob into his arms, or tell you stories to cheer you up when you’re too numb to even cry. He’ll keep checking on you even as the episode starts to fade away, reminding you to come to him if it ever gets bad again.

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Hongjoong as your boyfriend x chubby reader

Hongjoong would love to simply rest his hands on the softness of your body, rubbing gentle circles on every surface and smoothing around the patterns of your stretch marks.

He touches them and looks at them as much as possible, eyeing you in all of the best ways, his eyes light up at those stretch marks on your body, he views them as constellations and you can tell by the way he looks into your eyes, his eyes bold and sparkling as if you hold all the answers to the universe. He pouts if you even get a thought that your body is anything but beautiful, he’ll punish you with kisses everywhere and little nibbles across your body to remind you of how loved you are.

When he gets too busy with work in the studio he sends you baskets of your favorite things, stuffed animals, flowers and your favorite snacks, and he always makes sure to leave in a heartfelt letter. He often feels he doesn’t do enough to show his love as he’s always busy with his leader duties, but you’re quick to remind him of how much you always feel it.

When he gets time off he likes to just lay in bed with you, he likes to be big spoon so he can rest his hands on your tummy as he kisses up and down your neck, the softness of your round stomach and how it’s so squishy just melts him into pieces, he wants nothing more than to lay with you forever.

You’ll be left with nibbles and  hickeys all over your body when he’s done with you, he doesn’t just do it in a sexual way but just wanting to be close to you and show his love.

He’s a romantic to his core and tries to hide away his reddening face as his group members tease him for how whipped he is for you. His perfectionism makes it hard to give his love out so you know he really cares everytime you’re with him. 

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bathtub love with seonghwa 1

Seonghwa x fem reader

Part 1 Fluff

Part 2 Smut

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It started innocent, you in the bed with seonghwa after a long day, you both been stressed from work so this time off felt perfect. You and him resting together as he shown you how to build lego flowers, it was silly yet romantic and you really adored that about him, eyes softening as you listen to him ramble about his nerdy interests. after it was perfectly assembled he made the cutest sound, “Ta-da!” as he presented the finished bouquet, you giggled at how adorable he can be.

After he finished putting up the legos, nice and high to make sure your creation doesn’t get messed up he plops back onto the bed and looks at you. He pouted “mm, i missed being like this with you” . He whines while looking into your eyes gently, “I missed you too baby, you’re so clingy” you mumble teasing him, the redness on his face not going unnoticed, then he proposes you take a bath together. You look at him confusedly until he takes your hand and leads the way. The bathtub is full of warm water, bubbles with a cotton and lavender scent, and rose petals littered across. He looks at you with a soft smile, “Come on, let’s get cleaned up, my love”. Then he helps you get undressed, you blush as he softly removes your clothes and let them fall to the floor, he quickly removes his own and guides you into the bathtub, sitting behind you. It’s all so calming as he caressed the soap onto your body, you cant even see his face but you can tell he’s looking at you like he adores you so deeply, you can feel his love for you in every touch. He presses soft kisses onto your neck and cheek as you both rest in the warm water, worries washing away as you both mumble sweet-nothings to each other, smiling as the presence of your deep care for one another fills the room.

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bathtub love with Seonghwa 2

Seonghwa x fem reader

Part 1 Fluff

Part 2 Smut

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Then his touches start to linger, you thought it was your imagination as your core heated up from the slight brush of his hand against your inner thigh, then he whispered in your ear, “You look so beautiful like this, I want you so bad my love”. Your cheeks redden deeply as his words come out, however you lean back into his touch, deeply craving more.

