#i cant even finish the fanfiction that i write solely for funsies | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

jonny-b-meowborn · 11 months

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Y'know I can barely call myself a writer, since I haven't finished anything serious in years, and the last time I wrote a full story I was a young teen and wasn't really good at it, but goooooood I wanna release a book. Like before I started doing visual art my dream was to be a writer, like, with published official books that you can buy and read. And I still do love writing but recently ive been leaning more towards writing fanfiction, which isn't a bad thing, I just wish I could do both. And like, I have so many ideas that I want to write, like original stories that I'd kill to have published someday, but there's absolutely no motivation in my brain. What the FUCK happened to the brain power I had as a kid, when I'd start writing any idea I had with no critical thought, and I either finished it or not but at least I tried, and I'd write all the time, so many short stories that were honestly shit quality but at least I was doing something. Ough

#theres this short horror idea thats been floating around my brain for at least five/six years #and i never wrote it down #i started a couple times but it never went far #and even though i got this idea ages ago i still think its good i still wanna do it eventually #and then theres a story that i did write also around six years ago #and it isnt good. but i love it #and for a long while now ive had the idea to rewrite it. make it make more sense n sound better n have more interesting plot and characters #but the essential idea was good. the dynamics between the main characters were fine. the basic premise was good #i jusy keep coming up with more shit that could happen in this story without actually writing anything #and every now and then i get a new idea and. maybe write a lil bit and then just abandon it #i cant even finish the fanfiction that i write solely for funsies #and its been genuinely a dream since i was a little kid to be a published writer and i still do want to achieve that someday #art is. hard sometimes #bee buzz

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