#i cant roleplay or talk to people without asking them to and my massive anxiety ruins that. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

synthetic-sonata · 1 year

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aagrhrhhtg i wish i could hang out with my friends i wish i could rp and i wish i could just be happy without having to go through 500 hoops that i don't wanna go thru !!!!!!!! i also wish people cared abt my ocs. like not a huge fanbase i'd rather die. but just i wish all my followers Cared abt my ocs and sent me questions ab them or whatever.

i just sort of need some kind of active captive audience that i like to be interested in my creations to give me a drive to create again bc otherwise i just draw and slap it in a storage server and dont post it cuz ik i'll get barely anything

#aria talkz #the hoops being People . anxiety. and bpd.#this is kind of a vent but its not depressing or long enough for me to care to tag it #fucking sucks. i cant enjoy art much anymore bc of depression and cuz i dont get that much response to it at all.#i cant roleplay or talk to people without asking them to and my massive anxiety ruins that.#etc.#i wish every day did not feel the same and i wish i didnt get the exact same fucking responses sometimes #n i wish i could talk to people i wanted to talk to without having to go through a bunch of shit i really dont want to just to Talk to ppl

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