#hyceate rambles

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Aaagh. I wish they didn't phrase the issue like that so. Poorly. I actually agree with Robbe about the cycle of call outs. Especially since I have experienced this myself and done some social media drama myself on Twitter. It led to exactly what I expected Britt and BA to do. Escalation. Direct confrontation almost never works but at least the girl squad should have listened. That's where it gone downhill imo. BA acted as expected, but somehow, the intelligence is essentially 0 for girl squad. Well, expected Kato and Amber to be pretty low tbh. But I truly felt like the rest of them would have tried to understand Yasmina's feelings. Luca and Zoe would have dropped out while Amber and Kato go on their merry way. Idk how they just think those were pure gossip. Aggghhhhhhhh. There are edgelord jokes and there are highly offensive jokes which I think the racism falls under. It can't be seen as casual edgelord stupidity. At least understand that, girlsquad. 🤦

Back to Robbe, the way he went about it was just terrible and not what I expected of him. Was that line necessary at all? Couldn't he be on more passive like idk "maybe they thought you wouldn't enjoy it. Idk. I'm not them," instead of straight up offensive?? Yasmina could have responded with a similar line but less aggressive such as, "They didn't want me to be there because I'm Muslim. I'm not sure if you can really feel the same way as being unwanted for being yourself." Then, Robbe can go and compare his experience. Idk maybe they end with them getting comfort food for each other because Robbe is sad from remembering the attack + her mom's reaction and well we all know Yasmina needs some comfort. And mentions they gonna meet up with Sander and his friend, (Younes). IDK. I AM JUST RAMBLING.

Why is there so much hostility, the fuck? Especially when they threw the hug in? I don't understand?

Nothing Britt did to Amber is defendable either. At least, he didn't directly say it was fine. But I sure would have liked it if he at least mention that was an overreaction of BA since they didn't even have proof it was Amber in the first place. I don't understand why he says Yasmina might have wanted this to happen or how she would betray her friends like that. Just what.

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help on flowers please

what flowers do you associate with robbe and sander? I actually draw sunflowers for Sander because they chase the sun. I think you can understand what I imply with that. But I also associate sunflowers to Robbe because of how warm he is in s3.

I could give them both sunflowers but I'd like more opinions please! Thank you TT _ TT

I haven't said this enough, but thank you all for the support! And the ones who have stuck with me for years through fandoms and ups/downs now - I can't believe it's been a few years already and we're friends!!! I am like socially inept 99% of the time and I'm sorry we don't talk much so I'm honestly surprised and appreciate you lots!

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Bruh this job. It's easy but mentally tiring. Fun to listen to boss blast off at clients who cause more issues than business though.

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It's darn hot out today. 33°C feels like 40°C. Stay safe y'all. Drink lots of water.

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I want to know what words I have been saying that made me a target for so many porn bots lately.

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Nintendo got the cutest cheeks. Just wanna squish. They get so round when he smiles. 🥺

I squish my niece's cheeks too and she gets so mad. 🤣 But other days she loves it so idk. Like a cat.

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I miss doing big painting projects. Grumble. I'm too mentally derpy to avoid painting in circles now. REEEEE.

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Hello. I am mildly alive. So currently going through job training which is why I have been missing here.

Can I say how much I miss hugs. Watching all these shows make me want to hug the toddler all day because touch starved except she's a little gremlin and will run away. 🤣

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job interviews make me so nauseated.

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Need more Whump and hurt/comfort fics in my life. 👉👈

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Ok. This might not be good. So my health went on a steady decline since this job. They have been piling a shit ton of projects on me even though I work part time. Deadlines are hitting closer but every time I try to do one project they pile on more while I only work 5 hours a day? I don't even eat lunch to try and keep up. It's kinda crazy. I have to make ten graphics and they expect me to finish that on top of other projects that are spontaneously given to me at times???

The anxiety isn't helping me either. My family in Vietnam got Covid. My office isn't vaccinated except for me. They don't plan to either. Doctor said it's going to get bad for me without help. I hate feeling so damn nauseated all the time.

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Tomorrow is my birthday (16 Aug) but it's a work day. Sadness hahaha. 🤣

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I think I like whump too much. Hehehe. Want to see characters sufferrrrr and then get a three thousand truckloads of comfort afterwards.

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womenstan's big bang piece is coming sooon. I got the outline but told her not to give me the story because I knew I'd be too excited to keep quiet about the details. xD

can't wait to reaaaaad. although my artwork is for later on in the story so I'll be posting sneak peeks for my part heh. Orz

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Gonna have to say. I heard fire on fire first for a mini series track. Of rabbits. It's called Watership Down. The plot is hecka dramatic.

So i just imagined them all as rabbits for a split second. 🤷🏻‍♀️

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Wish I could download the raws from goplay. I think I have to do some loops or just record the entire screen. Sigh.