#i didnt save draft so i needed to rewrite im sad

[monghoneys-blog]

— seunghun as your boyfriend

a/n: im thirsty so im writing this thing to please my imagination and everyone out there who loves this boy. pls be aware that english isnt my first language so i could make some mistakes (if you see them pls tell me!) ((this might be not that well orginized cause this is how my brain works))

ok let me say this first

hES SHY HES INTROVERTED YALL

like damn it really will take some time to know each other

and it’ll we be a little bit awkward

but thanks god seunghun is the best in getting closer with people

and when things are settle down you’ll be more comfortable w/ each other

he cannot stop smiling looking at you

hes whipped. 

gon: damn ma friend you are whipped for them even i can notice this

seunghun: what are u talking about? (´･ᴗ･ ` ) 

anyways seunghun thought that hes like that cause he likes you as a very good friend !!

but well

he’ll be pretty fast at noticing his feelings yeah

cause hes honest with himself

and be like okay i like them so whats next

should i confess them right away or test the water first

this is how he started to flirt a little bit more

and you on the other hand started noticing smth weird

like unexpected present from him???

those earrings that you wanted from your first shopping together but couldnt buy it

more emoji hearts in his texts 

you just felt that his aura, his behaviour changed when he was around you

and you’re confused cause you liked him too but ofc he didnt know that

you confessed about that to yonghee lol

no one didnt know besides him

and let me tell you he did a very good job to keep your secret !!

cause he was tired of seeing seunghun clowning himself and how you cant notice such obvious things

anYWAYS somehow you two made it ╰( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡° )つ──☆*:・ﾟ

(thanks god said yonghee)

so we’re back to shy seunghun cAUSE

relationships = gettING TO KNOW ABOUT EACH OTHERS SOME NEW DEEP ROMANTIC SHIT

like you know

how to hold your hand

how to make you feel comfortable in romantic way

what u like and what not

how to kiss you after all

hes a man of manners and dont want to feel you uncomfortable

if you dont like smth he’ll be like

uhh huh note taken ( ◡‿◡ )

he expects the same thing from you

so pls dont cook soft veggies

i really see him being a very chill bf???

he’ll be the first to approach you after some fight to make things clear so there’s no understatements left

he hates this tension and wants to know in the calm atmosphere what upsets you and how you two can fix it

hes not that loud everyone

when hes around you he feels very comfortable so he can turn off this always hype mode

most of your dates are going out to some hot cafes in seoul

or exhibitions 

or maybe shopping sometimes

and after every shopping you’re just make home fashion show

and take photos of each others

when seunghun is changing his outfit 

you’ll send some ugly photos of him to cix gc (°◡°♡)

talking about home dates

its basically you lying down on bed or couch listening to his playlists

OR

MARVEL MOVIESSSSS YAS

seunghun will be excited like a child

if you have different taste or opinion 

he’ll be glad to know and to hear !!

sometimes you’ll be have some deep talks about your worries, experiences that you two had

it wouldnt be smth heavy or sad 

he’ll be trying his best to make these kind of talks light

maybe will make some playlist for background

not sad songs just some chill instrumentals or indie

seunghun pretty much likes affection

to give and recieve

if you arent comfortable with it he’ll ask what he can do and what not

if you feel shy about public affection he’ll just only hold your hand lol

if you into it then well

HUGS AND KISSES

but its not like from the first date he’ll sucking your face

no

it’ll take some time to adjust 

and when you and he will be comfortable with each other in romantic way

damn

he would like to give you forehead kisses when he leaves

or kiss your hand when he just feels whipped for u

when he’s tired he loves to kiss your shoulder

and receive some kisses on the forehead

so when you’ll reach this level of relationships when you are ready to introduce themselves to each others families

you know that seunghun has a brother

the one who makes beats right

you’ll be like mAN YOUR SOUNDCLOUD IS LIT (btw really go check his sc)

and seunghun entering the room: what about me? (｡•́︿•̀｡)

you: but.. you dont make any beats…

seunghun: ＵＴｪＴＵ

so yeah pls praise his hard work too but not much cause he can sense that you overdoing it 

you know he really all about healthy relationships and manners 

if he ever will be jealous he will tell you right away what bothers him

not like hey im jealous so pls stop doing (insert smth)

but more like in a soft way

when you’re upset he will ask whats wrong

and if you need time alone he’ll fully understand that and come back a little bit later

if you heed his advice/hug/kiss he’ll do it

he’ll adore you and respect you in every way so pls do the same thing to him (´,,•ω•,,)

its really messy but well i have many headcanons so maybe i’ll write pt2 and for others too

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Hhhh bunni legs pain accomplishment day

I HAVE FINISHED THE SHOPPING OF HELL

Tfw u only get paid 4 days before christmas and have to rush everything aaaa

It was bad enough today so i'm so glad i got it done before it got even more busy!

Misc boring essentials i bought for myself: new phone charger cos broken, new trousers cos i spilt hair bleach on my only two pairs, new shoes cos my left shoe literally snapped in half down the middle like wtf even happened there, cheap pink hair dye from a discount store cos i wanna try different colours but in a thrifty way

Now for EXCITING CHRISTMAS PRESENT TIME!!!!

First off SO MANY pc and xbox 360 games from Every Charity Shop In Cardiff, St Mellons, Rumney and Llanrumney. My sis has been trying to find some games to play but was like 'dont worry about it i can just wait til the charity shop gets something good'. So i thought i'd get some stocking stuffers via all the charity shops on my side of town. By our powers combined we will blitz the entire vale of glamorgan's discount gaming scene!!! I found SO MANY good stuff for £1/£2/£3 like holy shit i love when charity shops dont know the proper price for shit XD

speaking of which i also found a WEBCAM for £2! If its that cheap it probanly isnt great but itd still be fun to play around with! :D and the same store also had an old vintage G1 My Little Pony coffee mug in excellent condition. Oh god the nostalgia! My support worker gave me a lift to llanrumney so i had to awkwardly explain why i had an armful of weird 80s mugs and big teary eyes!

