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#i couldnt stop myself from crying thru every step of it. which is really abnormal for me
orcelito
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What they don't tell you about crying 14 times in one night is that it sucks very bad actually
I think I'm done crying for now lol
#speculation nation
#that is not a hope that is an assurance. a Promise. a declaration of my state of being.
#i'll be upset more later but i cried 14 times which is Already excessive. for like. Anyone
#but ESPECIALLY for me
#i cried only like 4 times all of last year. 12 months 365 days and only 4 times i cried.
#& 3 of those were for the same general occasion lol. in february. so march thru the end of the year? NO crying at all.
#and here i am crying 14 times in one night? i thought the 7 for trimax was excessive! and it was! but this is TWICE that
#... real talk. ive cried more for cassy than i did for sammy. at least for the initial stuff.
#i couldnt stop myself from crying thru every step of it. which is really abnormal for me
#and i think it was bc of the whole uh. bad memories thing. i have trauma related to sudden cat death.
#and what do you know it was triggered by another sudden cat death.
#so my 9 months baby boy. so dear to me. but ultimately so brief in my life.
#he made me cry more than my 14 years old cat i grew up with. sammy was my Brother. and his death tore me apart.
#it's pointless to compare deaths and their effects though. they both mattered to me in different ways
#and their deaths have hit me in different ways. that's just how it goes i think.
#but. yeah. im done crying for now. im gonna try to have a gentle night. and then tomorrow will just be whatever it will be.
#really glad i dont work tomorrow. even if it comes at the cost of me missing my des rocs concert ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
#animal death ment/
#negative/
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