#i feel like he would like someone who talks alot cuz hes mostly a quiet man besides his fatui business yk

[fatuismooches]

One of my favorite things to think about with Capitano is an arranged marriage with a reader who is initially very shy, quiet, and kinda scared of him. But the more they get to know him and spend time with him, they get much more louder and excited and talk a lot- Capitano is taken aback by this change of behavior and frankly surprised because absolutely no one acts like this with him which leaves him unsure of what to do. He didn't expect you to open up like this and do stuff like grab onto his arm so casually - but he's not complaining. He likes to let you do what you want, it's rather endearing.

[littlelittlebear]

hello! can I get a ship/pairing for Golden age Narnia please? any gender is great!

well a bit about myself! I am definitely like a mom friend I suppose, though I am more often compared to a mean grandmother (mostly because I will make/bake people food and bullying them into taking care of themselves). I have lots of kind of "word associations", I often burst into song or recite a fact if I hear something realted to them. I know lots of random things, mostly because I love to learn and so I will often just spend time researching random topics. I love to work with my hands (I do all sorts of crafts) but I get distracted very easily. I tend to be loud around quiet people, and quiet around loud people lol. ummm OH I've also been told I can be kinda blunt and intimidating on first impressions ( but I'm not really scary at all I swear). I also like plants alot!! not sure if that's helpful...(also I'm a 5'7' girl with glasses and short brown hair if you want a physical appearance). I like to imagine if I was a character in a fantasy world like narnia I would be some type of librarian or kitchen witch (I'm not sure if this is I love it so feel free to ignore it lol). this is getting long so thanks for reading!! :)

ugh you’re adorable, and i’m sorry but i can only do modernised ships for narnia :(( there are more meet-cute opportunities with a modern setting, i’m so sorry this wasn’t what you had in mind! i should really include the whole modernized narnia in the sleepover post xD sorry again! i ship you with... LUCY PEVENSIE  - the two of you met at some hipster cafe with vinyls and book shelves and probably one a bunch of awards for using sustainable energy and having a lot of plants everywhere or some shiz - lucy was practically dragged there by edmund  - you’re there cuz you’re Mama Plant™ and a friend of yours works there  - it was when lucy was being bored in a corner and making a flower crown and internally cringing when she overheard edmund [trying to] flirt with the cute barista at the counter [your friend] when you walked up to her  - you hadn’t noticed her yet (because you were reaching for a guinness world records book because you can't get more ‘random facts’ than that ;)) but you’re going to in a second - lucy notices you first though, and you reminded her of the pixies back home  - “a very bookish pixie,” she thought when she saw you reach for a book from a shelf beside her  - lucy was actually the farthest thing from intimidated by you when she first saw you, she felt almost drawn to you - you felt someone staring at you and you expected some creepy creep creep hipster boy but GODDAMN WERE YOU WRONG  - i feel like you have a thing for ginger girls  - but who doesn’t  - they all look like fairy princess warrior mermaids  - when y’all started talking you couldn’t seem to stop  - it was only when you both heard a very smug edmund at the door (you notice he’s holding a piece of paper and assume things went well with your barista friend and you smirk) shout out “Lucy c’mon, Petes gonna be vexed if we’re late for curfew again, you can flirt some other time.” when you finally see how dark it is  - how long have you two been talking??? - you and lucy agree to meet here the next day, obviously because your friend works here and edmund like her- not at all because you want to see each other again - how preposterous - total poppycock  - the two of you keep meeting at the cafe weeks later, both of you are yet to make any moves  -  till lucy has had enough and tries her best to tiptoe up to your height and FINALLY; - you kiss - her hands are all up in your short hair - your hands are on her waist - you leave the cafe with your number on her phone (finally) - the name in her contacts is listed as ‘pixie’  - you’re her pixie  (i’m extra as hell and really over did this but OH WELL i hope you liked it!! <3)

[khymer-vulture]

I have like 3 stories I’ve written a month ago but have yet to post em, cuz I end up liking the newer stuff a little more...so, next short story I post will be one of those older ones

Kinda set during Captivate, but before the main event of it.

It’s not wise to wake a sleeping beast...but sometimes that chance needs to be taken.