He asks you “Can i touch you? I wanna make you feel good”. You mumble a rushed “Yes, Hwa”. Showing how eager you are to feel him on you further. He moves his soft hands that were once rubbing your back to start rubbing your breasts gently, slowly pressing soft circles on your nipples and giving small pinches as he kisses your neck. The soft kisses on your neck start to get more vivid and rushed, leaving bites and dark hickeys across your collarbone and behind your ear. You moan out as his kisses turn into sucking on your neck, his wet spit glistening as a necklace. “Spread for me, baby” he spoke more as an suggestion, he was already pushing your legs apart, practicing manhandling you with the strength of his hands against your thigh. Your breath hitches as he teases you, brushing his hands against all the spots of your inner thigh but missing the place you wanted him most, it isn’t until you’re about to whine out in protest that he finally sneaks his hand down your cunt. The warmth and wetness not even hidden in the bathtub, “Fuck, i barely touched you and you’re all wet for me”. You don’t even have enough time to show your embarrassment as he starts to rub his middle finger against your clit, giving it playful touches yet never giving enough to satisfy you. He toys with your little clit for as long as he wants until he finally picks your soaking body up, you gasp in surprise. He sets you on the shower bench, and opens your legs back up. “Is this pretty pussy all for me?” he looks into your eyes while on his knees and you can't do anything but moan his name and beg for him to finally give you want you’ve been wanting. He scoots up the shower, water sloshing at the movement of him crawling on his knees until he gets his head close to your soppy cunt. He first tests the waters, giving it a small kitten lick, looking up to notice your reaction. As he seen your hazy expression, he starts to make his licks more purposeful, sloshing his tongue up and down your clit, sucking on it and whimpering into your dripping cunt as you get even wetter for him. The only words you’re able to speak in incoherent mumbles of his name and pet names in different variations, causing him to slightly smile as he works harder. He then takes his middle and ring finger and quickly jam them into your cunt, they go in without issue from just how soaking wet you are for him, he curls them upwards, hitting your gushy walls and g spot while slobbering and sucking on your clit. “Mmh- Baby I’m close” you whimper out with your head tilting back, hitting the cold shower wall. “Let go, go ahead and cum for me baby” he speaks muffled into your wet cunt, the continued fingering and sucking causes you to be pushed over the edge, your whole body convulses as you drip out into his mouth, your orgasam being the best one you ever felt. He shyly pulls away as he noticed you finished. “So, do you wanna watch star wars with me after we clean up?” He uttered. You can’t help but laugh while nodding. He gives the softest aftercare, drying you off and putting floral lotions onto your body, he hides his grin at the amount of marks he left on you. When he’s finished dressing you up he plops into bed and cuddles with you, not forgetting to turn on his favorite star wars movie, you’re prepared to learn more about the lore of why he bought so many Star wars legos that are spread across your shared room. Calming moments like this remind you of how much you love him.

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Mingi comfort to chubby reader with eating issues

mingi x GN reader

TW : mentions of disordered eating, body image issues, and su1cidal thoughts.

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You got in a rut, the feeling of your body started to cause pain, a simple mirror could cause anguish. You got in your head after some diet culture videos came on your feed and you heard some comments on your body and the thoughts started to spiral, the feeling of not being good enough, beautiful enough, worthy of love started to deepen, that paired with your negative thoughts on your body spiraled into horrible habits.

You started to isolate yourself, ignoring the missed calls and unread texts from your boyfriend Mingi. You were focused on all the wrong things, reading all the labels intensely, logging it all down, doing workouts that gave you exhaustion.

The worse part is you thought no one cared, some of your family knew of these habits you had and didn’t worry at all, they even encouraged it, that made the thoughts you had on your body get even worse, believing no one would care until you reach your goal.

Until months pass of you living like this, drain you inside and out, you haven’t spoken to mingi at all, haven’t went out, you were expressionless only consumed on your looks and what you’re not allowed to eat.

This pain poured out every day, leaving you searching unthinkable things, looking for ways to escape living, you didn’t really want to die but living like this couldn’t go on anymore. It isn’t until you collect the pills and mark the date that you hear a knock on your door, “Y/N, are you home? please let me talk to you”.

You panic as you heard Mingis voice come through the closed door, hesitantly you walk up and turn the door knob.

Mingi looks aghast as he sees your face, the pain in it is clearly evident, “You haven’t responded to my messages in ages, are you okay?”.

He panics clearly worried about you, “I.. I’m okay” The lie being extremely evident, Mingi quickly pulls you into a hug, tighter than he ever before, as if to keep you from going anywhere. “Please tell me what’s going on, i wanna help you, I’m not mad”. He pleads with you, the desperation clear on his face.

You have a long talk with Mingi about everything that’s been going on, his face gets more and more worried as he listens intensely. He continues to hug you, now rubbing your back to offer support, “You need to get help, from a professional”.

