#i feel like im teetering on the edge of a big cry / breakdown | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

yousaytomato · 2 years

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I've really enjoyed Dracula Daily, like legitimately some of the best times I've ever had on Tumblr, or the internet

but damn -

the immense guilt and shame I've felt the last couple of months for falling behind, has really marred the entire experience - made only worse by knowing it's entirely my own fault, and also that it's such a stupid thing to be upset about, and yet, I still am 🤷‍♂️

#if you do relate genuinely we can all cry together about it #i think it's reminded me of uni a little bit #i know that keeping to deadlines and my inability to do so #is something that really frustrates me 😭#i loved it so much when i was up to date #and i feel so so awful to be behind #especially because i did catch up!! and then fell behind again #and tomorrow is the end :/#idk. im feeling sad in general the last couple days #i feel like im teetering on the edge of a big cry / breakdown #so a lot of things that would normally bounce off are upsetting me a little lately #im also feeling immensely guilty about some other things so thats kind of contributing to everything else #and stress of the new job i guess #which genuinely is not currently that stressful but i feel like it will be soon #and tbh just interacting with some of the people and being in a new environment is kind of stressful #and the long days and travelling and early morning's and damn. this got off track #huh.#woes of emily #Dracula Daily #main tagging because i feel like others may relate #there's always next year lol

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