Nights have been mostly peaceful for Zack and Ray, it seemed when they both slept in each other’s arms, they felt a sense of comfort that helped keep the dark thoughts away. Though it was rare on some nights for emotional discomfort to slip through the mental cracks in their slumber. Most the time, it was Ray who often suffered from small nightmares and it was Zack who consoled her in his blunt way.

 The pair had taken temporary shelter at an inn for the night, and slept in the large bed during the passing hours. Ray was sleeping soundly until she felt Isaac lightly squeeze her in his arms, followed by the sounds of frantic and heavy breaths.

 She slowly raised herself up as she glanced at Zack, judging from his behavior, the man was having an awful nightmare, and it brought him to the point of making the man hyperventilate. She began to worry as she heard his erratic breaths get heavier, Ray brought a hand up to touch at his cheek and softly beckoned his name.

 “Zack? Zack…please wake up…”

 Zack fidgeted for a moment until his eyes shot open, then locked right onto the person in front of him. Ray suddenly felt the man grasp at her neck, instinct made her try and loosen his tightening grip, but she remembered she did want to die by his hand. She peered into Zack’s eyes and saw that they weren’t normal, they were glazed with fear, he was acting more on fear driven impulse than his usual bloodthirsty nature.

 “…Zack…” she choked out.

 It took only a few seconds before she could see reality snap back into the man’s odd-colored eyes and his tightening grip loosen around her throat, his hand quickly retreated to himself as he panted heavily from his rapid heartbeats. Zack appeared both lost and panicked.

 “What the fuck just happened?”

 He saw Ray grasp and rub at her neck with a slight pained expression, that could only mean that he did it without thinking. Zack could feel guilt weigh heavily on him for once.

 “Shit…I hurt you, didn’t I?”

 “It’s fine, Zack…” Ray quickly replied, but when Zack brought a hand up to check, she recoiled.

 To accept being hurt must be an old habit of her life back then, some way to make her cope, Zack grit his teeth from that thought, because she was now doing that with him - something he had no control over had cracked her trust.

 “It’s not fine,” he growled, then grabbed at her arms.

 Ray flinched again, but noticed that his grip was gentle. Zack placed her arms down to her lap while he brought his hands up to inspect the damage, he saw red marks that his grip left on her skin, and it angered him.

 “Fuck…” he muttered, allowing his fingers to tenderly caress the affected area, “why did I do this?”

 Ray felt herself blush faintly as she felt his fingertips gently touch her skin, “…You must’ve been having a really bad dream…you were breathing so heavily…I didn’t mean to wake you, I’m sorry…”

 Right, he was having a nightmare - or something of the sort, though it was rare to have it shake him up so much. Zack sighed as he ran his fingers through Ray’s hair, as if he was compelled to express that he wasn’t going to harm her again.

��“…I’m not mad that you woke me up…kind of fuckin’ glad you did…I shouldn’t have reacted that way though,” Zack replied. “I could’ve killed you without realizing it.”

 “Don’t you want to kill me though? I wouldn’t have minded…that’s why…I didn’t try to struggle…” Ray spoke.

 Now Zack lightly bopped her, not to hurt her but to knock some sense into her.

 “Dumbass, of course I do…but not like this, shit!” he grunted. “Hell, I wouldn’t do a fuckin’ sloppy job of strangling you either…I’d never take you out that way. I want to be me when I do the job…not under some sort of haze…”

 Ray remembered, Zack was drugged the last time he attempted to kill her, it was on Cathy’s floor, he even pleaded to her to not allow him to kill her in such a state. Now she began to ponder why she allowed herself to cave in a similar circumstance.

 “I guess I got a little selfish with our oath, I’m sorry…”

 “Idiot, stop apologizing for nothing. I snapped out of that bullshit, it’s done and over with…” Zack replied, then glanced at her neck again, “…I should be the one to apologize though…fuck…it’s gonna leave a mark…”

 “Only for a little while Zack, it’ll go away in time, I can just cover it…”

 Ray could see the guilt in the man’s eyes, for someone who reveled in killing, she’d never expect to see such an expression. She scoot her body close to his and gently nudged her head against his shoulder, Zack jolted at first to feel her lean against him, even his heart started to race a little, but he sighed as he reluctantly wrapped an arm around her.