He concerns, he notices the hesitant gaze in your eyes, he’s aware of your self doubt and lack of thinking you deserve help, he reassures you while now patting your back.

“I- Im not underweight, so.. It’s fine, help is for people who deserve it”. Your insecurities come through with ever word, paining Mingi further, “Your size has nothing to do with how much you deserve, you’re just as sick as someone else and need the help just as much, love”.

Mingi now practically begging you to work on it, reminding you he’ll be there to help you through it.

As he continues to praise you, give you hugs, give gentle reminders your worth is beyond your size.

You finally get the motivation to get the help you need, and Mingi is there to support you throughout the whole journey.

Some days when the thoughts get bad again, Mingi is there to help you through it, “You’re beautiful, my love” he repeats like a mantra, constantly praising you and your body. He gets your favorite foods for you then plays all the movies you like, helping you distract from the urges to go back into it, and always letting you borrow comforting items from him. Blankets and hoodies with his scent, so you always feel loved by him and remember how loved you are.

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note : thank you for reading !! i wrote this based on my own experience and i hope it can provide comfort if you struggle with the same yourself. you deserve help at any size and there’s no such thing as “sick enough”. you’re already worthy of happiness and fuck diet culture 🔥🤍

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Jongho x reader with ASD| fluff

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Jongho has been the sweetest boyfriend you could ever ask for, he’s so soft and understanding of your struggles, always acting to help you with them. When you first met his group members it was very chaotic, 8 men in one room, Wooyoung in general, it was loud to say the least, that paired with the bright lights in the practice room and the unfamiliar faces caused you to slowly get overwhelmed. He noticed you start to shut down, residing right next to him just pulling on your fingers, avoiding eye contact and trying to ignore the sound. He immediately has the members calm down, and always brings a pair of headphones for you, helping you block the noise of the outside world.

You aren’t even shocked anymore when you check the fridge and notice all your safe foods being restocked, he makes an effort to buy them for you, knowing you won’t eat much if they aren’t there. He even offers to help you with the cooking as he knows starting a task can be difficult for you as well, he’ll help you through those transitions, causing you to get more work done when you’re with him.

You aren’t the biggest fan of touch, easily overwhelmed by tight cuddles. He shows his love and intimacy in many other ways, acts of service like all the things he does for you on a daily basis, he loves parallel play where you do the silly things you enjoy, resting near him while he focuses on his gaming. Being near you in general causes peace to both of you.

You don’t typically understand sarcasm or social cues at all, he’s always there to explain the joke to you, or offer silent support when you can’t muster up anything to say. You won’t ever feel weird or too quiet when you’re around him, he constantly reminds you of all the good qualities you have as well. “Being quiet just makes you a better listener, not liking touch just makes you show you’re deeply loving in other ways, your hyperfixations just show how well you care about things you enjoy-“. He will go on and on, making sure you quit the self doubt and negative talk.

He is always down to hear your long explanations about your special interest, he will binge watch with you, read the long notes you make about characters, hear out your headcannons, and of course support you in buying those fandom trinkets you love. Your already over decorated room will be surely covered in all your interests when he’s done. He still makes sure you don’t get too caught up in these special interests though, if he notices you start to go hours not taking care of yourself, even missing sleep just to engage in the things you like. He’s there to remind you of your self care, giving gentle support to keep you upright.

He doesn’t always get it, the displeasure you have for things like certain textures, random foods, the way you pull on your hands constantly fidgeting, watching you play the same song multiple times, then proceed to repeat the lyrics whenever you hear a word that reminds you of it. He will constantly do research to make sure he can support you well, he even learns a few things about himself from doing so. You often feel guilty, thinking it’s hard work for him to handle you. He’s always reminding you how much he enjoys it, he does it out of pure love and wanting to be able to get closer to you properly. He finds all your little habits cuter than you ever think, when he hears you repeat that same phrase again he can’t help but giggle to himself. You’re just the sweetest thing to him.

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Note: I hope my writing properly depicted ASD and if you have any thoughts or recommendations it’s much appreciated! i based this off of myself and own experiences, however i’m not diagnosed and could have wrote these things in a way that doesn’t fit :(

i do hope u do feel represented by it n thanks for reading 🤍

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Yunho x Reader Smut

Part 1

Part 2

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“I can't get enough of you, so damn perfect”. He cried out, continuing to thrust hard, his movements get sloppier as he overstimulates himself to bring you to pleasure.

