#i MAYBE love frank vs russia IT THREW ME FOR A LOOP I FEEL LIKE TENDS BAR THEY KNOW ME TOO WELL I NEED TO FLEE AND CHANGE WHO I AM

[badnew2005]

mac and dennis and johnny and mitski and "though I've closed my eyes, I know who you pretend I am"

MUSIC MACDEN ASKS YESSSSSSS keep them coming forever please i love music i love cajatacters i love situations it’s my favourite thing to do listening to music and like i can’t help but have sunny themed visions. iasip my religion my god like i see Them in everything. what’s that santa clarita diet throwpillow anne makes like. mellis is so hot in that btw i looooove when she gets to be someone (that’s what acting is called she’s an actor). ANYWAYSSSSS . YES YES YES . also thinking where’s that post there’s three kinds of macdennis fans ones that listen to fall out boy ones that listen to the front bottoms and ones that listen to mitski. SUUIUUUCH a post. u know i’m the intersection of all three but my Masters Degree my DOCTORATE is in sunnyfob.

i really really really DO think mac knew deep down that dennis was johnny but it was so much easier and comfier to pretend otherwise. like making this ab my divorce again i didn’t realise (slash wasn’t overwhelmed by) that i had feelings for this girl until she came out to me like i Knew deep down she was queer and that i did. fancy her but i needed her to say it explicitly for anything to register and for my life to be ruined. and anyways dennis has been pushing mac away screaming at him to move on BUT HE WONT LET GOO ???? which is so frustrating to mac so even though he’s aware it’s dennis this is . some sort of comfort level. there’s so many good posts ab macden wanting to be other people like when mandy shows up and dennis is like i’m not me mac instantly jumps like i don’t want to be me either like . alone together from save rock and roll 2013. i’m outside the door invite me in so we can go back and play pretend. i don’t know where you’re going but do you have room for one more. LIKEEEEE.

i’m not a hundred either way in if dennis knew that mac knew it was him. the only thing worse than not knowing is you thinking i don’t know . SORRY i got possessed by sunnyfob again. but like. EVEN THOUGH IVE CLOSED MY EYES I KNOW WHO YOU PRETEND I AM. insane connection thank you anon i’m obsessed. it can be both pretending johnny is dennis and pretending johnny is genuinely his own person. dennis ran away physically to north dakota because mac could see through him and his walls but he suddenly wants that closeness back without ever properly communicating ANUTHINGGGG to mac. i know who you pretend i am. den being like fuck i know already mac wishes i was more like johnny . mac knowsssss !!!!! IM JOHNNY IM DENNIS IVE ALWAYS BEEN DENNIS. i said at the begining of my first watch the everything you need is already inside of you would come back around like YEAH it did but macden wise. he’s always been johnny he’s always been dennis :(((( johnny as the version of dennis those parts of him he’s been running away from. this episode presented me with MISERY i can’t get over it. macdennis is a love story but GOD is it tragic !!!!!