 “God damn it, you’re too forgiving, ya’ fuckin’ know that?” he grumbles, “Get pissed off once in a while or something, stop being boring for once…”

 Ray softly chuckled at Zack’s annoyance, or rather, his attempts to sound annoyed. She knew that he was actually flustered, his tone of voice was getting easier for her to read his real emotion.

 “Hey Zack? What was the dream about? I’d never seen you so scared before…” Ray asked.

 Zack groaned quietly in the back of his throat, he didn’t want to recall it, but if it fulfilled Ray’s curiosity, then so be it.

 “Just a bunch of shit that happened in the past…I can just put it in the back of my mind again, it tends to haunt me once in a long while,” he said. “…you have seen me get scared before…”

 “Oh right…when the tower was collapsing…all that fire.”

 Zack shook his head, “When you got shot…I seriously thought you were going to die.”

 That answer surprised her, though she couldn’t remember too much of it, her consciousness was fading in and out from both the pain and loss of blood that day. His answer seemed so vague to Zack though, and he knew Ray would eventually pry.

 “Look, it’s not cuz’ I was losing a free kill or something…it’s…it’s cuz’ you chose me to kill you. Plus, I know you wouldn’t have wanted to die like that anyway, especially to that creepy fuck. I don’t know what I would’ve done…” he prattled, “...so yeah…whenever that day comes for the oath and whatnot, I’ll kill ya in whatever seems fit…”

 He’s doing so much for her, she felt the need to at least do something in return. Being close to Zack during her frightful nights helped soothe her fears, yet Zack never had a crutch of his own, he trusted her alot, but that was about it. She brought her hand to the man’s and laced their fingers together. Isaac flinched slightly from the contact as he stared at her with a puzzled expression.

 “Zack…I know you’ve comforted me when I had my share of nightmares…maybe I can do the same…every time you talk to me when I have bad dreams, I feel relieved and even safe. It’s better than just bottling them up, I was actually getting scared for you to see you like that…”

 Isaac raised a brow, talking what was on his mind wasn’t his thing, he mumbled to himself then gently pat her head.

 “S-sure…just…not now though, I’ll tell you in the morning…”

 “Promise?’ Ray asked.

 “I’m not a fuckin’ liar,” Zack growled. “Let’s go back to sleep…”

 The two laid in bed for a while, but sleep wasn’t around to reclaim them yet, Ray remembered Zack mentioning that he had different things in mind when it came to fulfilling her wish. Of course, she already knew that he wanted it to be done consensually, both in the right states of mind and with the equal desire.

 “Hey Zack, if you were to kill me…how do you want it done?” she asks.

 Zack was quiet for a moment, “…Quick and painless…how you want me to do it is yours to decide though…”

 For a killer, it seemed strange for her to hear that he did not want her death to hurt, he used to enjoy other people’s suffering before snuffing them out, yet she was a rare exception, he even wanted her to tell him how she’d prefer it to be done. A special request of sorts.

 “How come you want to give me special treatment compared to everyone else? I…I’m just curious, that’s all…”

 Even that question seemed odd to his usual behavior, he ran his fingers through his hair as he mumbled to himself.

 “Because you are different than those bastards I took out…they’re all scared to die…so they all deserved to die…” Zack answered, “you want it though…hell, you’re the only one to ever treat me like I'm a normal person…and I’m strangely okay with it. I guess it seems fair to have someone give you what you want and how you want it…ya’ know? Just because you’ve been treated like trash in life doesn’t mean you have to be in death…”

 Within seconds, he realized what he said, “Oh fuck me, I’m starting to sound like that grave digging little shit…”

 Ray couldn’t hold back a giggle, though, she felt self-doubt sweep through her, she was touched that Zack was willing to treat her more fairly from everyone else, he just slew people without hesitation, but he was going thick through thin for her. Zack was taking care of her, protecting her, sheltering her, and soothing her fears even though one day it would all end. Ray felt like she was putting him through a hassle just for one simple kill.