The feeling of how tightly you’re clenching him is unbearable, he can’t stop whining, tears running down his eyes as his tip continues to press against your gummy walls, hitting your g-spot at each sloppy thrust.

His hold gets even tighter on your waist, almost digging his nails in, he looks at your face with his watery eyes, watching your legs shake as you get close to finishing, the sound of your moans filling his ears motivates him to keep going.

“Yunho, i’m so close, you’re so good to me-“. You mindlessly shout out praises towards him, brain being fucked from all the sensations.

He sneaks his hand down to your clit and starts rubbing it with his thumb, sliding it around, pressing onto it and gently rubbing that spot under your clit that he knows you love, your body shudders completely at the feeling.

It isn’t long before you reach orgasm as well, adding your fluids to his, you came even harder than the night before, the bedsheets now soaked from your squirting, along with your cum that managed to drip out of your cunt.

Your whole body shudders at the sensation, you lay your head on his chest, both of yours heaving showing the exhaustion, wincing as he slips his length out of you.

He then wraps his arms around you, holding your body, breathing deeply as he plants soft kisses around your tired face.

“Looks like i made you scream again, baby”.

He chuckled as you roll your eyes, groaning at his teasing.

“If my legs didn’t feel like jelly, i’d be beating you!”.

You defend yourself then he quickly comes back

“Beat me in valorant first”.

He smiles looking down at you, never missing an opportunity to tease you.

Before you can start pouting again he’d be quick to start aftercare, cleaning you both off in the shower, he rubs the soap softly across your body, making you feel more loved than you ever before, always going gentler around the areas sore from how hard he thrusted.

Then changing into soft pajamas, a matching set he bought after seeing how cute you thought it was.

You get back in his bed, under all the covers and doze off with each other. He holds you tightly as you sleep, and you smile to yourself, hoping for another valorant match to end like this.

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Hongjoong x GN reader

summary : GN reader reaches a low point in their mental health, and starts to take it out on themself and try to find an escape. eventually trying to attempt. Their boyfriend Hongjoong helps them work through things and get the help they need.

word count : 1387

genre : Angst, Comfort and Fluff

warnings : mentions of $H and urges, su1cide attempt and su1cidal thoughts

note : All reblogs/comments/reads/hearts are appreciated and I thank you for any of it ! if you have any feedback or thoughts I would love to hear 💗

this is a rewriting of multiple works of mine that were kinda shit :P and this is based on my own experience i had a couple months ago so i’m glad to finally outlet it and make light of it somehow :3

You tried your hardest to push through it.

The stress of everything in your life went from a small pressure, to a huge hurdle, doing simple things like even showering or brushing your teeth felt like a milestone impossible to reach.

You constantly changed the date, postponing the day you’d finally have the guts to finish it off.

It was nice looking for reasons to keep going, even with as little reasons as there were.

You couldn’t admit the real thing keeping you back was fear.

What if it didn’t work? What if you got hospitalized? Before, you were very afraid of death, even staying up at night trying to stop it from somehow happening randomly, but now?

You just crave it.

You know deep down you don’t really want to die, you just want to live a little less.

If you do this, won’t it make things better?, You thought to yourself.

Your struggle will finally be taken seriously.

The days turned into weeks, you gave up on the plan, just constantly remembering in the back of your head, the tools kept in the drawer, the items you planned to use.

You needed the right time, you didn’t want to make anyone worried.

Shortly but surely, the time had come, it wasn’t as planned as before, it was a spur of the moment thing.

The cuts littering your arm and thighs weren’t enough anymore, you needed something harsher, to get rid of the pain.

After you scrimmaged through the drawer in the corner of your room.

You finally grab the small bag of pills you stole, you were worried they wouldn’t be enough to do the job, but also fed up and just wanted to get it over with.

You sat on the bed, with the bag sitting right next to you and a bottle of water. “So this is it”, You thought to yourself, taking the pills one by one, throat feeling iffy after so many pills back to back, you wanted this yet felt so anxious right after.

Brain filled with regret, worry, panicked all of a sudden.

You wanted to die, but how can you be so afraid of death when it meets you?

