#i am hovering over u theoretically like a guardian angel

[dojunie]

Dearest Dojunie,

Happy New Year. I apologise for not sending an ask wishing you so sooner. The beginning of 2024 is a little complicated for me. With desiring change and whatnot, but also fearing the possible negative outcomes.

Do you have any 2024 resolutions? Any goals or such? Big or small.

I wanted to send asks more often to show you that I do think of you despite you not being an active part of my life. I think that's quite silly to think about - the influence you have made to my brain. But I get so busy and tired, the weeks are rushing past me and I can't keep up.

Take care of yourself. Hydration, nutrition, good rest. All that you need to maintain your health. Remember that your fiction will leave a mark on people, and that even after a few years people will have good memories of a masterfully written fanfic.

Your anonymous friend,

Book Anon

the influence thing goes both ways; i've been on the internet as a fandom creator for quite a while now (starting in 2014.... for 5sos... i am not taking questions at this time...) and i dont think ive ever gotten feedback and consistent messages like i have from this account, specifically you and the genuine interest you send along with your asks

like i think about you and these asks and the interactions i have on here ALL THE TIME. when im writing, when im not writing, when im out and about and remember that there's a person on the internet who sends me lovely little messages, it really does make this all worth it??? the way you think and the way you write and the way you formulate your thoughts... its so impressive to me (and i feel so happy because you choose to spend time crafting these messages for ME... i write my lil stories and in return i get these actuall connections :( you're so cool)

one of my resolutions is to give myself more grace when it comes to writing... i used to be able to just sit and write all day because i was in the middle of jobs but now that things are getting more serious for me i dont have the time or-- and this was a surprise-- the energy to sit down and write even when i so desperately want to, because i love this account more than anything

but its messages like these that remind me that you get it. you all get it. and i cant understate how much it keeps me going. logging in to see all the messages and the reactions and such, messages like YOURS... i hope you also know that you're leaving your mark on me

sending hugs and well wishes your way, book anon. you better stay hydrated too!!!!!!!!!!! i'm serious 🫵