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landofgay · 28 days

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what does it mean when u keep thinking about breaking up with ur bf not cause u need to break up but cause u need a fucking BREAK apparently except I would miss him constantly but god I need a break

except I get to go back to work tomorrow but I am not even looking forward to it

#i am so drunk loloopies #i am. miserable. wish i wS dead. not allowed to kill myself. not allowed to mention i wanna kil myself #wonderful #according tk bf ive told everyone we've talked to that i wanna kill myself even tho im.p sure the only people ive told are #him and my dad #infront of him anyways #otherwise irs been: his entire family (because of situations) and my one coworker who told my boss #bit thats only caise o was at my wits end and she could see how completg miserable i was #but he said ive told so many people #ike ok thanks #fuck off #idk he didnt mean it like thay #its just awful #this is awful #i wish i never got in a relationship zo i didnt have to let someone i love so much down #wojld be so much easier of he was just liwuor store boy #cant disappoint a stranger #widh i was fucking dead and i cant even do that #dont report me for suicidal thoughs trust me i eont do anything #im fine #well im not #but i couldnt even bring myself to self harm i definitely won't be offing myself #so dw i guess

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