Speaking of vintage, i found this new vintage toys and games shop in cardiff called Galactic Attic! The name hooked me in and then they actually DID have pokemon inside! As well as all sorts of stuff ranging from 40s to 90s, wow! There was even a lil pile of old 90s gaming magazines in the corner, covered up by a bunch of boxes. I'm glad i noticed them! I got the announcemt issues for pokemon diamond pearl and platinum in a weird old pokemon fan magazine that i loved as a kid. Im kinda sad that nowadays we just have one official magazine fpr each console and not the wild madness of amateaur journalists failing horribly to get news from japan. Shame they didnt have Beckett Pokemon cos that one was infamous fot drawing its own terrible interpretations of pokemon sprites to avoid copyright. And speaking of terrible, they even had bootleg pokemon!! I talked to the cashier and he was like "you know those are fake right" and i was like "yeah its so nostalgic thats why i want em" and he was like "lol yeah they actually sell pretty well so i'm not mad my supplier ripped me off". It was a pretty good and awesomely terrible fake at the same time? There was this exact replica of some japanese display stand for the product and then the actual pokeball toys looked perfect BUT the mini pokemon inside were.. Really not. I am so damn happy with the surprise inside my one, surprise inside has never been more accurate! I can't take a picture now cos my phone is charging but REGICHEETO. Just..just imagine that, and whatever you're imagining it is probably worse. I love it so fuckin much. Also less hilariously there were some bootleg mini pika plushies with actually (as far as i can tell) their own unique design? They have cute lil winter scarves and an art style that reminds me of the Magical Pokemon Adventure manga. A really cute and good bootleg that i would have loved to see as a real product! The only way you can even tell its a bootleg is because there's no marking on the tail. I dunno, maybe if i still have some brown fabric in the cupboard i could fix it? Or maybe its unique tail makes it even more special! I mean there's Cosplay Pikachu with its double tail marking so maybe this is her cousin Accessory Pikachu with no markings? He just likes wearing scarfs and hats and stuff. OMG HE'S THE POKEMON GO EVENT PIKACHU!!!!!!

Along the miscness of finding a few things for myself, i also found: cute lil pokemon pencilcase, kingdom hearts blind bag, cheap copy of Fruits Basket volume 1 cos the new remake is coming out soon and i wanna Get Hype! The KH blind bag was really weird cos i didnt know they now have an entirely different set as well as the keychains i bought before. Its kind of a shame the art style doesnt match cos vexen is only in the keychains, alas! But i do really love these ones! Theyre apparantly made by funko pop but dont have the art style AT ALL, they just look like really accurate versions of the characters in mini form. Its kinda like the 'distance animation' style in steven universe? (Incidentally they also do SU ones but they missed the opportunitu to actually use the distance style, lol) I got a Sora in his kh2 outfit and i'm decently happy with that, its not one i really wanted but its not a bad one either. But i think now i've tried the fun of surprise once i'll just buy the actual ones i want off ebay later. They have roxas in his organization outfit! With a happy smile!!!

Oh oh and then EVEN MORE XBOX GAMES OF THE WILD THRIFT STORE VOID! i managed to find the whole fable series, two assassins creeds, saints row, gta, some misc shooter games and racers that she wanted but i dont know much about, mass effect 2 and ff13. I think maybe one or two others cos i cant fully remember right now. Theyre all in separate bags strewn across the room and my shoulders feel like death so i'll sort through them later.

Aaaand i wrote up like 14 paragraphs more but tumblr didnt save my draft fpr some fuckin reason and now im way too tired to do it again

Briefer summary:

* had a huge horrible panic attack getting stuck in a skyscraper shopping centre clothes place full of screaming and every perfume smell and WHY DO I HAVE TO NAVIGATE THIS HELL MAZE TO FIND THE ESCALATOR and seriously i was my most primal animalistic self and i went full fight or flight on this bitch

* had a lovely time visiting Cool Shop Grandma and rambled the story of how i met her and how we became friends but hhh too tired to rewrite. But anyway today i gave her a christmas pikachu plush as thanks for everything and cos her shop is moving on to its next location soon. She got really teary and gave me a big hug! She's gonna be at a comic con in march so i hope i'm able to go to that and see her again.

* went on a wild goose chase looking for harry potter merchandise and eventually found a gold plated replica of the movie prop version of the time turner and HELL YES my sis will love it!

* rambled about several market stalls that were cool but i can make a separate post about that in the morning when i find their contact details to advertise them

* got a plushie delibird and decided to take selfies with it everywhere to try and fight my social anxiety somehow. We went to a neat lil restaurant and had cheesy fries and a coke float!

* asked for a refund on an item for the first time ever and im proud of myself

* went off on a mystery bus trip to buy a preowned 3ds and pokemon games from a lady in an online preowned stuff facebook group and it didnt go horribly and i am glad! She was really nice and i witnessed A Good And Smart Parenting Moment and man it healed my heart and i wish i'd been raised that way. Again i'll probably ramble about the details later when im less tired, it really touched my heart seriously! And now i have MANY GIFTS FOR SIS!

* in total i was out present shopping from 9am to 8pm and i clicked my shoulder out of its socket for a split second from.all the heavy bags. Now im in a lot of aches and i need a sleeps

The End