 “What’s with that face?’ Zack murmured, he could see the familiar sullen look the girl had.

 “I feel like I’m being so troublesome…”

 Zack rolled his eyes, then flicked at her nose, “Moron, I woulda killed you already if I thought that…ya’ ain’t troublesome, alright? I’ll tell you a million fucking times, you’re different from everyone else. If you were bothering me, you’d fucking know by now.”

 “What really makes me so different from all the past victims?”

 Zack’s mind was clouded with thoughts, and it took him a moment to piece the words, “…I don’t fuckin’ know...you’re the only person I don’t mind being with…shit, I can be myself with you around. Also, you once said that you like being with me too…nobody’s ever said that shit before. You’re the only person...I...kinda got around to trust…ya make me feel comfortable when you’re nearby and some other weird stuff too…”

 Other weird stuff? Possibly other emotions that Zack doesn’t fully understand yet, his grumpy behavior is the only neutral face he knows to put on, but his actions and voice were always his dead giveaways.

 “…Maybe it’s happiness you’re feeling?’ Ray asked.

 “I…I guess? I don’t fucking know…” Zack grumbled.

 Maybe it was, he wasn’t sure, but how he had been feeling around her lately was definitely strong. Zack became much more flustered, at times his chest would feel tight, and his body acted on impulse more than usual – it was god damn frustrating to not know why. If that was happiness, it made him feel all sorts of fucking weird.

 “W-whatever…you’re not a fucking bother, got it?” Zack mumbled, “So don’t go thinking dumb shit about me…I’ll tell you myself…I’m a grown ass man.”

 Soon, he heard her giggle again, god damn it sounded so innocent.

 “You don’t act like it though,” Ray whispered.

 Did she just say something sarcastic to him? That comment quickly caught him off guard, she was always so apologetic and honest, now she was being witty.

 “I’mma kick you off the bed Ray, not just shove…kick.”

 His voice gave away his feelings again, he was amused by her comment – not angry. Hell, he couldn’t hide a small chuckle in his tone of voice.

 “I’m sorry,” Ray said, yet she couldn’t stop laughing.

 Zack brought his free arm to pull her close in a mock bear hug, he couldn’t bring himself to pull his other hand apart from Ray’s, the feeling of their fingers linked together gave him a sense of security, as it reminded him that she was close by and was there for him.

 “Yeah, yeah…sure you are…go the fuck to sleep, brat…”

 Rachel made herself comfortable as she laid her head against the brash man’s chest.

 “Goodnight Zack,” she whispered.

 Zack stared at her for a moment as Ray eventually dozed off, she did make him feel all sorts of weird emotions, things he had never felt before. It was conflicting yet comforting at the same time, maybe he couldn’t get completely frustrated about it, because Rachel was around to try and explain things to him.

 He was so used to being alone, taking care of himself, and handling his problems on his own. Now there was Ray willing to ease his own inner demons, since he chose to take on hers under his watch. Of course, there was an old agreement for her to be useful to him, but he easily sensed that the intentions were different. It wasn’t just to be resourceful, but caring to one another, something that neither one of them have ever gotten.

 In her company, every day felt like a new discovery about himself, it was both exciting yet frightening at the same time because he grew up never truly experiencing things normal people have. Ray was there to enlighten him, amuse him, help him, and be there for him. One day it will end, and he wouldn’t know what to do from there, simply going back to his old life didn’t seem to appeal to him. It was like Ray would be his final and ultimate kill.

 However long they would choose to have together, the two were going to make the most of it.

 Zack did feel some of his anxiety from his dreams go away, she was right when she said that talking brought a sense of relief, and feeling her comforting body gestures made him feel all the more mentally secure.

 Impulse began to overcome him again, he had kissed her forehead a couple times, and maybe one more wouldn’t hurt. He gently pressed his lips on Ray’s forehead as she peacefully slept, Zack could feel a warmth swell in his chest as he carefully pulled the covers over the both of them.

 “…Goodnight Ray…”

[survivorelsalvador]

EPISODE 1 - An Army Of Porn Pete (TM) - Josh (Camp)

(If a confessional is just a gif or a picture then it was most likely Veronica, winner of Jeju Island, uwu <3)

WILLA

One world? This is going to be an iconic mess and I can't wait to see how this turns out.

