#i am simply a fool with anxiety smh

[spookybreadstick]

Okay, so I just had this possibly angsty, possibly hurt/comfort idea. What if Tim and Brian's s/o (separately) was related to Alex :0 How do you think they'd respond? - 🖌 anon

so.

this is a good idea.

but unfortunately I cannot fulfill this request.

it may come as a shock to you guys, but I have a confession to make.

I.... haveneveractuallyseenmarblehornets.

Of course, I am familiar with the story and I've viewed a couple of clips or whatever but I just... can't watch it.

The thing with me is, I'm weird because I don't like horror or scary things. I have anxiety. So it makes no sense that I have hyper-fixated on creepypasta. Like ????  @ my brain, what are you doing.

I think that's mostly why my blog is like the cutesy relationship & humor stuff that you see on here.

And I'm just like:

when it comes to the fact that creepypasta is, you know, creepy/scary/etc. 

the other weird thing is like, I don't love reading anything gory but I do enjoy some good horror reading now and then.

but I canNOT watch anything remotely scary. The movie "ET" freaks me the fuck out. I do not fuck with him at all, and he was the subject of many, many childhood nightmares. Watching anything remotely scary gives me such bad anxiety 😭😭😭

You know "Jaws" and "Jurassic Park"? Yeah, those are MY "horror movies." That's the level of scary that I can take before my anxiety starts acting up too much. And I can't watch them alone, I have to be with family/friends cause I'm a baby 😭

so, since I know that marble hornets is tied to the horror genre and there is most likely going to be gore/jump scares/frightening imagery, I can't watch it.

The only reason I write for Masky and Hoodie is because I know the fandom versions, if you know what I'm talking about, and I have grown quite attached. I take some elements from what I know of marble hornets, but their characters are largely based on the fandom versions or just whatever shit I come up with for them.

therefore, I can't fulfill this request. honestly? sounds like a really good idea so please take this to somebody that will write this for you. but i feel bad trying to write this myself because I don't know the whole story and it feels funny trying to write something that I don't know enough about, you know? Because with  I can do what I want with the characters of Masky and Hoodie because they’re marble hornets but have also been sucked into creepypasta fandom, but I am unfamiliar with Alex as he is purely marble hornets. Does that make sense?

anyway, sorry for the ramble, but ily & you are free to request something else (and I hope you can get this fulfilled by someone who knows what tf they're talking about lmao)

as an apology, please accept this humble gift:

- breadstick 🥖