#i cqn only control myself
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Then of course. There's the very real possibility I'll do 300 workbook pages of self help to the best of my ability. And still be unable to find mutual love. And still feel like I'm too dumb to figure out something so easy that I know very messy people who did not do some or all of this kinda work and found love just fine.
#rant#and i recognize it IS partly luxk#thats why my mom can do 5% healing work and meet my dad and have a relationship that worked and grew together#meanwhile i can do 4 years of healing work and only learn to not date full on abusers.#and now ive spent 5 years only able to meet unavailablr people#and its possible i could do 5 10 15 years of healing work and still no one whod happen to click with me lol#by lol i mean i am crying a bit#oh well right oh well.#i cqn only control myself#so i just need to do more and more work i guess
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