WILL

Will she decapitate me or will we work together: The Regan/Will love story begins all over again (for when these go public I have nothing against you Regan you're a queen in my eyes)

DANA

How quickly are you trying to kill me. First of all: I literally know 99% of these people and am playing in Athena with them right now, which makes my game in each more complicated. On my tribe: Me, Chris, Willow, Willa, and Austin The only person I don't know is Austin. I'm aligned with Willa in another game and was aligned with Chris in the same game. Willow and I were friendly in Solomon Islands. Hopefully this puts me in a good spot. Other than that, going through the rest of the cast on other tribes: Playing with in Athena right now: Adrian, Kai, Lily, Jaiden, and Nicholas. I'm in an alliance with all of them except Adrian (who might not like me after tonight). From Solomon: Zakriah, my literal child and snapchat streak buddy. He's also vv close with Willow, so this is good. Potential alliance? From Great Lakes: Kyle and Ashton. Idk Ashton AT all. We were never on a tribe together. Heard he's pretty good at orgs though. Kyle and I didn't super get along in GL. I voted him as first merge boot, he voted me, and I went home. I've also heard a lot about Regan and i'm excited to meet her. Basically I know/ have a relationship with half of the cast, so this should be INTERESTING. I'm excited.

JAKE

So the game hasn't even officially started yet and I formed a tight bond with Kyle and Lexi. I feel that we all relate to each other pretty well, so I like where this is going.

LEXI

Ok so i already have an alliance with ribsor and jake. I know jake from a mini we played together and we bonded right away. I also know regan,austin and jaiden from the other tribe. I have a good relationship with all 3 so that made me happy seeing them. I hope they can stay and fight until merge. Heck i hope i can stay and fight until merge. this is a small tribe so thats alittle scary. Also this one world crap aint working for me. I cant talk to that many people and keep up. I'm in another tumblr game and hosting a skype org...so its hard to keep up. But i try my hardest and im just glad i got in an alliance already.

WILL

I actually feel pretty good so far like I think I'm on the good side of mostly everyone on my tribe - two of them played with me before two of them don't know me - and I'm already sensing some tension between certain people so like... this will be a good one lol. Plus I have Nicholas on my side through one world and I've made some other lowkey connections so it's all going great for the first day

KAI

Been a pretty quiet day, no ones really spoken much so kinda worried but oh wwll

JOSH

OKAY.  Hello.  I'm here to confess and such for the round since I haven't just yet.  I'm feeling pretty okay on my tribe so far?  I know Regan from previous experiences and we're friends and I think that Jaiden knows he isn't super popular so he'll rely on me to kind of keep him safe?  I"m talking with Will a lot and I enjoy him so I'm glad to have him here.  The only person I'm not feeling really great about is Zakariah so far?  I'm not sure how close he is with other people, so I have to wary about just throwing his name out.  But, if I had to choose someone to be at the bottom of the totem pole on our tribe.. It'd be him.  He's not super active.  I can also see Jaiden being a bit of a flop and being first to die, so I'm just going to kind of figure out where people STAND here right now and figure it out later.  Because I don't imagine us being on these tribes of five for too long, so I just need to make sure that I do my best to survive here while I still can. I'LL HAVE MORE THOUGHTS AFTER I TALK MORE STRATEGY BUT I NEED TO WORK ON IMPROVING MY SCORE

DANA

my new aesthetic in games is to just talk to the hosts in host chat instead of the players because i love them more. <3 Rob

WILLOW

I'm just gonna do a cast assessment rn bc why not Dana- Ahh we played in Solomon together and I love her, she's so sweet! Austin- We talked a lot last night and he's really nice, and has a good taste in survivor opinions Chips- Hasn't messaged me back yet and has only talked in the tribe chat twice Willa- Seems cool, but didn't talk to me for very long Also I'm confused about what happened during the "fight" in One World Also One World is too much at the beginning so I might just stick to talking to the people on my tribe first, and then once theres a swap I'll start talking to the other people idk.

