#i can't honestly say my body brings me terrible dysphoria- though i am probably more detached from it than i realise at the moment | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

wild-at-mind · 1 year

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I finally bit the bullet and called the GP surgery about getting a gender identity referral this morning. The way it works at mine is you can't make advance appointments, you have to ring up on the day as soon as possible after they open. Essentially you are putting your order in with the receptionist for a callback with your GP later in the day. I've never waited as long as this before, it's now 4:40pm and I got my order in for the callback at 8:30. I told the receptionist what it was about so he knows what he's calling me back about. Either he's waiting till he has time and concentration to spare, or he just plain forgot. If it's the 2nd one I'm guessing I have to do the whole calling thing again tomorrow? :S

#genuinely i'm so stressed because i'm nervous about what i'll say to him #sweating all over the place and writing weird tumblr posts #this has been the part i dreaded the most for a while because i am worried i won't be believed of why i want to transition #i can't honestly say my body brings me terrible dysphoria- though i am probably more detached from it than i realise at the moment #i've settled on explaining how long i've been thinking about this and how i've been living as a man to those closest to me for a long time #the internet told me that counts even if the mainstream narrative is stuck on the wrong body thing #so :/#just call me already pleeeeeeease

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