You stayed awake for hours worrying, until you finally got the courage to go to sleep.

Waking up, it wasn’t enough pills, “how stupid”, You thought to yourself.

You worried so much just for nothing to work, You went on with your day in a bittersweet manner, maybe the pills needed more time to kick in?

Then as the day passed, you noticed the pills starting to take effect.

You couldn’t eat, you felt like throwing up.

“Am I okay?”

Your worry kicked in again.

You wanted this to be painless, so why is it hurting so much in every way?

You wish you listened to the warnings you got when doing your research.

Awake at 3:00 AM, looking up “Painless ways to die”, shortly to find out there’s little to no options.

Desperate is what describes you.

You were desperate to finally escape, you didn’t think of the little details enough, you didn’t think much at all.

Your stomach was in large amounts of pain, laid in bed wondering when it would stop, until you finally started to gag, and gag.

Your body finally threw up, sadly getting all over the sheets and covers, “Fuck, i’ll have to wash them”, You thought to yourself, the vomit up poured out of you, the remainders of the pills leaving your sickly body.

The dirty sheets staring at you was a dark reminder of what was done.

The worst part is you didn’t get what you wanted at all, none of it went your way as always.

No one cared, no one even noticed, you didn’t die, you didn’t get hospitalized, you didn’t even get one of those get well soon cards.

You simply don't mean enough to anyone to get things like that, You remind yourself of that all the time.

It somehow still hurts when that dark reminder comes back to you every time again.

You vowed to yourself from then to either get better completely.

Or to let yourself get completely worse.

You tiredly try to pull yourself up to somewhat function, it’s hardly working.

You should be happy, you're clean from self harm for over a month now, but why are those thoughts coming back?

You lack a reason to really start again, you grimace every time you see the white lines on your thighs, so why does it feel like the razor is calling your name?

You think about how it made you feel then, a little bit less alone, how relieving to have something to take your pain out on, you missed that.

Looking at the I Am Sober app on your phone, the “Congrats on staying clean!” message pops up and feels like a slap in the face.

Eyeing the razor sitting near the bathtub and then holding it in your hand.

“Have all these months been worth it? Am I worth it? What's wrong with me?”

The thoughts pour out as you quickly make the irrational decision that started it all.

“No, no, no, no!, what did I do?”

panicking as the cut was deeper than intended, not sure what to do, You pulled your pants up and quickly ran out the bathroom.

As you walked out, your boyfriend Hongjoong eyed you and quickly noticed the blood seeping through your sweatpants.

Hongjoong: Baby! What happened to you?

He quickly rushes to help, thinking it’s a small injury.

“I’m sorry, i messed up joongie”, You cried.

Hongjoong sits you down and grabs a first aid kit, as he rolls up your sweatpants leg, he realizes what happened, the other scars littered across your leg shining boldly, and dried blood from the recent cut.

Hongjoong doesn’t know how to react, so he focuses on cleaning it up and putting a bandaid on, after he finishes he pulls you into a deep hug.

“I didn’t mean to go that deep” You plead

Hongjoong: It’s okay, I'm here, gonna get you the help you need.

”But- Joongie, I don't feel like I deserve help, I did this to myself”

I'm worthless.”

Your deepest insecurities are finally on full display to him.

Hongjoong: It’s not your fault baby, you’re so much more loved than you realize, it’s gonna get better, I’ll be right here to help you through it.

I-I'm not here to judge you, I don’t fully understand it myself but, i wanna see you happy. I wanna see you get better and I'll do what I can to get you there.

Hongjoong’s voice breaks up as he tries not to cry while speaking.

“I’ll go clean up and get the razors thrown away, just get some rest for now, we can talk more about getting you in therapy in a minute. And I love you, okay?”

“Don’t forget that, don’t let the stupid voices in your head even try to convince you otherwise, I love you so much and I always will.”

“This doesn’t make me see you any different at all, the scars are just part of your story, a small chapter in the book.”

“It’s gonna get better, I promise you.”

Hongjoong mutters, his lips quiver as he holds the tears back.

He rubs your back while hugging you the whole time as he speaks, offering you the comfort you deeply craved.

You silently nod and accept this new step in your recovery journey.