ADRIAN

Whew El Salvador! Que tal chicos y chicas? Me llamo Adrian y yo soy no esperando nada mas por el juego para comenzar! Like this tribe a lot and really, I see 2 people from other games that are running side by side on my tribe, and really its cool to see that people are willing to work with me. But there is the downside of having people being inactive on the Apopa tribe, and really I'm not ready for shit like that to happen so quickly. 

Of course it would be One World this season. I see alot of familiar names and faces and I'm already thrilled to start this game, until I see Regan. Is it possible to hate a bitch because of how negatively she rubs people upon meeting them? Wait, hold that thought. Yeah. Its very possible. 

Its not even the end of Day 2, and already this bitch is asking for me to rip her head off. Like I don't give a flying fuck. Don't slander my name when you don't know me either. Fuck. Seriously, don't go preaching shit you won't practice. Regan's asking for a verbal beatdown, in English and in Spanish. 

Keep it up Regan, and I will end you before you have a chance to be on a tribe with me. I am not someone to fuck around with and I don't care how many people would say that I should apologize to her. I guess I can't play more subtly now cause I just ended the living shit out of her. Oh btw, she can have her wig back. There's like pieces of scalp like attached to it. 

(Note: Each paragraph was its own confessional)

DANA

My tribe is killing me with this challenge. Why did none of them start until like 7hrs before it is due when none of them know any Spanish and this challenge is semi-all about putting in time. Me right now: trying to make up for literally everyone's scores on my tribe. Quick assessment of my tribe? (Even though I knew everyone except Austin before we got here) Austin: Putting in a lot of effort to be friendly, which is good. Probably will want to work with him honestly but betraying someone I am already friendly with to do this will be hard. Chips: Isn't speaking to anybody. Why? Idk ur guess is as good as mine honestly. Willa: Honestly a fav. He better want to work with me here. Willow: My queen. My thoughts on one world? IT IS HYSTERICAL. Pls bring Regan back so she and Adrian can fight more and I can intervene with lighthearted comedy. Honestly I love problems and drama, sign me up pls. 

LILY

Hi! So I don't know what I'm doing playing two games cause it ain't my style but I'm trying. So far I really like jake on my tribe because he is also a Michigander and that makes you awesome. I also like will a lot but he isn't on my tribe sooooo. Yeah. Also I suck at Spanish. So yeah.

AUSTIN

I know nobody on my tribe. So far I want to work with Willow and Dana!! Honestly I'll probably be the first boot but my goal is to make the tribe swap I guess. I know Lexi ribbons and Jake I hope I play with them :)

WILLA

Dana is a lesbian? oh cool

JAIDEN

I have nothing to tell the world about my experience... yet.

MICHEAL

Dana is a lesbian which is not a suprise i mean have you seen her profile pic anyway in the game i made no connections i know what a great way to start the game but tonight i plan on making them

NICHOLAS

KAI

WOOO! WE WOOONNNN! That's pretty awesome!

RREGAN (That’s how she spelled it in the confessional hehe)

im perfect ill send one after bbhell ty

ASHTON

Well ugh life is good. This game on the other hand I have no idea what's going on. I've talked to richie cuz i knew him already but that's about it. Overall i'm happy im not gonna be first boot but pretty sure i'll be gone soon lol

RICHIE

who am i if i dont start off the game with my first confessional saying "i hate this fucking tribe!!!!!!!!" i've been out doing things for the last 3 days so i havent gotten a chance to do anything or really talk to anyone but i just played the duolingo immunity challenge before i went to sleep and when i was on the bus and train going to my friends lmao i didnt realize that i was the only one who was actually putting effort into it and thats sad because i really didnt play much but i guess the rest of my tribe is just full of flops!!! ashton i played with before we didnt talk much and we voted for eachother but i like them hope we can talk kai i talked to a little but like..... that needs to be worked on michael is the biggest flop ive ever met they are perfect first boot material if i leave before them i'm never playing another game and nicolas seems cool thats it! uneventful first week my social game is weak nothing happened not much to report but whew

KYLE

this host sucks

NICHOLAS

hello i am excited for this game but my tribe is dry as fuck besides richie