#i DID literally meet my husband thru rping 12 years ago. so. maybe i hope for too much.
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If I send you unprompted asks that make you feel something please know that 1, the sword is double ended and I hurt myself writing it first, and 2, it means I'm getting attached and I'm sorry
#constantly oscillating more than a standing fan#one moment: i should send things its good to write and good to write for friends and it brings me joy to ne inspired by them#the next: what if im annoying. what if they think my kindness is fake again. what if im too much. maybe i should act more distant and cool#the very next: acting cool and distant is for losers and i didnt survive a suicide attempt just to Not let people know i care for them.#im a dumbass and im a clingy ass and im a lil too much but god love it. its never a show#if i talk to u every day or every few days and send u memes and chat there's no underlying reason#other than you bring me joy in some fashion and i just want to return the favor#i didnt get into rp to write with strangers. i mean. gestures. maybe my expectations are too high. skdnfkgkg#i DID literally meet my husband thru rping 12 years ago. so. maybe i hope for too much.#but i consider yall friends. i do. there's never any ulterior motive. i just like yall and want to be wantes#wanted* but that's the root of humanity isnt it? love? belonging? i wont be ashamed of that#anyway its 2 am. hi. i need to go to sleep
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