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Hello !! Can I request a smut fic with boyfriend yunho where he and reader gets into a petty argument/play fight and yunho suddenly brings up the previous night to tease reader (the way she moaned his name, scratched his back, squirted, etc) in which then leads them to go for another round 🤭

Yunho x reader smut

thank you anon for the request ! i got a bit inspired by the new valorant live so i hope ur okay with that inclusion :) got a bit carried away- so there’s two parts

Part 1

Part 2

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Your boyfriend Yunho challenged you to a game of valorant, which quickly lead to you losing over and over,

“Quit fucking killing me!”.

You protest his actions, he doesn’t even look sorry about it.

You pout and run off to your shared bedroom, getting under the covers hiding away from Yunho, he peeks in the room, looking at you from the door way before making his way next to you.

“Go away, i’m tired of you”

You groaned turning your head away, he just smirked at the sight.

“Tired of me? Weren’t you just screaming how much you couldn’t get enough of me?”.

He teases you, your face and core heating up at the reminders of what happened last night.

“Quiet now? You seemed to enjoy screaming my name-“. You quickly throw a pillow at him, ignoring his chuckling and the sudden lust in his gaze,

“S-Shut up! I was just pretending”

You mutter out, the lie doesn’t even sound convincing, he just gives you a knowing look.

“So you pretended when you squirted all over the sheets just from my fingers? Or when you practically dug in my back while whimpering out my name when i fucked you?”

His eyes glimmer as he speaks to you, you cant even muster up a response.

You blush intensely from his gaze over your body. “You’re such a dick, I bet i could make you scream harder”, You teased.

He just lights up with intrigue.

“Really? Go ahead and try”. He smiles, mocking you.

You grab his face, holding onto his cheeks as you pull him into a kiss, it’s heated already at the start, you aggressively make out, nibbling on his bottom lip while sucking on his tongue, and clashing teeth with him.

You waste no time in getting rid of both of your clothes, then trail your hands down his chest, looking up at him with bold eyes.

You crawl down the bed before getting between his legs, giving him no time to think before shoving his thick length in your mouth, he began to whimper your name as you thrusted his shaft down your throat, slurping the spit and precum that escaped.

His body shuddered with every suck, each time you brushed your tongue right across that vein, he felt on edge, holding onto the bedsheets passionately, he shaked intensely, muttering out your name and whining with his eyes pressed together tightly, just as you feel his cock twitch in your mouth, about to spurt out, you pull it out.

“What the fuck? W-Why’d you stop, Baby please”

He hissed in protest, his length hitting his stomach, red and glistening from all your spit.

“I’m not letting you cum until you beg, gotta scream for it, remember?”.

You smiled, teasingly brushing your hand against his inner thigh, he shows no shame in how quickly he starts pleading,

“Please, do something, anything- Baby i need you”.

He’s breathless as he whines and gets close to tears, after making him plead for long enough for your liking.

You straddle onto his lap, resting your arms around his shoulders, you kiss him again, yet this time is more soft, you press lips with him, making out gently as he brings his hands to hold your waist, rubbing soft circles around the skin.

You then prop yourself up before pushing the tip of his length in, you groan from the pure thickness, your wetness and being stretched out by him last night helps to ease it in, he can’t do anything but sigh at the pleasure finally reaching him, left desperate for your touch.

You take a deep breath as his thick length bottoms out, the bulge now obvious in your stomach, he fights the urge to press on it while ramming his dick into you.

Your legs shudder as you slowly move up and down on his shaft, face contorting from the tip always hitting your g-spot and how the veins feel against your walls.

You bring your hand to hold onto his thigh then start to speed up the pace, the sound of wetness and clapping from your thighs hitting each other echo in the room, he squirmed, clenching onto your waist to ground himself, he quickly moans, losing restraint and starts to thrust up, his hips hitting yours. You cry out his name, clenching onto his cock harder than before,

“Yunho- I’m so close”.

You whimpered in his ear, he gets more desperate with his thrusts, now holding onto your stomach, pressing the bulge deeper, he hungrily bites on your neck while moaning out your name along with profanities, you could tell he was near the edge as well.

