#i feel like a pathetic bum because i genuinely dont know that ill ever be able to take on longer than a 25 hour work week max
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ive gotta be real im kind of losing hope for life
#it feels like it's only get worse and worse lately and i just don't know what to do man#its just like. swallowing me whole#the furure feels so fucking looming no matter what#i feel like a pathetic bum because i genuinely dont know that ill ever be able to take on longer than a 25 hour work week max#and because of how everything is im doomed to be forever dependant on someone covering so much for me#i don't feel like I'm ever going to be secure and i just. i have hopes for the future but any time i try to consider how i get there i just#it feels like everything falls apart#i know it's probably because it's 2 in the morning but i just don't have any faith in my life...#it's hard not to just. consider death sometimes i guess. I'm not actively suicidal. id hardly even say i passively am most of the time#it's just like... i don't fucking know how I'm going to make it out of this man. i feel so hopeless#...rant over
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