#hyukassubi.thoughts

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Mooties as dogs (◔‿◔) !!

(+Not dog breeds, just dogs.)

‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.˙ ✩°˖🫐 ⋆｡˚꩜‧₊˚ ⋅ 𓐐𓎩 ‧₊˚ ⋅༉‧₊˚.

Ada / @aduh0308

Cheryl / @babymochibeargyu

Fay / @moamidzyism

Mar / @qqmariztwsse

Qiwi 🥝✨✨✨✨✨/ @itgirlgyu

StaRaquel / @uchi4nlog

Saku / @sweetheartsaku

Serene / @beomiracles

Yerin / @bamtorin

+A/n(?): Made this in like 20 minutes more or less uh yeah🫶 kinda random but moots mentioned are all in alphabetical order because I don't wanna hurt nobody's feelings like that if that makes sense 🫶🫶🫶 okayyy now I have 30+ dog pics in my gallery... 😋

~💜💜

‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.˙ ✩°˖🫐 ⋆｡˚꩜‧₊˚ ⋅ 𓐐𓎩 ‧₊˚ ⋅༉‧₊˚.

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THE SOOBIN PIC LOOKS SO GOOFY LORDDDD I LOVE THIS SM!!

🌊ㅤׂ⠀𓈒⠀take⠀ me⠀, ⠀take⠀ me⠀, take⠀ me ⠀on ⠀an ⠀ocean ⠀blue

⠀⠀bahama⠀,⠀ ba⠀ ba⠀, ⠀bahama⠀, ⠀hama⠀𓈒ㅤׂ 🌺ㅤ

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Nah cuz these two thumbnails give off the same vibes

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🍵 | Ramble Incoming

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Low-key.

At the very lowest key.

*sets up a jetpack* I want to watch YouTube fanfiction. *Explodes*

NAH CUZ SOME OF THESE COVERS LOOK INSANE ACTUALLY... AND THE HIGH QUALITY BACKGROUND SET UPS??? AND ACCOMPANYING SOOTHING MUSIC???? AND THE SHORT DIALOGUE THAT POPS UP FROM TIME TO TIME?????

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The Miya chinen cosplay hello

231024 M2U Fansign ©onlyggyu | Do not edit, do not crop logo. 

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😐

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Gonna pretend I didn't just undo my entire rat theme because I forgot to take screenshots of my previous theme 🫶🫶

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Quick announcement!!

IWAYAM will be on a prolonged hiatus again after the publication of Chapter 23

As for the author?... We'll see.

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SUBI'S EXTRAVAGANT REVIEW ON GROSS!

A couple months ago, I have read, dare I say, the most dramatic fic I've ever laid my two eyes upon (in a good way!!).

It was (nearly) everything I thought I would NEVER enjoy: situationships, flawed main character, drama.

Yet here I am... Absolutely pleased with the drama-filled, humourous rollercoaster of a romance that supposedly had no chance of growing into something more.

Warning, this review is bound to contain spoilers so if you haven't read @moamidzyism 's 'Gross!' yet, read it here! Now that that's out of the way, ON WITH THE REVIEW!!!

Yes, you can like unlikable characters, actually!!

Never would I've thought in a million years I'd end up rooting for a 'bad' main character. I assume a good chunk of us have been shoved in the face countless of times by the media what 'good' main characters are supposed to look like. Like we were programmed by society to like the good heroes and pull out our stakes and pitchforks for the evil villains.

I was in a reading rut for the longest time (I still am tbh 😭😭) and I always thought perhaps the stuff I was reading didn't fit me anymore? Was it the genre? The writing style? No. None of that. I was simply bored of always reading 'perfect' stories with 'good' characters and expecting plot lines.

It is genuinely so very astounding how, in my lifetime, I stumbled upon a 'badly written' y/n and still ended up enjoying her journey and the overall plot of the fic. Moral of the story aside, 'Gross!' has absolutely helped shift my perspective on 'reading what I enjoy' and 'enjoying what I'm reading'.

Character dynamics

I love how everyone has their own little friend group and super top secret bestie groupchat convos, definitely adds to the drama and complexity of the story as a whole.

All the friend groups are so different and although the 'yeonjun-taehyun-yuck!yn' gc is my favorite of them all (a buncha sassy silver-tongued fellas (ESP YUCK!YN, what's not there to love?) I LOVE THE 'B🐶s WHO BRUNCH' SO MUCH TOOOOOO.