His hips stuttered as he began to reach orgasm, you moaned his name even louder, feeling his seed drip inside of you, your stomach getting increasingly full-

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Wooyoung x chubby trans reader/ ftm reader

Wooyoung can’t help but smile everytime he sees you, you’re so delicate to him, he can’t help but want to protect you in a way. He’s quick to defend you if anyone says slick shit even if it’s a little bit mean, “Watch your mouth about MY boyfriend” as he pouts defensively, there’s no room for anyone disrespecting you if he’s there.

He knows you’re too shy and a bit embarrassed to correct anyone who may use the wrong name or misgender you, so when he knows it’s safe he’s quick to correct them, smiling as they finally refer to you the correct way. He notices the look in your eyes, you jump excitedly finally getting a binder, you take it out of the package and put it on, yet it doesn’t quite feel right, the compression doesn’t work since your chest is larger and you can’t help but tremble as you try to hold back tears noticing this, your body causing dysphoria comes in waves, but whenever the wave comes it’s often enough to knock you down. However these waves have been handled with your boyfriend Wooyoung, he’s quick to get behind you, resting his hands on your cute tummy, “Hey baby, it’s okay, not your fault” he reassures you while rubbing soothing patterns on your belly, he slips the binder off you and just lets you rest in his arms as long as you need to. The dysphoria slowly passes as he praises you endlessly, reaffirming you’re his boyfriend, you’re handsome, you’re his beautiful boy and you have the hottest masculine body. He reminds you that your roundness isn’t a flaw, he sees it as the cutest thing ever, and resting on you feels like heaven, you’re so soft to him. He does lots of research on various platforms to try and learn more about gender dysphoria and being trans, he wants to do whatever he can to help you, hiding the fact that he has a couple piggy banks to one day surprise you with top surgery. Until then he will continue to be your supportive, pouty, clingy boyfriend and promises to always be as long as you promise too. Of course he makes you lock pinkies or “The promise wouldn’t be valid”.

[hwastarxo]

Ateez as fantasy characters |Maknae Line|Headcannons

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San - dragon ੈ✩‧₊˚

San as a dragon is breathtaking. He’s big and strong and easily could take out anyone with his scorching fire breath, but outside of his hard exterior he’s really soft on the inside, he resembles Toothless, he’s gentle and spends more time training for fun than to actually hurt someone. Deep inside he’s a cutie and of course he wants to be petted. He often stays inside of abandoned forests, he likes the peace nature gives and it’s big enough for him to train without hurting himself or someone else. When he isn’t training he’s resting or using his fiery breath to cook meats, however his favorite thing to eat is soft cakes, but it’s hard to find a human willing to bring it to him, it isn’t until they come close and get to know him that they realize he’s just a nice dragon.

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Mingi - Unicorn ੈ✩‧₊˚

Mingi as a unicorn is radiant. He looks magical and soft, his bright horn shining to lead the way for him to get around, he resembles power and peacefulness. His horn does contain the power to heal sickness and in rare occasions he offers to let humans use him for health, it’s not that he doesn’t want to help them but he tends to avoid humans out of fear, yet he easily outruns any humans trying to hunt him. He’s afraid of what they’ll think of him as well, wondering if humans are ashamed of him and thinking that’s why they hunt for him and his peers, so he tends to stick to himself, just resting around waterfalls in the forest, he prefers the calm. He gets shaken up when having to deal with others but he knows the calm water just dripping down from the mountain won’t judge him. So nature becomes his best friend and his hiding place.

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Wooyoung - werewolf ੈ✩‧₊˚

Wooyoung as a werewolf is playful. He stays in human form unless there’s a full moon, but his excessive hair and claws still point him out, he just acts as a normal human, perfectly disguised. When the full moon blooms he lets out a smoky howl, even casting chills to other werewolves near. He’s typically chaotic, playing pranks and messing around with the other werewolves in the forest, he does it simply for fun, and no one protests as they know his hidden strengths. He’s more classy so he tends to feed on cooked meat only, most times roasting the animals he hunted himself. He enjoys the feeling he gets when hunting and cooking, it’s like an accomplishment and a reward.

