#i accidentally puked up all of my meds last Wednesday and didn't retake them after
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kinda wishing I was dead rn
#i accidentally puked up all of my meds last Wednesday and didn't retake them after#which caused me to start my period again#and i thought i could stop it by just taking my meds the next day#but it didn't work and I've been lightly bleeding since then#and today i thought it stopped but i just found out it fucking didn't#and i should probably just stop my meds that keeo me from having periods but i know if i do I'll het cramps so bad i can't move#and bleed so much for so long I'll probably become iron deficient again#and i really don't want that because it fucking sucks on top of the fact I'll be so gender dysphoric that just looking at myself will be#hard to do and the sensory of it will be hell and all this just makes me want to fucking die.#plus i have to deal with all of this shit and school work and I've missed so much school that I'm failing three classes#and all i fucking wanted was to do online school but still be able to do my electives which was offered to disabled people last year#but i wasn't disabled enough last year to get put on it#and now that I'm officially diagnosed they no longer fucking offer it.#and everything is so fucking overwhelming and it makes me want to dig a hole and bury myself#tw vent
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