I'm not into itzy but Chaeryoeng and Yeji y'all, Chaeryoeng and Yeji UGHH THEY'RE SO SUPPORTIVE AND LOVING ESP TO GROSS!YN, TRULY RAISING THE STANDARDS FOR FEMALE FRIENDSHIPS AND BEING A GIRL'S GIRL

I can definitely learn a thing or two from them too, growing up as someone who's always taught to 'love someone for their gains' which can be partially true but that's not the trajectory of healthy friendships!! You can be besties with a complete Mary sue but if you're not they're biggest hypegirl then literally what's the point????

Notable scenes that devoured, left no crumbs and did the dishes!!

SOOBIN, CHAERYOENG AND YEJI HAVING A JOINT SLAY TOWARDS THE END OF THE SERIES 😭😭😭😭

Sungchan being right but we all still mutually despise his character in the fic purely because he's Gross!y/n's ex... Something I never knew I needed until now. Ex-boyfriends are typically portrayed as candy-stealing 🍑 holes (which he was!!) but to have them actually spit facts that are right and raw and brutal but he's right???? My new favorite trope ✍️the 'bad but right but we still hate him' Ex✍️

Every. Single. Kai and Yuck!yn cameo. Couple goals. *Throws hands in the air* COUPLE GOALS!! IM TRULY NOT EVEN TRYING TO BE BIASED, THEY CAN BE CHARACTERS IN A NOVEL AND I'D STILL FIND THEM SO SO CUTE!!

GROSS!YN HATE TRAIN RUN BY YUCK!YN GODDD THOSE WERE ALL SO SO FUNNY I'D EITHER MASSAGE MY FORHEAD OR LET OUT A WHEEZE

THE GC INTERVIEWS!! THE GC INTERVIEWS ‼️‼️‼️‼️ (ps, Fay you wrote yourself so we'll here 🫶🫶🫶 talented author AND interviewer wowowow your talent is BEYOND me 👏👏👏👏👏👏)

Gross!YN'S miscellaneous items: Spotify playlist, notes about YJ and THE BLOODY VOICE CALL GAAAAAAAAAH

...THE MOMENT YOU'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!

This segment does not need any further explanation.

I loved making the 'video essay' on 'Yuck!' A couple months back and so ofc I'm back making yet another compilation (2 WHOLE MINUTES BTW) for this lovely work indeed 🫶🫶🫶 (Fay, if you're seeing this, take this as a late birthday present ^3^)

(if your guys' short attention spans lasted all the way to the very end, you'd see what I'd be on for the next couple of months moving forth nyehheheheEHEHEHEHEHE MUAHAHHAHA TYUNNING HERE I COMEEEEEEEE)

(PS TYSM FOR READING THIS REVIEW OKAY BYEE 😄🏃‍♀️💨)

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🍵 | Ramble Incoming >>>

Y'all tell me if it's just a me thing but you know what I find that's actually annoying compared to people forgetting your birthday? People who wish you an early happy birthday on purpose and thinks they're special because 'ooo look I wished you this early so I must be the first person to wish you a happy birthday and that makes me special' 😐😐😐😐😐😐😐

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I feel like I'm too young to be comparing myself to other people my age and go 'oh that should be where I am right now.'

'oh I should be attending uni and getting a job and live in a dorm room all by myself as the capable woman I am'

But then I wonder, '... Do they ever miss their childhood?'

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Something about his outfit is so IWAYaM-coded... Like, if I had to go back to my character sketch and design an outfit in my head for Huening Kai, I'd totally add this into his 'royal attire' collection 🕯️🕯️🕯️

...Like this would be his outfit for when he comes back after- *gets pushed off a cliff at 0.5x speed while sad kdrama music plays*

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Finishing what I have started ♡

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Almost got hit by a car in the most awkwardest way possible 🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️🧍‍♀️

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I don't normally say stuff like this but I had a pretty 'interesting' day today (I remembered fragments of my past that I've long forgotten on purpose and lost my temper prettyyyy bad). I don't normally get into full-body sobs but I did today and I couldn't quite breathe properly and I had to hug my plushie for a good hour or so to kind of cool off. I'm still shaken up, honestly.

And then I saw this clip of Beomgyu crying when TXT performed 'Miracle' today and it was... Having a bad moment alongside your idols even though they're on the other side of the globe. Little things like that, small tiny coincidences, it makes me feel like we're all connected, somehow.

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Adios!! (Not forever)