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Jongho - mermaid ੈ✩‧₊˚

Jongho as a mermaid is ethereal. He’s simply soft and adorable. His dazzling tail brightly revealing him in the sea, he’s friends with all the creatures that reside in the ocean, they smile as they notice him come through. He often gets mistaken for a siren, his vocals are angelic to say the least, and he sings quite often, it enchants the fishermen passing. He comes up with his own songs and also chanted the famous sea shanty’s created by Captain of the seas Hongjoong. His softness and round exterior makes him always get seen as a cutie but he also has a strong side. He knows how to fight when he deems it necessary, though that isn’t often. He just likes to protect those he cares about.

[hwastarxo]

Ateez as fantasy characters

|Hyung Line| Headcannons

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Hongjoong - Pirate *ੈ✩‧₊˚

Hongjoong as a pirate just clicks to me, he’s the captain of course, he would have a huge ship and just venture out for hidden treasures, with a huge flag marking his territory of the seas. He’s a perfectionist to his core, which is why he spends days and nights using his skills to sail the dark ocean to find whatever he deems wanted, often times he just wants gold or more weapons to fight off the officials who try to stop his pursuits. When he isn’t busy sailing, he spends time writing sea shanty’s, his ship is like a home to him, so he had to include a small area to work on his love for music, some of his sea shanty’s are even sang by other pirates.

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Seonghwa - Siren *ੈ✩‧₊˚

Seonghwa as a Siren is alluring, he’s extremely good at his work and it’s very telling, he lurks in the dark ocean often only coming up when it’s night, he lures in the fishermen with his vocals, his silky chants causes anyone in the area to be pulled into his trap, it doesn’t help that he has such a beautiful visual too, he plays into his looks to eat his victims, “I’m so lost sir, could I get on your boat?” whimpered as he looks up at them with puppy doll eyes, and it works like a charm, officers have even tried to put a stop to him just to get pulled in as well, he can’t help that they fall for it every time, it’s just apart of what comes with his talent.

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Yunho - Vampire *ੈ✩‧₊˚

Yunho as a Vampire is Elegant, his skin is pale yet rosy, and sparkling, not being able to go out when there’s sun isn’t much of an issue for him, he prefers nighttime activities all the way, often doing human-like things such as simply playing video games. It isn’t hard for him whenever he needs to eat, his victims gladly let him drink from their neck, he hardly needs to ask, he’s generous when he feeds, sinking his teeth in and only taking just enough, he grimaces with embarrassment noticing the bite marks left, not realizing how deep his fangs are going. Despite not ever being able to see himself in the mirror he takes very good care of his appearance and it shows, he shines in the moonlight.

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Yeosang - Fairy *ੈ✩‧₊˚

Yeosang as a Fairy would be very similar to him now, his presence is calming, he lingers in the air in a soothing manner, his little wings sparkle as he flys around collecting flowers for the bees. He has a warm heart, and despite his softness, his husky voice and flat expression make him hard to read, if it wasn’t for his gentleness in his actions and just how tiny he is as he flaps his wings, it’d be assumed he’s a harmful creature. In his spare time he flys around to help the other creatures in need, his favorite hobby being collecting flowers, he’s like a flower himself and is always drawn to them, his most picked is lilys. He’s so caring in everything he does, using his little wings to the fullest but pouting if he even hears a whisper of the word cute, he won’t admit to how adorable he is.

[hwastarxo]

Mars masterlist ☆

asks/requests are open

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ATEEZ -

OT8 - ateez hyung line headcannons as fantasy characters

ateez maknae line headcannons as fantasy characters

Hongjoong - hongjoong as chubby reader’s boyfriend

hongjoong comfort and angst to GN reader/ su1c1dal reader

Seonghwa - Bathtub love with Seonghwa 1

Bathtub love with Seonghwa 2

Yunho - Imagines getting fingered by Yunho

Yunho x Reader smut after argument 1

Yunho x Reader smut after argument 2

Yeosang - Yeosang as gn reader’s boyfriend

San - San comfort to depressed reader

Mingi - Mingi comfort to disordered chubby reader

Wooyoung - Wooyoung as chubby FTM reader’s boyfriend

Jongho - Jongho x Reader with ASD

TXT - coming soon

SKZ - coming soon

BTS - coming soon

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[hwastarxo]

lk running out of ideas TT

i am accepting requests ! for ateez, txt and skz.

mostly ateez but others r okay too !!

anything from headcannons, imagines, fluff/smut etc are alright! if you have any questions u can just include it in your request :D

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