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crvstybowlofcereal · 11 months

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Ok.. so. I spent all day dying that fur. I spent 7. Fucking. Hours. Dying that fur.

It looked perfect. Like seriously, couldn't be better. And then I washed it because I knew getting it wet would make it run otherwise, and I dont want to ruin the final head when washing it post-wear.

And it's. Literally gray. I'm so fucking disappointed. I cried about it and decided my only options are to do the character in gray (not happening) or to scrap the idea of making my fursona and make something else entirely.

So I guess that's what I'm doing. I'm not happy about it at all. I'm still incredibly upset. But I guess that's just how it has to be.

#it just feels like nothing goes ever goes how i want it to #maybe thats just life but i dont want to imagine life that way.#i dont think my goals were unrealistic. use purple dye>>grt purple fabric.#instead i got bubblegum pink. ok mix colors and fix it. it took all day and im worried i wojt have time to sew but yay the color is right!#i would have settled for “good enough!” surprise its not even remotley close now.#i just.#my emotions are too high to be doing this right now

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